And i'm leaving...

My departures tomorrow but i dont think anyone really cares to be honest. Whatever, i hope i'm ready for this, i've been waiting all year long just to make this happen, and now it's finally going to happen. I'm about 90% packed up, i hope i don't forget anything, because i'd get ass fucked if i miss anything. I think my parents are worried about me leaving for a month, i was carefree until as of present, 9:12pm, just about 11hours before my flight takes off. What worries me most is how i'll get there because i have to go get to Edmonton Airport, take a taxi to greyhound in downtown. From Greyhound i have to sit in the greyhound for 3hours and than i'll arrive in a small town called wainwright, and than ANOTHER taxi to my base. I'm scared already because i'm all on my own and all the expenses i have to pay for them, but the government will reimburse me. It's funny, my dad's like take $200 cash with you, you're gonna need it, and then we'll put another $100 into your bank accoutn so you can use debit if you really need it. I told him, no it's okay i have enough, so when i just got home i checked my online banking and before i added that $100, i had $9.68. That would be really assed fucked.


Tonight i had my last home cooked meal, it might be another month until i actually eat my grandma's cooking again. As for love, i'll put that aside, maybe think about it when i can't sleep at camp and try to fix the mistakes from the past. On the plane tomorrow at 8:00am, i'll probably look at the pictures i took with my dslr from my ipod and think about the good times that will only come so soon. 1 month baby.. 1 month.

Today has hit me pretty hard, i'm sure everyone's really proud of me going, but the thing is, can i finish the course without getting kicked out? This process is to test my balls and it will definitely "man-me-up" and yes i will come back walking around with that swag'.
You guys better prey that i don't come home until atleast August 1st. (Duration of the course is from July 2nd - August 1st).
Remember to write me emails, leave me voice messages, and of course mail me cash..
I thought of another way to communicate with you guys, if you guys wanna hear how i'm doing.. i'll probably be updating my voicemail greetings

D89 151 650 PTE CHENG
BMQ 0799 B039/08
Land Force Western Area Training Centre
Wainwright Denwood AB T0B 1B0

So guys......... this is it. No computers, no cellphones, no mp3's. It's just hardcore intensive training. WAIT actually i might bring my laptop =).



This ain't the last of me.

But i'm outs!