Why..How?

I could recall the first encounter with you, you were wearing a pullover hoodie, leggings, converse chucks and to top it off you had a toque. When we first met, you were kinda weird and i was kinda weird. We both talked about weird things, more specifically you sent me a text message about unicorns vs pegasus. LAWLZ and i was hella weirded out, but as time went on i accepted the fact that you were weird and you called me unicorn and i called you pegasus. (NO HOMO) Hah, who gives if we clash, all i cared about was your steeze and you had that cute shit going on. I know you have your problems and i have my problems but who gives a shit, as long as it works out it's all good. You have the biggest "i don't give a fuck attitude" and you thought i cared too much about what others thought about myself, haha WRONG, total opposite. Anyhow i think you're cool, you got those jays going and i'd be like "ZOMFG, SEXYTIME." Good shit, good shit. Make this shit work, nigguh. Peace and love.

unicorn out.

Id thought you'd always be mine.

So the last 2 weeks has been the shit. The olympics will be greatly missed, i've never seen downtown this wild before, and the atmosphere is so fun to be in. Gonna miss all of it.
School's starting tomorrow and I don't plan on doing any hardcore studying/work for the first week or two, but imma hardcore my term papers and hopefully ace my finals. Than after that i can look forward to training camp in the summer and hopefully make it back for the fire works this year.

Man, this is gonna suck, i don't think downtown will ever be this rowdy again unless Vancouver takes home the Stanley Cup. Fun while it lasted.

Keep believing, more good shits to come!

what a ride.

I don't know if all ya'll nigguhs out there feel this, but when a person tries to make an effort to talk to you, regardless if its a couples relationship, friendship, whatever, and you make a huge effort to talk to them about things and work it out and they just blow you off and say they don't want to talk about it right now or whenever, doesn't that shit just piss you off?

Man, talk about it, i'm frustrated, i'm mad, i'm angry, i'm not happy with how things are going right now. You know, i let you do your thing and i do my own but when we spend time its hella dope and it's quite something to remember. I don't know why we always just end off conversations with the wrong attitudes, where is the love? I don't mean the negative things that i say sometimes, more specifically, i do some name callings or other random shit, but the thing is you probably won't understand. However, if this is the end, than thanks for everything, because i actually tried my bestest to make it all work out and ish, but if you're not giving me a chance to do so than i can't do anything about it. I wish things would work out, because i know your the most downass bitch and i'd be the jerk to be down wid ya the whole way through this roller coaster ride. Tell me, there's a way around the ups and downs and that we'll make it till the end.

End rant.

Irrational much?

I've noticed a huge gap, a hidden gap that i didn't see in you, until recently. I'm not a person to talk too much junk about another person but, damn sometimes you think and do things without reasoning. The things that you do, sometimes make me mad, i don't know if this goes for others as well, but it's so lopped sided and irrational. So next time you decide to pull some jackmove or whatever you want to call it, think about it twice and think about how you affect others.
On my behalf, i always give myself too many reasons to reason, and i think that's where i always end up fucking myself over. Yeah, i put on that jerk-front and when you think about it, i'm actually the nice guy who tries to put everything back together. It's like a puzzle, everything step that you take will be crucial, and it turns out to be a big picture. I'm here tryna put the pieces back in place and tryna make this the "perfect" picture.
And again, think twice, because there might not be a "thrice."

ZIP IT.
So Olympic Break is almost over and i've realized that i haven't done anything. Fuck... this is such a fail, this weekend better turn out good, i have high hopes! PLEASE DON'T LET ME DOWN!

Out.

Toonie Tuesdays

So today was pretty swell, kicked it with pegasus again. Hitted up Richmond to do some sexytime shopping there, i didn't cop anything, nothing really caught my eye. And today when i got home my grandpa was going berserk because i came home late and that pegasus came over to chill for a little bit, i have no idea why he would get mad over that but eh. So if he says anything again, i just pull some crazy "leon tactics" on him, "MANG, DO YOU WANT A GRAND GRAND SON OR NOT?" Just for mah defense, if yah get what i'm tryna say.


I'll let some of the pictures do the talking. =)

I forgot, it was just you and i.

I could recall when i was talking to a brother that lives in australia, so i was asking him how he was and what he's been up to with his girl. He replies "There's no more us, only me." That kinda shocked me for a bit, although we don't talk very often i instantly felt a sting. Yanno, that feeling when you know somethings gone bad from something really good and i've been great stories with him and his girl. Kinda sad if ya asked me, but life goes on and like all you people say, "Live life to the fullest."

So this past weekend was pretty chill like every other weekend, february was definitely one of the better months of 2010. Although, there's only about a week left in this olympic break, time flew by way too quickly and i can barely remember the things i did already. Damn, sometimes i wish i could spend more time with you, but as the days goes by you seem to be getting busier with your life. Sigh.

enjoy the pictures

dumb bitches

dumb bitches.... fuck. I have no idea why i'm always mad now but it's just the littlest things that build up and BOOM, headshot. I was smooth, until you started cracking my heart bit by bit, and it went downhill from there. Sigh.. It feels like that everytime i pull a wrong move, i move back to square one and start all over again, as if i'm the only one to put in effort into making things work and being the bigger one to step it up and shit. For all you home dawgs that know what i'm talking about, than you feeelll mee.... But i guess this is how guys roll, we gotta be the bigger one to take initiative into things and make things workout, after all we are human and we all make mistakes, regardless of how perfect we are. If we can make it through the bumps and dents on this journey, than we can probably take over the world too.

I'm so stupid.

This was a complete mess up, but baby i hope ya ain't fed up.




Leon is out.