She's running through my mind alll day....

I'm starting to notice the differences and incompatibilities, between you and i... It sucks to say that i'm gonna probably call off this chase, was looking forward to it, but eh sometimes things don't go as planned. Fuck it.

editt--

Let me know if i'm wasting my time, it seems like everytime i open up my heart, you're already in love.......


muthafucka out.

"Poppin' out of the kitchen"

So yesterday after my final i went to go chill widdd Sarah, again. This time we decided to bake some coookiez, good shit, good shit. Anyway, i can't wait until i finish my last final on Tuesday. Anticipating this coming weekend, finding out my shifts for FOOTLOCKER(yes, i got hired, Metro if you were wondering) andd chillage with some people, hopefully it'll turn out to be okay.

I'll let the pictures do some talking....
















Private Cheng is out.

Step your game up?

This is my 4th attempt to write an entry for this blog, i couldn't come up with anything in particular that i wanted to elaborate on. So i just wanted to say that today was pretty fun actually.
Went to Langara, to chill around, and check on my student loan status and than i went to go chill with Sarah. Hahaha, i can't believe she fucking beat me in streetfighter and mortal combat, and i tried too. Went to Metro to chill around took some retarded looking sticker pictures, LOL. First attempt was at the photo booth, because those things are wayyy underrated, but turns out that both photo booths were "out of order," so we went back to CHQ for some hongerness stickerpictures. SO yeah here i am trying to study now, good attempt eh?




And here's my attempt at making another poem/rhyming thingie mcbobber.
ANd remember i'm not full black, just because i have nigger lips doesn't mean i can spit like them.

I've come to the conclusion that good things don't last.
I was just thinking it was all from the past.
I didn't want it to end because it happened too fast.
Daddy and Mommy got into arguements when i was being bad.
I didn't know it would make them that sad.
I guess all i could do was to get mad.
I could remember that one day a girl came into my life.
I was young and naive and thought she could maybe be my wife.
Although she was my one week fling,
I don't care because it ain't mean a thing,
Hearing her sing, made me feel like a king
Giving up on her wasn't easy,
But i didn't mean to be cheesey,
Sometimes I don't know what to do,
It's okay because we are through.....
Baby, it was you and i,
when i met you, you looked too fly,
The past is the past, and now all i have to say is bye.

Sorry guys, felt like writing this because i was BORED.

Soon to take the exit.

I don't know why i am cranky all the time. It makes me sad when i ask myself, why do i always have so much excessive energy? Why do i never feel tired anymore? Why is it that i can't sleep at night? If i knew the answer to these questions i'd be god.

Why is it so hard to tell a friend your problems? It feels as if you'd make yourself look like a clown if you were to tell them anything, well for me at least. I'm not sure about you guys.

Let me know what you think.
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Damn, girl you're a mad turn offf to me. Stop it, please.
Fuck this shit, i feel so sick right now, sick of your "bleh"ness and nasal congestion building up. Sad, just when i'm studying for exams. Not the best time to get sick eh...
But damn, biggest turn offf i know. Joking or not , you're a turn off.

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I hate the fact that i'm moving sooooo soon, say in about approximately 2 weeks, but there's nothing i can do. Sighhh....

Monikha/Sarah's party was pretty fun actually, met a lot of random people, the sad thing is that i forgot a lot of their names. Highlight of the day was "reuniting" with some of my classmates from elementary, i thought that was hilarious, but other than that, that's it.

It sucks to find out that your compatibility with her wasn't there, she's sometimes cute, and she's sometimes a turn off. I'm frustrated with myself, is it the fact that i keep pushing myself to keep "lookin" or is it the fact that i'm just too shallow? I know sometimes i'd be like " eh yo shes cute and im super duper interested," but don't take me wrong, i try to look for the better things in her, aside from her physical appearance. Emotional attraction, thats exactly what i'm looking for.

Fits and pick up this week...
I apologize for the gay poses..
Nothing spectacular.

just a little.

"We'd always hit it off, laughing, chilling, teasing, calling, texting each other, but in the end we know we can be only friends, maybe best friends, but nothing more, nothing less."

I hate to leave.

I hate to say this, but we're moving!!
I have no idea when i'm gonna move but i'm moving back to my grandparents place. Well i guess thats a good thing about 10minute ride to school in comparison to a 45min bus ride. However, things will be different. I don't get the privacy i want anymore, my grandparents are few of the most "anal up the ass" people i know. This is so fucking sad. =(
Why does everything bad happen all at once but all the good things don't come all at once??

On the bright side, school is over tomorrow! And than finals.
And than 3 week break, i cant fucking wait omfg.

So in Philosophy class the other day, i came across this question, " Is there a meaning to life?"
In my opinion, that is a hard question to answer. It seems that all of us have dreams to chase and goals to achieve but that doesn't quite justify the meaning to life. So why do we live? In the article that i read, it said that we should live because we simply live to see another day ahead of us. Although, we will be dead probably in about 100 years or so, but the point is why would it matter if we all eventually die anyway? "We seek goals in life, but some people believe that this only makes sense if our achievements are permanent." To sum it up, we will all have to find a meaning in life, and it doesn't matter if we die, because it is inevitable. Why don't we look at life at a different perspective? "It doesn't really matter what we expect from life, but rather what life expected from us"