I wanna live a stress-free life with nothing on my head and nothing to worry about.
Wanna show me how?
And fuck you, to all those haters and fakers out there. I finally saw your true color, you're fake as fuck, just like how you rock fake kicks too. Fake shit.
"I laugh at them because they're all the same, they laugh at me because i'm different."
happy birthday... april 22, 2010. I miss you dearly. I wish you were here, i can't explain how much i miss and need you in my life right now.... Hope you're doing well up there.
I need to go on a break and think shit through. DEEPLY. The reason i'm still around is because i believe. I believed every word you told me. Am i hearing a lie right now? I don't know. You start to stop giving 2 shits about things, when you know others don't care. Effort wasted.
Gonna be M.I.A very soon, pte cheng is officially going away for training from july 5th - july 30. You guys know the deal, send me mails with candy in it, write long text messages, and leave me a message. =)
You Learn To Love Someone When You Find Out What Makes Them Laugh; But You Can Never Truly Love Someone Until You Find Out What Makes Them Cry.
Not taking shit from anyone anymore, i can't stand your shit. After days, weeks, months, years in a shit hole, i've finally found my way to get back up on my feet. I believe i am a changed man. Time to start giving a shit about life and push all the bullshit aside.
Guilt trip. Fuck. I Feel so guilty. GUILTY OUT OF MY ASSS =(
Sigh.......................... sigh i feel so bad.
I regret everything i did over this past weekend. I hate myself when i have to raise my voice at another person, it's so unnecessary, but when your anger fuels up you just have to let it go. The aftermath is the worse part, trying to tell a person you're extremely for whatever you did and most importantly why you did it. Whatever, there's no turning back now, all i can try to do is fix up the broken patches.
"Baby how you do that, make a grown man cry?"
Man i've been having such a bad week, someone please lighten me up.
I hate how it is. I hate how we always lie to each other when we tell each other that we're not mad. Obviously there's something you're mad about but you won't tell me what it is. No matter how many times i tell you that i'm sorry, it seems like it's a replay of same problems that run through over and over again. It currently hurts to know that you're always being like this, and that we're always fucking around, not making any progress. Fuck our average daily lives. Is this a sign of closure? Hopefully not.
fml.
"When someone loves you they should be able to stop their childish behaviors and be serious with you."
Thursday, April 15, 2010
.. watch it, you'll be amazed at how great it is to be living life, think on the brighter side of the spectrum. You'll enjoy life way more.
I'm fine, but i always wonder how you're doing. Words cannot express how much i miss you.
