Damn this song is STUCK IN MY HEAD.
"Weak.. i have been crying and crying for weeeeeeeekssss... T_T"
I don't really know anymore. I'm tryna make this work.
I flipped a coin today. Heads to just "fuck it" and tails to just keep pushing and holding on.
I landed on tails.... I guess im going to keep trying. I was telling myself maybe this isn't my game after all, but some have told me to keep trying. I hope this isn't false hope that im getting here. I don't want to be disappointed anymore, and i won't be this time.
All this time i didn't want to go to fast............ because i know i'll make mistakes...
hope you understand what i mean.
I'm not good at expressing myself..........
I'm determined..... atleast this time i really am.
This is driving me nuts right now...... i hope you know what i'm really trying to say. I really want this message to deliver.
