You ain't the girl i use too know....

So today wasn't that bad after all.
It was complete in a sense that i didn't have to spend a lot of money and yet i still got to hang out with people that i haven't seen in a while. So i finally got my cheque from the NATIONAL DEFENSEEE or w/e it's called, fucking nigguh shit "mis-paid" me again, i got $1,7XX when it's suppose to be around 2ish. They said they can't give it all to me at once for some odd reason, but whatever money's money i'm going to end my complaint right here.

So yeah, today's a done deal.
I'm glad that i've slowly adjusted back to my civilian life rather than my "part time hero" life that i was living a few weeks ago. Everything feels normal again and again i'm getting my "groovey" back. Looking forward to working again on Friday. =) Can't wait, sounds like my siblings that also got the job are having lotsa fun. Overall it's a really chill job, what more can i ask for? I like it this way, la. It's feeling you can't explain, like joe says. And i'm so down for some playland action very soon, happy i got paid too haha. Finally getting the denim i need/want.

"This is aite after all, not so bad to be honest."

*pics are pretty shitty*
A few snaps here and there, just to complete it 110%.













Priceless.






HAHAH

When there's an end, there's always a beginning

"When there's an end, there's always a beginning."

From what i see this is a great start for me. Getting back to my groove and doing what i do best.
So today i started work at TUTTIMELON, for those that don't know what that is it's a desert stop, they specialize in frozen yogurts but they also have crepes, parafaits and gelato as well.
They're located on Alexandra Road(near twinkle) in richmond. It's a fun environment to work in, specially when you're working with tons of girls <33. I felt really honger today because i haven't spoken that much cantonese in a really long time, and my first encounter with customer was pretty intense. And "wooohooo" for me, because i finally got my groove back i can finally talk to girls normally now, i found it pretty hard to talk to girls the whole month i was away. Nonetheless im pretty happy about it, exchanged emails and facebook, maybe numbers to come but i'm not really interested soo yeeeeeee. So come visit me when i work =D My next shift is on Friday from 7.30 - 11.30. =D

In conclusion, i've noticed that talking to my own kind, in particular chinese people are easier to talk. I don't know if it's just me but i've noticed this trend just about now. When i was at camp it was harder to talk to white people because they would name movies and tell jokes that i wouldn't "get." When i'm talking to chinese people i felt "free," i wouldn't have to worry about what i say and if i offend them i could always laugh it off. In the end she would know what i'm tryna say without any miscommunication.

That's Coo..

She ain't easy, so i choose not to be cheesey.

That's aite, yanno.
Yah i know. I can't wait until school starts already, first year is always the magic year. Finally got over the tuition problem i've been having the past few months, DONEDiz. Officially enrolled into college. For now i can only look forward to things instead of looking back into the past, because when i think about it, it was only a blast.
Thanks, Thanks for everything, and i mean it.

Call me up sometime.. hah, hopefully you'll understand i ain't looking forward to what i'm not going to achieve, you know it already.
Best friend, best friend where are you when i need you la?

That's that...
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Edit.
Reading the year book kinda makes me sad sometimes. It's funny how i met all this people, half of them are probably through random encounters. HAH.... I love it. I'm kinda disappointed with how this summer has progressed, nothing has been going my way as of late.


Hah. I remember a few years back when i didn't have a job i'd always wanted to buy things i couldn't afford. And now that i've earn some moniesssssss i've copped myself some happy meals and a G-SHOCK watch! I've wanted one for soooo friggin' long. Throughout this whole year i've been eye-ing for this one, even before this whole G-shock hype.
I don't care what you all say, because i like it. =D


The end.

A little too much...

I sometimes don't really understand this world. Why is it that when one tries to mend, it's the receiving end that's not comprehending. Aside from this, why is it also that in this world there is so much unnecessary drama? Sorta feels like highschool again. I mean there's drama everywhere, i thought escaping to training camp for a month would heal the wounds, but it turns out that even at camp there it was, drama again. I regret not saying at camp for another month, at least drama would will not escalate to another level, no matter how much there is it's always on the "D-L." Kinda feels like in some sort of soap opera.

