Oh My God.

I can't believe i made a girl cry infront of me. I feel terrible.

I'm 19 and i'm here to have fun, so fuck your shit.

I'm not going to lie, i'm 19 as of this moment, and you're all wondering, "Shouldn't you be happy?!" The answer is, NO. I'm not happy one bit. I think it's the things that are holding me back in life, the bullshit, the drama, it wears you down after a while, no matter how much of a "rock" you are, you'll eventually deteriorate. So i found myself a new girl that i'm currently seeing. She's dope, i'm quite happy when i'm around her, but i'm scared the same thing might happen. Call me captain asshoe, i don't give a fuck, but i might not love you as much as you love me, not trying to be cocky. Yes, i tell you i love you, but all in reality, how can you really love someone in such a short amount of time? You can fall for someone in a matter of seconds, it ain't the same when it comes to love though. Love is a strong word, i'd rather not use it unless i really mean it. Maybe, i do love you, but it'll only be a matter of time until i really mean it with my fullest intentions. I never thought i'd be calling you my girl so soon, and yes i do get intimidated easily around your friends. When your gut feelings tell you that you should just let it all out and have the time of your life, you always wonder, "why is something holding you back?" I'm entering my last year of being a "teenager" and it's quite scary becoming an adult. We can be having kids by now, and start a family, but fuck that.
I'm 19, and i'm here to have fun, so fuck your shit. I'll behave like i say i do, but if anything goes wrong, blame the alcohol, not me. Blame captain asshoe, not me.

I'm private cheng, what's your name?

Happy mother fucking birthday.

I'm sad.

I sometimes don't understand how a person can fall inlove with you so quickly, it seems so easy but at the same time, you ask yourself "did you have game?" or "is she actually that easy?" I really wanna believe that i have game, then again, every girl's different, they fall for you for the weirdest reasons sometimes. So today she gave me this note, telling me all this "ish" and i was really surprised at how sincere it looked. I was really convinced that she may actually be that girl, that girl that might be there for "longterm." So far, everything's going great, but wait till the arguments starts settling in, then we'll see if it's for "longterm." I generally like to stick to my promises, but in all honesty, i'm going to have to see if it's worth "waiting for." I better be right.

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PEACE

Impossible.

I'm pretty happy to say i finally found "her".

I did it. LOL, feels like a life accomplishment if ya'll know what i mean right? It's funny how things come and go, you leave one, you find one. It all works out. I'm glad i made the right choices, so much more to life to just stick around and be with someone i know ill never get far with.

It's for real guys. Pictures to come la.

CHECK IT OUT.

Aite aite aite,

So i know this blog has been rather boring lately, i apologize for the lack of enthusiasm. Gonna post more pictures, and more shit of my daily life.

Promised.


Peace out.

She got that good good.

I think i found myself another one.

Oh man, how easy was that?

Next time

So next time i meet an attractive girl, i'll tell myself that i should get to know her and see what her personality is like first, rather then just assuming she's the coolest, hottest girl at the moment.

I've learned that no matter how hard you try to impress girls and get their attention, they'll never notice you, unless you're being yourself.

So drop the ego, and do you.

TGIF

Omfg its the weekend, finallly... paper's almost done, and get my workaholic on, 2 more weekends tilll my fucking legal birthday.. CLUBBBB?

Ya'll better come out to my bday, whoever is reading this, better come out or else.

Hey ms.Flawless ;) serenade me all night

So....

So one day i'm going to be PHAMOUS and buy all the things i want in the world, including love.

The end.

You can't help but wait.

I've realized that people do things not for themselves but for others. They try to please others too much, on a level that some might appreciate them and some, will completely hate them for what they do. I find it really hard to trust someone with my life, and tell them everything that happens nowadays. I guess you can call it inevitable. Hopefully, one day someone will walk into my life telling me they appreciate everything that i do, maybe i'm just trying to do it all and it ain't working. For now, i'm content with what i have and everything around me doesn't phase me anymore. I don't like to listen to rumors, if i hear some, i'll keep it in the back of my head, i need to see things with my own eyes and listen with my own ears before i can make judgements. So before you talk about somebody else, think about what you really hear and see.

Insanity, week 5, here i come. I love bein' sore in the morning, walking around my house half naked.

WISH LIST

Looking forward to purchasing this shit.....

Birthday is coming up in 21 days ... HOLLA

You Got it Bad.

You disgust me. Keep bein' shady and keep doin' you, and i'll keep hating on you even more. I don't think i hate someone as much as i hate you. You lying piece of selfish fatass. First go hit the treadmill, second go do something with your life.

/End Rant.

On a brighter note, work at Northface has been great. I finally got my hookah and used it a few times already, and my supreme shit is gonna come in the next few days.

I'm satisfied, entirely. =)

i want nobody, nobody but you..

Wow 25 more days, until i am officially legal, this is kinda exciting. Still deciding what i wanna do for my birthday, i'm hoping clubbing with some homies will come through.


Anyway, let my workaholic week begin, Never too much, never too much money =)