Imma step my A game on, and give it one last try, show me what you have girrrr....
"go for the kill or go home."
And fuck you all for those that are gonna doubt me.
Yeah fuck you.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
money on my minddddd and my mind over money.
Okay this is fucked up, i think i am sleep deprived, or whatever shit they call it.
I CANT SLEEEP FOR SHIT. =(
Oh yeah i found my wallet now, yay. so happy. k yay
I CANT SLEEEP FOR SHIT. =(
Oh yeah i found my wallet now, yay. so happy. k yay
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Wish me luck.
Alright, so i got my upass back, yay. Attempting to get my Bank Card back tomorrow, with my passport only, HOPEFULLY i get it. And if i get it by tomorrow, new haircuts. Yay!
So that last few days has been pretty repetitive, wake up play counterstrike source, and than do some lame shit such as maybe study or maybe attempt to read or maybe workout. Nonetheless, i can't wait until wednesday is over, but fuck i don't really have a weekend, my weekend is occupied with work work work, friday saturday and sunday. So i've been deciding to get some new stuff lately, and i can't figure out what i really want right now, so i might just save my monies and keep looking for the "one." In the mean time, i'll make due with what i have.
AND again, wish me luck.
Fuck, who would of thought that a person that you trusted, and told all your secrets too, and even if you intended to friendzone her for whatever reasons could be gone for a few weeks. This is ultimate gayness right here, so you aren't that steezy after all and you're not that cute, okay i take that back you're "kinda" cute and your somewhat "steezy," sometimes cheesey. But it's all good, because you're just a friend right? Who am i to say all this bullshit, when i'm just a friend?
For fuck sakes, come home soon, we needa talk.
So recently, i've been also seeing a lot of random people. The ones that maybe were the "hi and bye" kinda deal, we are now sorta friends. It's weird. It really is. I guess this is where the "real" world begins, you see where your so-called "friends" are right now and than you see your hi and bye kinda friends that are somewhat your friends now, you compare the two, it ain't that much of a difference. Because some tell me " fuck the past, but don't fuck with the present." I think that is kinda self-explanatory, and yes i am still in my phase to finding out who's really "there" for me. As homo as that sounds, i am not fucking homo and no offense to the homos out there.
All in all, i find it really weird how it all works out, someone that was totally the opposite of what you would call "friend" in highschool, is now the your new hang out, its just something new and something i don't see or hear everyday.
Oh yeah, i apologize once again for those who have experienced my burst of anger, been cranky all day, lack of sleep + loosing my wallet = Angry Cheng.
So that last few days has been pretty repetitive, wake up play counterstrike source, and than do some lame shit such as maybe study or maybe attempt to read or maybe workout. Nonetheless, i can't wait until wednesday is over, but fuck i don't really have a weekend, my weekend is occupied with work work work, friday saturday and sunday. So i've been deciding to get some new stuff lately, and i can't figure out what i really want right now, so i might just save my monies and keep looking for the "one." In the mean time, i'll make due with what i have.
AND again, wish me luck.
Fuck, who would of thought that a person that you trusted, and told all your secrets too, and even if you intended to friendzone her for whatever reasons could be gone for a few weeks. This is ultimate gayness right here, so you aren't that steezy after all and you're not that cute, okay i take that back you're "kinda" cute and your somewhat "steezy," sometimes cheesey. But it's all good, because you're just a friend right? Who am i to say all this bullshit, when i'm just a friend?
For fuck sakes, come home soon, we needa talk.
So recently, i've been also seeing a lot of random people. The ones that maybe were the "hi and bye" kinda deal, we are now sorta friends. It's weird. It really is. I guess this is where the "real" world begins, you see where your so-called "friends" are right now and than you see your hi and bye kinda friends that are somewhat your friends now, you compare the two, it ain't that much of a difference. Because some tell me " fuck the past, but don't fuck with the present." I think that is kinda self-explanatory, and yes i am still in my phase to finding out who's really "there" for me. As homo as that sounds, i am not fucking homo and no offense to the homos out there.
All in all, i find it really weird how it all works out, someone that was totally the opposite of what you would call "friend" in highschool, is now the your new hang out, its just something new and something i don't see or hear everyday.
Oh yeah, i apologize once again for those who have experienced my burst of anger, been cranky all day, lack of sleep + loosing my wallet = Angry Cheng.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
ANGER MANAGEMENT OR WUTTT?
