This is only the beginning.

I can't belive that the last few weeks has beennnnnnnnnnnnn sooo funn. I haven't had this much fun in who knows how long? A bit of drama here and there, but what would this world be WITHOUT the drama. The world would not have character without this shit in our lives, as much as we hate it, we need it. It was cool listening to all the stories about heartbreaks and breakups, but we all know we will experience it at some point in our lives. So don't feel bad if you've broken up with your boyfriend or vice versa, we know how yah feel, i can always lend you my shoulder. =)
NYE started out really whack, went out with parents to some family gathering until 12:45am, my sister dropped me off at another place, thats when things started getting GOOD, a few cute girls here and there, nonetheless it was a blast regardless of how many people were in that house. Not to be cocky, but i think i'm getting better at this game. I'm happy, i really am, i remember when i started out as a noob, i could barely hold a conversation with girls, and here i am.. This is a wrap, school's around the corner, and i'm not gonna fucking fail anymore courses, bitches. Winterbreak 09/10 was the shittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt........ Probably the best time i've had in my life.
Thanks girl, you made it awesome for me, let's make it work?

Pictures of the last few days, was kinda too lazy to update, so here it is.
































Bounce.

2009 Peace out.

This is a 2009 wrap up, but it's time to move onto 2010. I'm mudafucking prepared for this shit already. Looking back at 2009, lotsa shit happened, it consisted some of the most rememorable days of my life. I can recall from the top of my head, that winter formal, spring fling, prom and a few more was pretty fucking fun.

Time to move on bitches.......
Bring those new year resolutions out....
I'll start with mine:
- Stop smoking completely, no weekend exceptions.
- Get a girlfriend and get some good mclovin'
- Get better grades
- Make good use of my loan that just got approved.. bitches $5000.......
- try not to go on academic probation again.
- work more often and not waste time doing nothing
- become a corporal within a year, level up on this steeze so i don't have to be a private cheng anymore.
- buy more jordans and supreme
- level up on the steeze, 1 more notch.

That's all i can think of right now.

Nigguhz let's go hotpotting!

"Hey we can work together, that way i can have a shift with you. But that's okay girl, if you don't have time for me, i understand, entirely. You weren't the first one to say no anyways."

I've come to a long conclusion that, you weren't like those girls that i've seen. You're special, you're unique in you're very own way. You're fly, i can't deny, but you're not the good girl, that kinda took my world. I'll show you what you're worth, if you let me inside your world.














Nigguhs, got nothing on me, if you want come get it, if you don't nigguh, fuck off. Simple as 1 2 3.

I'm almost there.

So today was rather boring as usual, nothing but the average life of private cheng, eh?
Went out to hang out with my parents and had to ditch out on Sarah. And than came home for dinner, because i haven't had a homecooked meal since last tuesday and than went out to go hang out with some highschool friends, i guess you could call it a reunion. Haven't seen any of them since June, they've been doing their shit and i've been doing my own kinda steeze, in other words, we all made up for it today at Pearl Castle. That pretty much sums up my day.

On a side note, i have a feeling you won't change, i'm not asking you to change or anything but the things you do got me thinking, 2nd thoughts, 3rd thoughts and maybe 4th. Is it worth all this hassle? A question i'll be keeping in the back of my head, everytime, every now and than i'll ask myself is it worth my time, is it worth the chance to take, what are the risks? Whatever.

Peace and love.








out

rewind.

Second thoughts, second thoughts.....
Am i doing the right thing to satisfy myself or my needs? Second thoughts, second thoughts.
Anyway that was fun, but still, second thoughts.

Merry Christmas bitches.

Sorrry for the late "merry Christmas" shoutoutz, and again MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!
Work Work Work, for me 11.30 - 8, come hit me up at footlocker. Expecting to see a lot of you at the mall, and of course a lot of CUTIESSSSSS that always go into footlocker. Haven't been blogging all too much lately due to work and chillin' with some steezy people.
I've realized that Christmas gets shittier every year, i don't know if it was the snow but last year "sorta" felt like Christmas, this year felt like any other day. Let's keep this tradition going, Christmas please do not die on me, i need you in my life.
I'm pretty excited for Boxing Day actually, although i won't be doing a lot of shopping, but seeing people happy with their "robocops" sorta makes me happy in a way too.

Anticipating the next few days..... please let it be smoooooothhhhhhhhh... I'm praying on it.

"Why don't we take pictures at the photobooth every month, that way we won't forget about our good and bad times, since your memory is so bad..."

*pictures are not at their greatest quality... MY BADD*































OUT

If she knewwwww

Sometimes things don't go as planned, but whatever. Friends, girlfriends whatever, same stuff anyway. I never thought of really being your friend to be honest, i thought it was the go in and get the kill kinda deal. It's not that easy, even though it's all about the click and the game, maybe the eye fuck, but it doesn't go down like that. At least, not anymore.

"Babe, i don't care if i'm your 2nd option, but i'm glad that i am option to you. ..."

It was hard for to ask you that question, but if i didn't, i'd be filled with "what if's" that might haunt me for the rest of my life.....
Now at least open up to me.

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This christmas i think i might ruin my parents christmas. No it's not about the shitty useless gift i'm about to give them, it's about school. I haven't told them i didn't pass one of my course yet and that another course for next term dropped. Better yet, they still don't know if my student loan has been approved yet. This shit worries the hell outta me, i'm not sure how to confront them. They've been rushin me to finish up my time at Langara and quickly transfer to university, i'm not even sure if that's a possibility right now. Although i'm paying for school on my own right now, i feel as if my parents are only there to encourage to get into university so that they can brag about it to the chinese mothers. So fuck that shit.

Dad, please do not hate me, i actually studied much harder than in highschool.

Have a happy Christmas!

Your son, Leon.