1st rule, never let her change you
rule 2, do you to the fullest.


It's so sad what i see, she doesn't see.

emotional

Sigh, last night was just too emotional for me and i don't know why i got so emotional, it was my first time getting that emotional, while i was drunk. But it's all good, i'm fine guys. =)

I hope you like this.

So school's been pretty hectic already, and it's not gonna get any easier from here. Fuck. For some reason i just can't concentrate on school at all. So much for being my 2nd priority in life eh?
I think schools, not for me, honestly. What will my parents say if they hear this?

Scary thoughts, fuck.


FUCK MY LIFE.

If i could write chu a song that'll make you fall inlove, then i will already have you under my arms.

I've realized that women aren't just women, they have more value then helping us give birth to a baby and for what every men wants, sex. I see the opposite sex as someone i can talk to, i'm sure everyone of you readers are going to agree with me. It's just harder to talk to a buddy that's male because there's going to be so much more criticism. Personally, i don't really listen to criticism all that much, but for those that are more concerned, that's definitely the case. Over the past few days, i've been analyzing things and i believe that females that are a bit more "mature" understanding.

Asides from that, i've been thinking it through and i'm trying to set my priorities right now. Sounds kind of stupid but insanity is probably #1 on my list, and school and money comes 2nd and 3rd.

Anyway i have to get some reading done.. SOO PEACEOUT

Deuces.

If you break our trust, then peace out to you and your fellow folks out there.
That's cool right?

Insanity

So i've decided i wanted to make a lifestyle change, and i had to make it happen quick. Today i went out and bought this insanity workout program. It's a 60 day workout program and basically you follow the calender and each day you do something different for 60 days. It's pretty cool actually, but for beginners this might not be something for you to try. It's fucking hard, and you will be drenched in sweat by the end of the workout. I thought i was fit, but i could barely keep up in the last few minutes of the workout.

This is my "BEFORE" Picture. Day 1.


I am looking forward to Day 2 already, i went grocery shopping also. THey also include nutrition plans that you can follow, but i don't really have that much time to make all the food throughout the day, so i'm going to modify the meals to my own liking.

Fuck, i just remember i forgot about almonds, trail mix bars, and bunch of other shit. Grocery shopping was definitely fun, probably gonna save a shit load of money bringing lunch to school instead of eating their shitty and overpriced food.


Remember one thing, stay committed to whatever you do, doesn't necessarily have to apply for insanity or p90x or whatever that you're doing, but it goes for anything in life as well.

Stay tuned.

Fuck this shit

No thanks, not doing this anymore..
Have a good life.