Back in 2

Guys whats up?
Back in 2 weeks.... I'm getting limited internet time. Tomorrow's heading to west edmonton mall with a few army bud's. Hopefully it'll be worth it because i have like 200 left in my account and i haven't gotten paid yet.
I'm soo happy i have my weekend off...

More to come..

Man-ing up in the process..

Private Cheng OUT

And i'm leaving...

My departures tomorrow but i dont think anyone really cares to be honest. Whatever, i hope i'm ready for this, i've been waiting all year long just to make this happen, and now it's finally going to happen. I'm about 90% packed up, i hope i don't forget anything, because i'd get ass fucked if i miss anything. I think my parents are worried about me leaving for a month, i was carefree until as of present, 9:12pm, just about 11hours before my flight takes off. What worries me most is how i'll get there because i have to go get to Edmonton Airport, take a taxi to greyhound in downtown. From Greyhound i have to sit in the greyhound for 3hours and than i'll arrive in a small town called wainwright, and than ANOTHER taxi to my base. I'm scared already because i'm all on my own and all the expenses i have to pay for them, but the government will reimburse me. It's funny, my dad's like take $200 cash with you, you're gonna need it, and then we'll put another $100 into your bank accoutn so you can use debit if you really need it. I told him, no it's okay i have enough, so when i just got home i checked my online banking and before i added that $100, i had $9.68. That would be really assed fucked.


Tonight i had my last home cooked meal, it might be another month until i actually eat my grandma's cooking again. As for love, i'll put that aside, maybe think about it when i can't sleep at camp and try to fix the mistakes from the past. On the plane tomorrow at 8:00am, i'll probably look at the pictures i took with my dslr from my ipod and think about the good times that will only come so soon. 1 month baby.. 1 month.

Today has hit me pretty hard, i'm sure everyone's really proud of me going, but the thing is, can i finish the course without getting kicked out? This process is to test my balls and it will definitely "man-me-up" and yes i will come back walking around with that swag'.
You guys better prey that i don't come home until atleast August 1st. (Duration of the course is from July 2nd - August 1st).
Remember to write me emails, leave me voice messages, and of course mail me cash..
I thought of another way to communicate with you guys, if you guys wanna hear how i'm doing.. i'll probably be updating my voicemail greetings

D89 151 650 PTE CHENG
BMQ 0799 B039/08
Land Force Western Area Training Centre
Wainwright Denwood AB T0B 1B0

So guys......... this is it. No computers, no cellphones, no mp3's. It's just hardcore intensive training. WAIT actually i might bring my laptop =).



This ain't the last of me.

But i'm outs!

peace out on the first

ALright brothers and sisters. I'm officially leaving on July 1st 8:00am taking the westjet( if you're taking the same flight LET ME KNOW =D) and then taking the ground hound at Edmonton to Wainsright. SO if you miss me write to me or leave me voicemail messages!!!
Oh yeah and don't forget about me. You'll see a new and improved me when i'm back. Looking forward to those days already. For now, i'm not sure when i'll be back, but i will be back.

Let's make the best of the last 2 days i'm going to be here for.


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Aite so today was a pretty good day. Chilled with mae and then joe and friends after. Relaxing day, the usual. It's going down pretty well for me just livin' life, i love how it's soo carefree right now and yeah i'm stoked about going to college too, but eh the way it's going down right now it's kinda weird. You know how they say only the good friends stick around, wow i don't even who's considered good anymore. It's weird, i knew some weren't gonna stick around for sure, but damn i already feel excluded from a lot of the stuff that's going on. Time to make a few new friends at College i guess. Thanks for those who came out today to say a goodbye, whether it'd be a month or two for me.

