There's never a right time.

Damn, i had a feeling i'd get in so much shit today. Proceeding through my sleep, my parents opens my door, and comes up and tells me to get up and make me go into their room so we could have a little "argument."
It's funny, i know some of you been asking about why do i have sisters with different last names. It's because we're not from the same parents and we moved in together a few years back. My step mother and i could never get a long, i don't know whats up with that but holy stizz, sometimes i wish things worked out more. Sometimes i wish i could prove myself just a little more, so that i could prove her wrong at least once, but i've always failed to do so. Sometimes, i wish my parents didn't split up, that way there would less family drama. Sometimes i regret the stuff i say and do.

Where is my helping hand when i need one?
I feel like as i'm growing up i'm loosing more friends, as of now i still can't really tell who's true to me and who's fucking with me. It's always a blinded path that i see and from that point on who knows what could happen? Maybe the army didn't change me into a better man after all.

Disappointed is one word to describe my mood.

-- EDIT.
From now one i can trust no one until they prove themselves trustworthy, getting into too much shit already.. good game, thanks for the fuck overs.

She's outta my life.

Yesterday night was one of the worse nights for me, i couldn't sleep until 4.30am. I don't know what it was but even crying myself to sleep didn't work. I tried to think of all the saddest emo shit possible and it still didn't work. Holy, no homo. Oh yeah, who those that cry yourself to sleep wanna teach me how because it clearly does not work for me.

Looking forward to work, and work marathon begins on Monday until Friday 10:30 - 5:30, and repeat for the following week.

And summer's almost over, i can finally go back to school. YAY? Not. But on the realistic side i'm pretty excited that it's gonna be my first year and i've heard great stories about what happens during freshmen year. Wish me luck, if you know what i mean. ;)

Lastly, can i get to know you again? This time i'll take the lead.



enjoi

She's dying on me?

Yeah my girlfriend(MY DSLR CAMERA) is dying.
FUCKING FUCK MY LIFE ALREADY. LOL, k this will be a rant post. If you do not want to read about my rants, please proceed to my last post and read from there on. THANKS.

Yeah okay, so yesterday i kinda slammed my camera onto the ground, of course my camera was inside my bag, assuming everything was alright. So today i actually took it out for pictures it looked soo fucked up. WHen i look into the eye piece everything looks soo blurry, but when the picture show up on the display it looks absolutely fine. What the fuck is going on? FUCK....... i hate my life.

Just when something is getting better, there's always something else that cock blocks you and ruins everything in the end. This weekend has been absolutely fabulous. I guess you can say it's "my time." My time to shine that is. If yah know what i mean. I knew my groovey was getting back to me and it already has.
Work was really good today, we talked a lot, and im glad we have a few mutual friends so that's all good. A good way to start, however i know she won't be mine and will never be mine, so i'mma back off now. I don't know but i hope this gives me "PLUS REP" i bought her lunch, it was kinda cool, hah. There was once a girl that told me that, i always used money to "buy" her heart, now that i think about it, it's soo true. ANd this time if i really do blow it, i don't give a shit, because they all say that we only live once.
And that "one" chance is all we really need to prove the world wrong, so puhlease nigguhz.
For now, let's go with the flow and whatever happens, happens.
How about we exchange worlds for one whole day. You tell me about how your life is and i'll tell you about mine, that way we can understand each other maybe just a little bit better, for better or for worse, let's give it a shot?

Summary: All in one sentence to sum it up, i'm putting my A game on, you should too.

"You challenge me for the better."


I need my daily dose of micky DEE



Damn.


YEE YEEE thats what i shoot.




Back to basics, eating what i like most and no it's not micky dee's.



Yeah okay i took this. YOur new dp bitch.




Kathleen don;t even try hiding because i found you.
Joe stay steezy please.


Mine was better.





Peace?

Enjoy the moments that you cherish

* i swear if i was flip, i could sing that like*


Today, was a day that i forgot my camera memory card, however i brought my camera out without noticing that i forgot my memory card when i went to playland. It is a very sad thing that i forgot it. But yeee, "it's all in my head." The moments that you cherish will always be kept within, <-- holy shit that sounds so gay. Anyhow, fun day, can't wait to go again. That shit ain't scary to me at all, it's funny a few years ago i'd be scared when i'm actually on the rides and the adrenaline pumps like a mofo, this time it was just "bleh" to me, i wonder what's going on? Working tomorrow 12-5, come visit me and get your free yogurt @ TUTTIMELON from 2-4.

Oh yeah, and my "PUA"( for those who don't know what i means, go check out urban dictionary) journey starts tomorrow. You'll see results, guaranteed bitches. There's no backing down anymore. I'm determined to say that random encounters work best for me, because it'll benefit me in a way that i'll only make me that much better.

Enjoy.

A little bit of this and that.

SO i recently got my tripod and having lotsa fun with it already....










New JEANS LAAAAAAAAA
My 3rd pair of APC's... a pair that my grandma WILL NOT ruin ever again.
Got them in a bigger size, for a more relaxed fit.





AND THE PICS FROM the ARMY days.. taken with my phone












WEST EDMONTON MALL LA..

















This guy drove to Edmonton from Alaska, What a trooper..


In the washroom when i was taking a shitters at the on base cafeteria, i saw this LOLOL....












Good shit.

Hi there.

So she's more than 2 years older than me, shes 4yrs older. FML FML FML FML FML. It's aite, didn't think she was gonna be that young either. And again, FML. SHIT. K move on, end of story. Today at work was pretty boring actually, i thought it would build on from the other day, but as soon as we got to know each other a little bit, things got a little dull. I don't know why that is, but it's just the way things are. Whenever you meet someone new it's always the "omfgwtfbbq" kinda feeling but after you get to know them a little better, it's the total opposite. Agree?

On the bright side, come try some FREEEEE Frozen Yogurt on Saturday 2-4pm. It's absolutely free, but remember it's only original flavour in a size small cup. Check it out.

Next week from Tuesday - Friday 10.30am - 5:30pm, i'll be working at PNE. HAHA, if you see me come say hi.

And..... today i went to the bank to withdraw some money, i look at my receipt and it says $2,3XX. I was like Holyshizzless. I was surprised that the army paid me back that fast, so i got about $270 back in claims and another $800 to pay me in full. Pretty damn happy about that. Time to cop some new stizz. And Woohoo finally invested some money into a tripod, so hopefully from now on my pics will be stunning. Good shit.

Yesterday's family bbq, was pretty chill'. Let the good time's roll..
It'll only be that many years until we'll all move into our own houses and maybe have those gatherings maybe once every 2months.

Enjoy the pics.

She was only a matter of time.

Yah you know, that whole bubbly feeling when you first meet a girl and then you get her number. Waha, i got her number, but who knows where it'll bring us? I'm so afraid i'll land in friendzone "again." And the fact that she's 2years older puts me a huge disadvantage, and the fact that i don't drive a car is a huge bummer. Overall she's a cool girl, really interesting. I actually don't care whether we'll be friends or we'll be "the you know what." I'm satisfied with whatever the fuck is going on, and who give's a shit if i fail?

The past few days was pretty good for me, went to Revscene's annual "Epic" summer meet on sunday, shit load of hot girls. I hate the average joes with the 8 + / 10 girlfriend. And again i'm looking forward to work tomorrow, even though we never really worked together we'd always see each other, when she gets off work, i'm getting to work. In the end, it's all good.