SCORPIO
Wednesday, June 30, 2010.

It costs you nothing to spend time with someone. Or does it? You may be spending your valuable time on someone who will never give back what you are giving and will never be as loyal to you as you are to him or her. Your spare moments are special, Scorpio, and should be used to make yourself happy, to get ahead in life, and to maintain connections with people who are important to you. Don't feel bad about being a little bit selfish with your time. Save your time for someone who is as good to you as you deserve.


So yesterday i got a phone call from my platoon leader and he told me that i will be not going to Alberta for training. The reason being that the course was way too overloaded and i couldn't get on, but i will be on the priority list for August.
Pros - Chilling in Vancouver, with a shitty work schedule which gives me more time to hang out with different people.
Cons - No work = no money, and a change of plans means that there will more "cons" later on.

I really wish i got loaded onto the course. Plans are ruined now.

That was quite a show.....

You see... I made an effort to do everything, maybe i tried too hard and tried too hard to do it all. I hate to loose in a game like this and you know what? I can't admit defeat. Defeat is not something you want to admit in a game like this. If you know what i mean....

Man how dumb can i be?


LOL @ FACE PALM

Senorita.

Alright so i can't wait till July 5th, i still haven't got my confirmation, so i'm not 100% sure i'm going yet. Whatever, they'll call probably a few days before july 5th to tell me i'm on course, and peace OUT. Seems like everyone is gone for July, i guess i won't miss much eh? Really can't wait to hit up the clubs in Edmonton and meet new people again. Hopefully, there's gonna be Chinese people there, "Us Chinese stick together."

Sigh.... harsh failed. She ain't interested eh?

I wish you weren't so dumb. I really want to knock some common sense into you but you're soo dumb LOL. Man, how do i even initiate a conversation with you without it dying after the usual "hi's and bye's"? FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Swag on the trillionz

So today i went to Livestock sale and i'm pretty satisfied with my purchases. Kinda fucked up on the tshirt though because it's kinda too fitted on me so i needa exchange FML.... Anyway next week is going to be workaholic week, i'm working approximately 37hours. Four 8hrs shifts in a roll, Mon-Thrus. Good game ya'll, gonna be running on Redbull.











fuck my white balanced is fucked on my camera

tear tear

What if i told you all i had 2 years to live?

I think of you in the summer time.

I'm sitting here in the sun with you on my mind.

Fly away.

"Don’t say what you’re thinking, and don’t be too quick to act on what you think. Be friendly to people but don’t overdo it. Once you’ve tested out your friends and found them trustworthy, hold onto them. But don’t waste your time shaking hands with every new guy you meet. Don’t be quick to pick a fight, but once you’re in one, hold your own. Listen to many people, but talk to few. Hear everyone’s opinion, but reserve your judgment. Spend all you can afford on clothes, but make sure they’re quality, not flashy, since clothes make the man—which is doubly true in France. Don’t borrow money and don’t lend it, since when you lend to a friend, you often lose the friendship as well as the money, and ...borrowing turns a person into a spendthrift. And, above all, be true to yourself. Then you won’t be false to anybody else." -Shakespeare: Hamlet

I don't....

I don't need any girls to tell me that i'm weird.
I don't need any girls to tell me i can't wear my polo inside out.
I don't need any girls to tell me that i'm lame and my jokes are stupid.
I don't need any girls to tell me that i'm gay.
I don't need any girls that be stuck up all day..
I don't need any girls that are bitches day and night.
I need a girl that can do whatever and be themselves, most importantly they're not afraid to speak their mind and be different amongst the crowd. Just do you and i'll do me, keep it simple, because I ain't down for drama right now.
Last of all, don't be a fucking dumbass, knock some sense into yourself.

just gonna stand there and hear me cry, but thats alright because i love the way you lie

Riding Solo

She just told me she's not into relationships and doesn't wanna get tied down. Feel my pain? I'm HURT

5 types of women i would like to marry.

So I was reading an article earlier about "what type of women would you like to marry." Here is my contribution:

A Movie Star
Audrina Patridge. I've always had a crush on her ever since the first season of the Hills, don't ask me why. I have my reasons, she's just fine as hell.

Doctor
Oh man if i ever get sick i wouldn't have to wait in the doctor's office to get a check up. "Instant prescription" is how i do. Whatever, scratch that, she'll cure any kinda sickness I'd have.

A Chef
No questions asked. Why? Because she'll be the perfect house wife material. Who needs a sandwich now, she can make way more then just a sandwich. I've always been a fan of girl's that cook, I find it super attractive when it comes down to that.

A Model
Realistically, who really doesn't want their wife to be a model? We all know that models have great features, so who needs a poster when we have a wife that's a model? Correct?

Fashionista
A girl with a great sense of style is always a plus. She can help me pick what to wear every single day. Win.

Hello Hello baby you called, i can't hear a thing.

06 Fire Red 5's

Lovely pick ups. =)

Next few pick ups:
- her number
- sperry's
- sigma 10-20 lens
- supreme 23rd backpack.


=D

too fucked.

Yesterday i had one of the most fucked up nights, bits and pieces go together and it formed an ugly asss picture. I will never drink till i puke again. Fucking shitty, puked till my throat started hurting. GROSS.















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$_$

Recently i've been hitting rock bottom in my financial needs. I feel fucking broke every time i go out with friends or whatever it is that has to do with money. My dad's been asking me for money recently and i just keep giving it to him, how can i say no? Even though half that money i give him was from my student loan, what can i do? Honestly, i can't say no, no matter how bad i want to.
I hate the feeling of feeling broke, it feels like i'm living off paycheque to paycheque. This is horrible, someone save me? There's a too much weight on my shoulders right now.. FML


AND go fuck yourself, you know who you are.

Favorite Girl

You're who i'm thinking of, and girl you're my runner up. And no matter what you're always number one.

scorpio

Thrusday june 3

The longer you allow yourself to stay in a bad relationship - one that has negative affects on your happiness and your ambition - the harder it will be to climb out of the rut it puts you in. If someone in your life brings out the worst in you, or often makes you feel gloomy or cynical, then why are you wasting your time with this person? If it's out of a sense of obligation, then you better face the fact that your first obligation should be to yourself. Don't stand for getting less than you deserve.

Those days... Those Memories...

So i finally got my Blood Donor card, and i found out that i have O+ blood type. I'm looking forward to donating more blood in a couple weeks, not because i get free cookies and juice but because i feel like i'm giving something back to the world. So before i leave for Alberta and get my tattoo, my goal is to donate some blood, who's down to donate some blood?




Looking back, i don't know if we'll ever be friends again. It's something i cannot explain. What can i do? I tried my best to ties things up, things may never be the same, and it might be better off this way. I never asked for anything in return, no rewards, no cookies, no brownie points, i just wanted to make you feel special. I guess you can call it exclusive, if you will. I'm entirely satisfied with whatever i have right now. "Thanks for everything."

It's June the 1st, and i'm off to a brand new start. I'm "up" after being "down" for so long.