If she knewwwww

Sometimes things don't go as planned, but whatever. Friends, girlfriends whatever, same stuff anyway. I never thought of really being your friend to be honest, i thought it was the go in and get the kill kinda deal. It's not that easy, even though it's all about the click and the game, maybe the eye fuck, but it doesn't go down like that. At least, not anymore.

"Babe, i don't care if i'm your 2nd option, but i'm glad that i am option to you. ..."

It was hard for to ask you that question, but if i didn't, i'd be filled with "what if's" that might haunt me for the rest of my life.....
Now at least open up to me.

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This christmas i think i might ruin my parents christmas. No it's not about the shitty useless gift i'm about to give them, it's about school. I haven't told them i didn't pass one of my course yet and that another course for next term dropped. Better yet, they still don't know if my student loan has been approved yet. This shit worries the hell outta me, i'm not sure how to confront them. They've been rushin me to finish up my time at Langara and quickly transfer to university, i'm not even sure if that's a possibility right now. Although i'm paying for school on my own right now, i feel as if my parents are only there to encourage to get into university so that they can brag about it to the chinese mothers. So fuck that shit.

Dad, please do not hate me, i actually studied much harder than in highschool.

Have a happy Christmas!

Your son, Leon.

Who knows where it'll take us?

I'm sure some of you know that i started working at Footlocker a few days ago. When i first got the job i was like 'Damn, discount bitches, and it should be fun, cute girls here and there.' The "cute girls here and there" is entirely true, however it's not that fun to be honest. It sucks. Customers come in expecting you know everything about shoes, from sandals to "lugg"(knock off UGG) boots. I was surprised at how much i didn't know about shoes, i walked into footlocker thinking i was gonna be "pro" at this shit, turns out that i was WRONG. Looking for shoes and sizes at the back is a pain, and since it's christmas holiday, it's always packed until closing. Other than my rant about work, pretty stoked about the fact that exams are Done, however i failed Philosophy, but that's okay i guess, didn't expect to pass anyways.

I noticed that i've been rambling a lot about girls lately, so in this entry i'll keep that shit at a minimum.
I'm not sure what to do at the stage, it sucks to sit around and wait, hoping that "good things will come." You can be my newwwww girll...... no jokes, no game... I thought to myself i had a chick that didn't last, so you can be my newww girllll

fits of the last few days..


"Girls make me cry.."



"Streetwear saturdays"

Departure

So as some of you know, i've already moved. The process of moving for me was quite fast to be honest. My house in Richmond is near empty except for the garage, with a shitload of junk. I'm not really used to livin' back at my grandparents place, even though i lived there for a year, last year. I knew one day it would come down like this, because good things don't last for shit.
And for the 1413213112312 time, i apologize to the people that i pissed off lately, been mad cranky again. The fact that i failed my philosophy course and possibly one of my criminology courses isn't helping either. FML FML FML

While cleanin' up some junk i found a lot of goodies.....


Nigguhs, i'm legit.








hahahahah damnnnnn










I made this about 2 years ago for my mom, but i never got a chance to give this to her, from what i recall i think i got into a bigass arguement with her............................

But yeah it's pretty lame.





This was suppose to be for a girl that i liked back in 07 summer, i did some retarded shit and she got mad at me. Eventually friendzoned myself and than now we barely even talk.
.....

This is the true story of Private Cheng.
Out.

Girl, your on another level.

I think i found my sole mate after all.

One day, you may get bored of that "livin' the fast life" shit and want to settle down.. That's when you know i'm around.

Satisfying day overall, i'm happy, for now. Peace and love.

She's running through my mind alll day....

I'm starting to notice the differences and incompatibilities, between you and i... It sucks to say that i'm gonna probably call off this chase, was looking forward to it, but eh sometimes things don't go as planned. Fuck it.

editt--

Let me know if i'm wasting my time, it seems like everytime i open up my heart, you're already in love.......


muthafucka out.

"Poppin' out of the kitchen"

So yesterday after my final i went to go chill widdd Sarah, again. This time we decided to bake some coookiez, good shit, good shit. Anyway, i can't wait until i finish my last final on Tuesday. Anticipating this coming weekend, finding out my shifts for FOOTLOCKER(yes, i got hired, Metro if you were wondering) andd chillage with some people, hopefully it'll turn out to be okay.

I'll let the pictures do some talking....
















Private Cheng is out.

Step your game up?

This is my 4th attempt to write an entry for this blog, i couldn't come up with anything in particular that i wanted to elaborate on. So i just wanted to say that today was pretty fun actually.
Went to Langara, to chill around, and check on my student loan status and than i went to go chill with Sarah. Hahaha, i can't believe she fucking beat me in streetfighter and mortal combat, and i tried too. Went to Metro to chill around took some retarded looking sticker pictures, LOL. First attempt was at the photo booth, because those things are wayyy underrated, but turns out that both photo booths were "out of order," so we went back to CHQ for some hongerness stickerpictures. SO yeah here i am trying to study now, good attempt eh?




And here's my attempt at making another poem/rhyming thingie mcbobber.
ANd remember i'm not full black, just because i have nigger lips doesn't mean i can spit like them.

I've come to the conclusion that good things don't last.
I was just thinking it was all from the past.
I didn't want it to end because it happened too fast.
Daddy and Mommy got into arguements when i was being bad.
I didn't know it would make them that sad.
I guess all i could do was to get mad.
I could remember that one day a girl came into my life.
I was young and naive and thought she could maybe be my wife.
Although she was my one week fling,
I don't care because it ain't mean a thing,
Hearing her sing, made me feel like a king
Giving up on her wasn't easy,
But i didn't mean to be cheesey,
Sometimes I don't know what to do,
It's okay because we are through.....
Baby, it was you and i,
when i met you, you looked too fly,
The past is the past, and now all i have to say is bye.

Sorry guys, felt like writing this because i was BORED.