For army, i dont even know what i got myself into. I just got a buzz cut, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be but meh. I hate how i have to go away. You know that feelin' when you're gone for a certain period of time and then you feel kinda left out when you're back because you're not updated with the things going around. Not cool.
I'm guessing 3/4 you people don't know i'm leaving. S'all good. I have one more day of luxury, and the next 30 days are gonna be hell. So tomorrow imma just sit at home and relax one last final day, and gather my thoughts. It ain't just a physical game.
I fear no evil.

Sigh, sometimes i wish on that day we could of just sit and talk it out. It bothers me even more when i think about it. But why do i care if you don't?

This is a sadassssss movie, Marley and Me...
I swear if you watch it, you'll cry like a baby. I did.
" If you give a dog your heart, he'll give you his"





Peace and love.

Private Cheng, Outs.

July 2nd.

Soo as i was working today at Mcdix, i received a call from the National Defense of Canada. I was like wtf? So than a corporal at my unit calls me and she's like "Hey Private Cheng, are you able to go to training on July 2nd? This is a yes or no answer, and i need the answer now." So obviously i said yes. But damn guys, i have so little days left in vancouver and i didn't even expect it, when they turned me down a few weeks ago. Just when i was getting stoked for July i receive a call like this. Whatever s'all good and guess what? The training camp is in Alberta. So guys if you miss me, love me, want me, anything to do with me write me emails and if i ever get a chance i'll probably read em first thing.

I hope i get my student loan application done before i leave too, because if my application doesn't get accepted i'm fucked. Wish me luck boyz and galz. At least i got my course selection done! So if you guys are going to langara and wanna eat lunch, i get 2hour lunch break on Mondays at 12:30 until 2.30, Tuesdays at 12.30 and then one hour break on wednesday from 1.30 - 2.30. Pretty happy that i got my schedule sorted out, because i only have 3 days of school and 4 day long weekend every single week for first semester. YAY

Gonna try to go out as much as possible, so who's down to chill this weekend?

Let the days count down baby....

Course .. What?

Fuck, i hate course planning. Why am i being so hateful lately? Because we're all human, i'm sure you all fucking complain, don't tell me you don't.
I'm sure if you were course planning, you'd be frustrated. Currently i've been sitting here for more than 1.5hr planning out how my courses will work out. Of course i have to budget lunch time and i don't want morning classes which start at 8.30 and thinking about if i should get friday's off to relax and chill and study and do whatever the hell i want. And course confliction fucking suxs shit.

I've come to realization that being human isn't so easy. Just when things seemed easier as it gets since it's Summer, i feel that saying a simple sorry is fucking hard. You might just think that "eh, how hard is it to say it? stop being a pussy." I mean even getting my grandpa something was a hassle, the worse part was giving it to him. I ran out of ideas on fathers day for my grandpa, so i bought him a chocolate bar. Instead i lost my pair of balls and ate it myself. I guess people have to earn some courage in order to "grow a pair," however it's not easy as it sounds.

You ain't the girl i use to know.

Hey Hey Hey. Part 2.

Im currently writing this entry on bus on wordpad and then probably copying it onto blogspot later tonight. Loser/Lame much?
Yeah you know what i thought? I think i was a little too harsh on my words from the last 2 entries. However i do mean what i say with no regrets, whether the outcome is good or bad. Right now i don't have anything else to say to you, got me a little speechless. It's funny how we communicate simply by making blog entries, i can't even call this communciation because it's soo bad. It's nothing more than mind games. I doubt if i called you out you wouldn't want to come out and talk it over anyway. I guess sometimes people are too stubborn for who they really are. It's aite cause i'm like that at times. =P Hopefully the situation doesn't get worse.

So in the summer most of you Lg's and Lb's are probably summer schooling or going on vacation. That's fine too because i'll be generating some income while you people are doing your own thang. Hope to chill with more of you peoples in july or maybe even august if i don't leave.

THat's it for now.

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Pretty fun after meeting up with the joe + *the dor and lor*. Went to metro LOLOL and then went to english bay --> stanley park. Pretty fun pretty fun, great way to start off the summer i'd say.
Relax while you still can. =)





















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