FUCK MY LIFE I LOST MY WALLET WITH THE FOLLOWING:
$1.5o
birth cert
care card
sin card
upass
student id
Drivers license
Debit Card
my free small fries from mcdix from monopoly game.
j2 $20 gift card
a cheque of $45X
Can life get any worse than this? FUCK MY LIFE SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT
FUCKKK
--Edit
Okay, i've come to realization that november is probably one of the shittiest months of the year. Why is it that? 1. Term paper month. 2. Shitty things happen such as loosing your shits randomly. 3. You tend to sleep in and never wake up for class, happen a couple times to me already. 4. Shitass things happen again, FUCK MY LIFEEEEEEEEEe ARGHHH. *End of Rant*
On the bright side, i got myself the Canon 50mm 1.8 Mark 2, lens for $80 on craigslist. Pretty happy about that, that's probably my only highlight for the week, and oh yeah i finally got my jeans in. Flathead's F310. I LOVE EM, soooo slick. Check the pictures out.
Even my dog wants a piece of my new denimssss MUAHAHA...
K i'm still mad that i lost my wallet though.
Not fair.
$1.5o
birth cert
care card
sin card
upass
student id
Drivers license
Debit Card
my free small fries from mcdix from monopoly game.
j2 $20 gift card
a cheque of $45X
Can life get any worse than this? FUCK MY LIFE SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT
FUCKKK
--Edit
Okay, i've come to realization that november is probably one of the shittiest months of the year. Why is it that? 1. Term paper month. 2. Shitty things happen such as loosing your shits randomly. 3. You tend to sleep in and never wake up for class, happen a couple times to me already. 4. Shitass things happen again, FUCK MY LIFEEEEEEEEEe ARGHHH. *End of Rant*
On the bright side, i got myself the Canon 50mm 1.8 Mark 2, lens for $80 on craigslist. Pretty happy about that, that's probably my only highlight for the week, and oh yeah i finally got my jeans in. Flathead's F310. I LOVE EM, soooo slick. Check the pictures out.
Even my dog wants a piece of my new denimssss MUAHAHA...
K i'm still mad that i lost my wallet though.
Not fair.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
What a day to remember.
If you want to read about my life, please read on, if not please close this window immediately.
Today is November 11, 2009, which means that it's Remembrance day. To be honest i actually really was looking forward to marching at Richmond City hall with my battalion. It's such a downer that i didn't this year, it's probably because my drill sucks balls and my master corporal didn't want me to go, but it's all good i had fun working in the kitchen too. Next year i'm gonna get my formal dress wear and i'mma perfect my drill like no mother fucker has done before. I'm fucking determined. Asides from that, drinking with army people was actually quite fun, when i was in Wainwright, Alberta, drinking with like 20 white guys and with like 2-3 asian guys was really fucked up, the conversations weren't there, the fun was just non-existence, it was shit. Well i kinda feel like shit right now because for the fact that i drank too early today, it wasn't a lot but it was a shot or two, with a few beers here and there, kinda ruined my day. That's that.
School, it's getting there. I'm getting more comfortable around different people, and that's a good thing. I remember when i first walked into Langara, my objective was to be a social machine and talk to anyone that was kinda decent looking, guys or girls(no homo). After a week or two of school, my objectives wasn't really to be a social machine, it was to study. Yeah, i sorta study but eh, i'm not studying smart, what a waste, when i got back my first test in College, man that just blew me away(in a bad way), i didn't expect to do that bad with all that studying. College is different, it's different from highschool, i didn't really take that into account until i finally realized that it wasn't a game. It was dead serious and no games were to be played, it's like playing counterstrike in highschool and than in college it's like an actual war, once you're dead, you're dead forever, you won't respawn once you die, there's no other way to put it. I'm disappointed with my first semester, hopefully second semester will treat me better. It's kinda sad too, i haven't really found a group of friends that i could chill with in college tother than the few random people, despite the fact that i see some of my highschool friends here and there, but eh i wanna move on and meet new people, and oh yeah the highschool friends weren't really considered friends anyway, they're the "Hi - and - Bye" sorta deal. And the friends in highschool that i chilled with last year, we kinda broke off, everyone's doing their own little thing, no one has ever really made an effort to call everyone for a gathering, at least not that i know of. Other than that, the day was pretty fun, haven't had this much fun in awhile, honestly.
I'm a happy man, for now at least. Summer girl Where are you?? Why are you so mean to me now? I fucking hate you for being such an ass, i must admit i was an ass when we were hanging out, but damn, don't take your anger out on me. So girl, tell me how you've been? Maybe we can chat when you're not so busy, k deal.
