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Recently i've been hitting rock bottom in my financial needs. I feel fucking broke every time i go out with friends or whatever it is that has to do with money. My dad's been asking me for money recently and i just keep giving it to him, how can i say no? Even though half that money i give him was from my student loan, what can i do? Honestly, i can't say no, no matter how bad i want to.
I hate the feeling of feeling broke, it feels like i'm living off paycheque to paycheque. This is horrible, someone save me? There's a too much weight on my shoulders right now.. FML


AND go fuck yourself, you know who you are.

Favorite Girl

You're who i'm thinking of, and girl you're my runner up. And no matter what you're always number one.

scorpio

Thrusday june 3

The longer you allow yourself to stay in a bad relationship - one that has negative affects on your happiness and your ambition - the harder it will be to climb out of the rut it puts you in. If someone in your life brings out the worst in you, or often makes you feel gloomy or cynical, then why are you wasting your time with this person? If it's out of a sense of obligation, then you better face the fact that your first obligation should be to yourself. Don't stand for getting less than you deserve.

Those days... Those Memories...

So i finally got my Blood Donor card, and i found out that i have O+ blood type. I'm looking forward to donating more blood in a couple weeks, not because i get free cookies and juice but because i feel like i'm giving something back to the world. So before i leave for Alberta and get my tattoo, my goal is to donate some blood, who's down to donate some blood?




Looking back, i don't know if we'll ever be friends again. It's something i cannot explain. What can i do? I tried my best to ties things up, things may never be the same, and it might be better off this way. I never asked for anything in return, no rewards, no cookies, no brownie points, i just wanted to make you feel special. I guess you can call it exclusive, if you will. I'm entirely satisfied with whatever i have right now. "Thanks for everything."

It's June the 1st, and i'm off to a brand new start. I'm "up" after being "down" for so long.

Poser101

So my younger sister's graduation is around the corner, and as days go by i still reminisce those highschool days. Sometimes those flashbacks brings us those good memories that we cherish and it seems like its been forever since i graduated, which was almost exactly a year ago. A lot of things changed, it seems like i never talk to my highschool friends anymore. I don't know what happened but ever since graduation, i never really kept in touch with any of them, even those so-called "bestfriends" had their own lives and was too busy with themselves. This weekend has almost come to a conclusion, despite the fact that it was a sober week, everything went accordingly. Things are now different, and i'm on the lookout again.

Reflection

Through the days that we met, i've noticed one single thing. That smirk. That smirk felt so real yet it was so fake from behind. That smirk was like an A-grade Louis Vuitton Fakie. I realized that, no matter how much shit goes down, your family will always be your family. Even if its from the help of a slap to the face or whatever that goes along those lines. I hate being fake, it's not in my dictionary. I try to be as real as things can be, i speak my mind and if people don't appreciate it, then by all means go ahead and tell me that i'm a retard or an idiot. I wish that sometimes people weren't so stuck up and really mean what that say, because in the end you can smell a lie even if its miles away. I'm going to be real with you, i didn't do all this because i wanted something back in return, i did it because it was in our best interest to not have that drama. So for those that know what i'm tryna interpret, i hope you all understand where i'm coming from.
Call me the bad guy, i'll take all the blame, but please, don't lie to yourself. Believe what you see with your own eyes, although you may be influenced by what you hear from others, take caution.

You're going to want to drink up, smoke up, do all sorts of things to take this pain away, but realize that you did this to yourself. Maybe go cry me a river and i'll maybe show some sympathy.

I'm done my time here, moving on and letting the past stay in the past. Deleted.

Leon.

Swagteam Photo Shooting Session.

Alright I'm to get back into photography and i need some suggestions and ideas for the Photo shoot. I'm thinking of somewhere along downtown, maybe Blood Alley or some park/alley/parking lot. Looking to do this in maybe August, so let me know what you all want to do, and give me some dates, so i can work around people's schedules. This will be fun guys.

"Let the good times roll'. "

And one more thing, rock that heat, bring your A game ya'll. Most importantly, rock it with swag please.