Feelin' a little superhuman and shit...

You know when i listen to all my 'homes' tell me about their girl problems, it makes me feel kinda emo. I look upon my own situations and see how i can relate, but yet it doesn't always work out that way, i guess i haven't experience a "true first love." I may sound like the guy that knows all the shit but yet i don't. I may sound like the guy with a tiny bit of game, that can sorta talk to the girls here and there, but yet i don't have one myself. Ironic enough to say, i can't get a girl, i'll admit this to all my blog followers. Everytime, i'd get excited once i find that "target" and it turns out to a big disappointment, along with a few heartbreaks. And once again, i tried being the love guru for my bros, but yet i can't get some. I may sound desperate, but is it really all about being desperate, tryna look to hard for love? When people say love will come to you, you don't have to go out there and look that hard, i automatically smell bullshit already. I believe that in order to take that first step into love, we all must put ourselves out there, let ourselves be options for those single ladies, perhaps game them a little, chit chat a little and so fourth. So.. fella's get your game on, step out there and don't give a fuck what other people think or say, because "those who matter don't mind and those that mind don't matter." Love is out there, we just have to get in the circle and making ourselves available and always remember to be humble.

Thanks for your time.
Leon.

This is only the beginning.

I can't belive that the last few weeks has beennnnnnnnnnnnn sooo funn. I haven't had this much fun in who knows how long? A bit of drama here and there, but what would this world be WITHOUT the drama. The world would not have character without this shit in our lives, as much as we hate it, we need it. It was cool listening to all the stories about heartbreaks and breakups, but we all know we will experience it at some point in our lives. So don't feel bad if you've broken up with your boyfriend or vice versa, we know how yah feel, i can always lend you my shoulder. =)
NYE started out really whack, went out with parents to some family gathering until 12:45am, my sister dropped me off at another place, thats when things started getting GOOD, a few cute girls here and there, nonetheless it was a blast regardless of how many people were in that house. Not to be cocky, but i think i'm getting better at this game. I'm happy, i really am, i remember when i started out as a noob, i could barely hold a conversation with girls, and here i am.. This is a wrap, school's around the corner, and i'm not gonna fucking fail anymore courses, bitches. Winterbreak 09/10 was the shittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt........ Probably the best time i've had in my life.
Thanks girl, you made it awesome for me, let's make it work?

Pictures of the last few days, was kinda too lazy to update, so here it is.
































Bounce.

2009 Peace out.

This is a 2009 wrap up, but it's time to move onto 2010. I'm mudafucking prepared for this shit already. Looking back at 2009, lotsa shit happened, it consisted some of the most rememorable days of my life. I can recall from the top of my head, that winter formal, spring fling, prom and a few more was pretty fucking fun.

Time to move on bitches.......
Bring those new year resolutions out....
I'll start with mine:
- Stop smoking completely, no weekend exceptions.
- Get a girlfriend and get some good mclovin'
- Get better grades
- Make good use of my loan that just got approved.. bitches $5000.......
- try not to go on academic probation again.
- work more often and not waste time doing nothing
- become a corporal within a year, level up on this steeze so i don't have to be a private cheng anymore.
- buy more jordans and supreme
- level up on the steeze, 1 more notch.

That's all i can think of right now.

Nigguhz let's go hotpotting!

"Hey we can work together, that way i can have a shift with you. But that's okay girl, if you don't have time for me, i understand, entirely. You weren't the first one to say no anyways."

I've come to a long conclusion that, you weren't like those girls that i've seen. You're special, you're unique in you're very own way. You're fly, i can't deny, but you're not the good girl, that kinda took my world. I'll show you what you're worth, if you let me inside your world.














Nigguhs, got nothing on me, if you want come get it, if you don't nigguh, fuck off. Simple as 1 2 3.

I'm almost there.

So today was rather boring as usual, nothing but the average life of private cheng, eh?
Went out to hang out with my parents and had to ditch out on Sarah. And than came home for dinner, because i haven't had a homecooked meal since last tuesday and than went out to go hang out with some highschool friends, i guess you could call it a reunion. Haven't seen any of them since June, they've been doing their shit and i've been doing my own kinda steeze, in other words, we all made up for it today at Pearl Castle. That pretty much sums up my day.

On a side note, i have a feeling you won't change, i'm not asking you to change or anything but the things you do got me thinking, 2nd thoughts, 3rd thoughts and maybe 4th. Is it worth all this hassle? A question i'll be keeping in the back of my head, everytime, every now and than i'll ask myself is it worth my time, is it worth the chance to take, what are the risks? Whatever.

Peace and love.








out

rewind.

Second thoughts, second thoughts.....
Am i doing the right thing to satisfy myself or my needs? Second thoughts, second thoughts.
Anyway that was fun, but still, second thoughts.

Merry Christmas bitches.

Sorrry for the late "merry Christmas" shoutoutz, and again MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!
Work Work Work, for me 11.30 - 8, come hit me up at footlocker. Expecting to see a lot of you at the mall, and of course a lot of CUTIESSSSSS that always go into footlocker. Haven't been blogging all too much lately due to work and chillin' with some steezy people.
I've realized that Christmas gets shittier every year, i don't know if it was the snow but last year "sorta" felt like Christmas, this year felt like any other day. Let's keep this tradition going, Christmas please do not die on me, i need you in my life.
I'm pretty excited for Boxing Day actually, although i won't be doing a lot of shopping, but seeing people happy with their "robocops" sorta makes me happy in a way too.

Anticipating the next few days..... please let it be smoooooothhhhhhhhh... I'm praying on it.

"Why don't we take pictures at the photobooth every month, that way we won't forget about our good and bad times, since your memory is so bad..."

*pictures are not at their greatest quality... MY BADD*































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