Today is November 11, 2009, which means that it's Remembrance day. To be honest i actually really was looking forward to marching at Richmond City hall with my battalion. It's such a downer that i didn't this year, it's probably because my drill sucks balls and my master corporal didn't want me to go, but it's all good i had fun working in the kitchen too. Next year i'm gonna get my formal dress wear and i'mma perfect my drill like no mother fucker has done before. I'm fucking determined. Asides from that, drinking with army people was actually quite fun, when i was in Wainwright, Alberta, drinking with like 20 white guys and with like 2-3 asian guys was really fucked up, the conversations weren't there, the fun was just non-existence, it was shit. Well i kinda feel like shit right now because for the fact that i drank too early today, it wasn't a lot but it was a shot or two, with a few beers here and there, kinda ruined my day. That's that.
School, it's getting there. I'm getting more comfortable around different people, and that's a good thing. I remember when i first walked into Langara, my objective was to be a social machine and talk to anyone that was kinda decent looking, guys or girls(no homo). After a week or two of school, my objectives wasn't really to be a social machine, it was to study. Yeah, i sorta study but eh, i'm not studying smart, what a waste, when i got back my first test in College, man that just blew me away(in a bad way), i didn't expect to do that bad with all that studying. College is different, it's different from highschool, i didn't really take that into account until i finally realized that it wasn't a game. It was dead serious and no games were to be played, it's like playing counterstrike in highschool and than in college it's like an actual war, once you're dead, you're dead forever, you won't respawn once you die, there's no other way to put it. I'm disappointed with my first semester, hopefully second semester will treat me better. It's kinda sad too, i haven't really found a group of friends that i could chill with in college tother than the few random people, despite the fact that i see some of my highschool friends here and there, but eh i wanna move on and meet new people, and oh yeah the highschool friends weren't really considered friends anyway, they're the "Hi - and - Bye" sorta deal. And the friends in highschool that i chilled with last year, we kinda broke off, everyone's doing their own little thing, no one has ever really made an effort to call everyone for a gathering, at least not that i know of. Other than that, the day was pretty fun, haven't had this much fun in awhile, honestly.
I'm a happy man, for now at least. Summer girl Where are you?? Why are you so mean to me now? I fucking hate you for being such an ass, i must admit i was an ass when we were hanging out, but damn, don't take your anger out on me. So girl, tell me how you've been? Maybe we can chat when you're not so busy, k deal.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Peanut's okay. =)
So my dog, Peanut, fell on my weights last night when he tried jumping onto my bed but somehow he slipped. Kinda funny, but its sad because i just llost $100 taking him to the vet. It's okay he's kinda steezy and it's worth it. eI can't wait until Novmber ends, and than FINALS and than Winter Break. Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..............................
I hate life, it's soo boring. Working at Tuttimelon is kinda steezy, the occasional hot girl that walks in WITH her boyfriend. =( Nonetheless, its still good, "yummy" eye candy. So today this chick, kinda eye fucked me for a bit, we made eye contact for probably about 3-4 seconds. <3 But too bad she's taken, man that guy is a stud for getting wit her, i'm jealous.
Well that's it for now, 1 more test to go and 1 more fucking hardass literary paper! FUCK MY LIFE.
I hate life, it's soo boring. Working at Tuttimelon is kinda steezy, the occasional hot girl that walks in WITH her boyfriend. =( Nonetheless, its still good, "yummy" eye candy. So today this chick, kinda eye fucked me for a bit, we made eye contact for probably about 3-4 seconds. <3 But too bad she's taken, man that guy is a stud for getting wit her, i'm jealous.
Well that's it for now, 1 more test to go and 1 more fucking hardass literary paper! FUCK MY LIFE.
Monday, November 2, 2009
the days ahead just doesn't get any better. =(
The title says it all. As averagejoe pointed out, this weekend was somewhat highly anticipated which ruined my mood for the past two days. I don't ever recall since grade 12 that i've actually had a decent weekend, just chilling, just working, just chasing, just playing. Most of my college weekends are usually wasted because if i don't have papers due the following monday most likely there is a test to study for or for the fact that i dick around all weekend and end up doing nothing productive at all. Quite similar to what i'm doing right now, instead of doing my discussion questions for english1127, i am updating my bloggggggggg.... Life right now is most definitely a blur to me. I am finding out more things about myself and in other words i am finding out my own identity. Vancouver suxs, i wanna move to SanFran or LA. =( Who's down to move? I think i've mentioned that Langara has a heap of hot white chicks, but fuck it's so hard to hold a conversation with them, the furthest i'll reach is probably first base, or not even. I might not even get to bat. Sigh..... I am so bad at this. My goal for the remaining 2009, get a gf for christmas. I am also kinda disappointed at the fact that i haven't gotten a lot of time to spend around my camera, i really need to start taking photographyseriously rather than letting the camera collect dust. For nao, let me get my game on once again.
School. Work. Money. Hypebeasting.
WHAT?
School. Work. Money. Hypebeasting.
WHAT?
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