Dear dairy,
It's funny how guys could fight and have beef with each other throughout high school. On a single night everything would be all good again after graduating. I guess the only solution to this is drinking with each other. Yesterday was a night, where everyone and everything was just laid back, nothing to worry about. I wish there were more days like these. Hopefully they'll be a lot more of these once i start college.
I'm pretty happy that she invited me to go to a party with her and pne, however i didn't really bother so i denied both invites. Nonetheless, i know she will never go out with me in on serious date, i think i might be too immature for her and she might be too old and high maintenance for me. Sometimes things just don't work out for whatever reasons. I believe friendzone is as far as i go. The end is the start to a new beginning, so why not leave a good impression regardless of what the result is. She's cool and i'm kinda cool too, lets just leave it like this.
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After 3good games of basketball, i finally realize that losing 3 games in a roll was pretty disappointing. I thought i had it all along, but every close clinch second i loose the game.
What i'm tryna say is, everytime i think i have a grasp of something, i always let it slip away because i don't hold onto it tight enough. Something i gotta work on.... sigh
Cheers,
Private Cheng.