I thought coming back things would be a tad different which was one of the biggest reasons why i decided to go to camp. Felt like i'm missing a huge chunk, lotsa stories and secrets i don't know about, where can i catch up?
And damn, missed the fireworks, i remember last year being pretty disappointed because that "someone" ditched me. Total ditchmove to the max. Next year i'm determined it'll be with that special someone, but not with that ditchmover.

And damn, i might be moving. Ever since i moved into this house(richmond) nothing good has happened to me yet. All these countless arguements amongst the family isn't doing us any good. Dam......... Maybe just maybe if we moved to another house it might be a little different. A little difference in the world is all we really need right now.

And i'm thinking of a style changeover. "back to basics..."
This might be the last time you might see me in these shizzles... Who know's?
Looking forward to some new denim, because my grandma ruined a few pairs.




Soo... WHERE IS THE










Private Cheng, Roger Out.

Turn your lights down low...

Currently back to basics....

" If my coffeee was that bitter, i'm sure you can help me sweeten it up, because it ain't just the sugar and the cream anymore.."

If you gave me the chance to apologize, i might just take it, that's if you're "aite" with it.

And i'm leaving, but i'm home again.

I felt that once i left for army that things would be different once i got back, but why does it feel the same again, i think i should of stayed for another month, that way i can escape the world of dramas. After all it aint that simple, it's not just a stop and play button.
Now that i got back, and i'm broke-er than ever. You'd be thinking " didn't you just get back, you should have a lot of money by now." Yeah fuck i should be but somehow it got screwed up so i have like $30 left in my account.
I was worried that wouldn't be able to get back because i had like $10 dollars in my account, literally. So i told my dad to deposit some money the day before i got to the airport, that way i would have money to pay for the extra luggage fee. <3 S'all good.

Next... if you think about it summer's almost done, with the fore play at the pause button, and resume the next.. Man.

BMQ, what an unforgettable experience, i believe that i am mentally stronger, not so much physical, this course had very little physical training to be honest. Graduation was sooo fucking whack, the Major just had a 30 second speech and it was "attention" followed by "dismiss. " Pathetic, if you asked me. But whatevers, i'm glad to say that 60 out of 62 people graduated. BMQ 0799 YEE YEEE
Oh yeah, lets talk about girls. I have a huge crush on white girls. The girl that was on the same flight as me, god.... And the flight attendant was even better. "she winked at me not once but TWICE." I melted, i couldn't even talk properly. That's that.

And to top it off with my favorite quote, " UNFUCK YOURSELF CHENG!!" - Sgt. Furness, god that still makes me laugh.

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I wish i could take my words back sometimes, i felt like i was speaking with my dick this entire time. Can we "chill " again?

Pics to come shortly.

Graduation in a week.

Graduating BMQ in 1 week, damn girl.
I feel like i'm on top of the world, survived BMQ in Wainwright, pretty happy about that. Too bad i'm not finishing SQ this summer or i would of been loaded with money.
All the hardwork finally paid off and i got this weekend off as well. The whole time scrubbing the floor tiles until they shined, shining boots till we can see our reflections, and washing the washroom till there wasn't a spec of dust. The biggest thing i've learned so far was teamwork. No matter how much i hated the people in my section, i still had to put up with them to make it work and definitely no fighting or that'd be instant RTU, in other words kicked out instantly.

Man.... i feel homo at times, showering with 8 other guys at the same time and running around naked was definitely an awkward experience. And the girls in our shacks are probably considered the hottest girls, because we barely see girls outside of army life. If you ask me if i wanted to go to to Afghanistan, i would probably not go. I didn't that mentality going into army camp. "Half of me was there and the other half of me wasn't there.."
What i hated most was, being rushed, it's so hard to take your time and do everything correctly. The "shitters" was probably the only time i could relaxed when we'd have free time.
I've found a new craving, Prime time is something that keeps me stress free, but don't worry planning to quit once i get back home.

That's all i have to say for now, Peace.

Private Cheng, Roger Out.

Some pictures to come in a little bit....