Girl i hope ya'll don't take me wrong.

Im starting to notice the incompatibles within you and i. I thought you understood me, i thought you were the girl that i could talk to. A girl that i could tell my secrets to, a girl that could be that be my text buddy, a girl that could visit me when i'm bored at work. It's weird, and it's complicated.
It turns out that you're just one of those other girls, with the excuse "i'm busy with my life and i have lots of other shit to do than talking to you."
I also hate to admit this but, after hearing from my friend, he told me he saw my dad at the casino numerous times. I didn't really care at first, but when my mom told me that he's always there too, i was kinda disappointed. How could a businessmen like him become a gamble addict? It's just weird. What has the world come to?

sigh.......

Skip it ...

I'm kind of disappointed with how school is progressing, i knew in september that i was slacking off real hard, now it has taken a toll on me. It's sad because i got my in class english essay back and i got a C. Well it's not that bad since i passed this one, and i get one last shot at it to revise everything and rewrite it again. I should be studying right now, but i'm thinking of what to write for my philosophy paper, and nothing has really come to mind and i should be starting on my english paragraph analysis, but i have no mood to do anything, and also i should be taking notes for my criminology course because i have a test on wednesday but i didn't start any of that yet. Good job.
Kinda no-life-ing away with my blogs. I realized i haven't blog since last thrusday, which is stunning since i blog almost everyday or at least every other day.
I can't wait until first semester is over, looking forward to the next semester, hopefully it'll be slightly more slack because i underestimated some of my courses entirely by listening to other people's opinions.
Why do you think we should give people in kenya aid? - That is my philosophy essay topic. Hm, any suggestions and arguements? Help would be greatly appreciated from ya'll.

It's so sad to see my birthday coming up so soon. I have absolutely nothing planned at all, last year's dinner was actually kinda fun, kinda miss seeing those people again. It's sad to say that i haven't seen those people since grade 12 finals. This year seems a little bit different, i feel that i am a little distanced from the crowd from last year. Hopefully this will turn out to be good.




Coming to think of it, i think posting up WDYWT pics has become a chore to me now. It almost seems that i am obligated to take pictures everyday of what i wear, kinda materialistic if you ask me, i won't even deny it.



BONUS.... =D

What did you wear today.

Supreme Beanie
Neighborhood Flannel
Nudiez
Snake Skins.
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Damn today has probably been one of my worse day since school started. First off i got an D for my english assignment, sad! The teacher said my writing was pretty decent, but it wasn't what she wanted, what a waste. On top of that criminology 1116, has been pretty gay lately, so i found a volunteering organization and did some research on it last night, and i went up to the teacher to sign up for my presentations. He cock blocked me and told me that it's taken by some girl, DAMNNNNNNNN. Coming to think of it, she's kinda cute, so it's all good. Oh yeah i also lost my house keys, fucking ball suxorzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, FUCK MY LIFE, literally.
Okay, i have to admit this isn't really that bad but goddamn, it's soo gay today. I felt like skipping the entire day and jsut going to RUSH to play some Left 4 Dead, that game is tooo fun! Now you know what i want for my birthday.

Anticipating this weekend. Hopefully it'll top last week!
Peace.

I'm thankful for.....

I can't be thankful enough about the fact i'm actually alive, walking tall and standing straight.
I'm thankful that i don't have to go to Afghanistan and fight the ugly ass-ed taliban.

Speaking of Afghanistan, i wouldn't mind going there for a tour for a 1 whole year. It'd be awesome experiencing the whole war scenario, except it's in real life. But until than, i am thankful for a shit loads of things.

Hope ya'll enjoyed your turkey, because i didn't any and i'm about to go vegetarian. It's cleaner and healthier.




Banquet on saturday night, rather boring.. =(




AND MY NEW PICK UPS <3 more supreme!

I wish

I wish i could dance like michael jackson and sing like aj rafael with the body of George St. Pierre, that way i'd be getting alll em' girls.

Who said money can't buy happiness?

I apologize for being so annoying and blogging almost everyday now, but i have to get some shit off my chest, blogging is simply one of the easiest way to let it all out.

Soy today, Johnyn hooked me up with a shit load of supreme stuff, pretty fucking happy. Supreme collection is getting bigger. Nigguh, i reign supreme now. HAHA jokes,



I like em' all, don't care if you dislike anyone of them. I rock it, and i love it. So don't be hatin' and don't be tryin'.

And like i said, money does buy you happiness. I don't know why but whenever i feel emo, i tend to spend shit loads of money randomly. Got paid today, but i pretty much drained it all on buying some new stizz. Regardless to say, it was worth it and that's all it matters. Money could be made anytime, but happiness cannot be brought to you at any given moment. I'm probably one of the happiest kid on earth right now. Muahahaha...... Let's just say this was an early birthday present to myself. Jordan spizikes to come soon... i hope? I can't wait.
Ya'll gotta step your game up.

Don't you just hate it?

Wouldn't you hate it if this girl you were pursuing all of a sudden blocks you on msn, ignores your text and most obviously ignores the phone calls. And than you find out 1 month later of no talk, that she's getting together with this other guy. I know some of ya'll experience this sometime of your life. The fact that i went to J2's private sale, entirely ruined my mood. I don't know why i feel this way, but i feel sad. I hate to admit this to everyone that reads this "boring" blog of mine, but dayumm...... Back on track. Sigh, if sometimes you'd make an effort to call, to message, to text, i'd probably be happiest boy on earth. Everytime i look at my phone, you disappoint me. I don't understand why i always end up in disappointment whenever i encounter these type of situations. It's probably human nature. The girls you assume you can get with, you don't really dig her, but you have an idea that she's into you. You try to like her, and than when she lays her eyes off you and goes pursue someone else, you actually fall for her. I don't understand this concept very much, but it's true, it happens and it sucks.

Rewind. Actually let's not say she blocked you, let's say she ignores you. She goes to her extreme and tries her hardest to not talk to you maybe. Just maybe. And lets say that she doesn't want to talk to you, but at heart, you feel that she still has that click with you, and you still want to get to know her a little better, but she makes all these lame ass excuses. Yeah, you could say she uses "school is eating up my life." LAME! After all it's an excuse, who could blame her? What else would she say? I wouldn't expect her to say " I'm trying my hardest to ignore you." Actually i've gotten that once, HAHAHA. Just once, it was great, i knew what she was tryna do and she was bad at it. But she was a weird one, the one that was kinda shy and never spoke out. So why do girls try to ignore guys? I don't belive we are actually that annoying, i don't believe we're that obsessive either, maybe we're just tooo "into" the game. At this point, we've probably already gave ourselves away, she knows your intentions. She knows that you're the predator and that she's the prey. Great. Now what? Possibly panic and "QQ". Yeah "QQ" and make situations worse, makes her hate you even more. Ya'll can disagree with me, but this is my POV. Now that she kinda "hates" you, she'll probably block you. Sigh.......... good game.

Now help me and give me a shot at love. Please?


This nigguh is out