Tuesday, February 2, 2010

She got that good good..

Today my day went really well. So damn satisfied. Went to school as usual, and than met up with pegasus and walked her to work and then after that i went home to chill for a bit, and then went back out to pick up some babies.....

Jordan Fire Red 3's. Muahah, and don't try asking me how much i got em for cause i won't tell you. Way too cheap. HEHEHE and yes they're 100% legit.

Wishlist is approximately 60% complete.
More to come:
- m65 jacket
- ma-1 jacket
- supreme pullover
- supreme tshirts
- chicago bulls michael jordan 23 jersey
- more lens for my camera
- swagteam photoshoot
- cop a girlfriend

PLZZZZZZ nigguh, swagteam on the fly.





Swag Out.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

#2

Day 2 and ongoing to day 3.

Let's stay committed and let's stay real till the end of the deal.
This sucks, but i have to do this.

On the brighter note, things have been going pretty smooth for me as of late. Lotsa things to come for the month of February. Still looking out for more people to join "swagteam," sounds kinda lame but i wanna get the photoshoot done and be reppin' Vancouver. Let's make this shit happen and let's get it down! Ignore all those haters and keep movin' like a player, because this is the game we all play. So the haters keep hating and keep doing what you're good at. Some people never learn, and they never seem to realize that haterade isn't that tasteful after all. But i'll keep this in mind and i'll keep working at it, i want "swagteam" to happen. And don't be doubting me, i'll be laughing at you when it does happen.

Swagteam - vancouver, in the making. Going big and going hard.

Out.

Everything will be okay

I remember a person told me that "if a girl really likes you, she will come to you and that's when you know she's a keeper."

Keep thinking Private Cheng... good things will come and it will happen.
And fuck you to those that are laughing at me for this post, because you'll be the one laughing when you're in this position.

Bounce.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Day #1

Today was a good day overall. I enjoy chill days where nothing really goes down, no parties, no beef, just relaxing with the hangouts, munchin' out and dicking around. I love it. Looking forward to valentines, we'll see what goes down, not tryna indicate anything but good shits gon' happen!
And of course i'm over my emo phase, that shit is hella emo, when i read my previous posts, sounded hella lame. I'll try not to post anymore of those lame reads. Why be sad when you can be happy eh?

Enjoy the pictures.

































Thursday, January 28, 2010

sigh


Like some say, words can't simply describe everything that goes on in your mind. I don't know how i should feel right now. Angry? Mad? Sad? Emo? Faggitry? Jerk? fuck.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

it was like .....

I could remember the day that she walked out the door, and left me for good, telling me to be better kid, to listen to what adults had to say. It was like when she left i couldn't cry, i didn't know how to cry. Although we haven't known each other for a long time, it was like the world had ate a piece of me, more specifically, my heart. I felt heartless for the longest time in the world. Each day asking myself what had gone wrong, and how to ease this pain that i couldn't even feel anymore. I knew that she was gone forever, but i didn't dare to ask anyone, until one day i gained enough courage and asked. One responded, "she's not gonna be here with us anymore, she's gone." I looked at the sky and asked myself, "why was i soo unfortunate...."
Nobody could see the pain i was in because i didn't cry nor did i talk, i was in my own world for the longest time and lastly i never asked about her.

To this day, i still question myself, wondering what could of happened if she stayed in my life. I just want to let her know i miss her a shit loads. Come back into my life please. It's been soooo long that i've seen you around.

Most of you won't understand what i'm trying to say but if you do, you'll probably know how i feel. Relate.

Private Cheng out.

Monday, January 25, 2010

You never seem to realize.

I'm quite happy about the fact that i got 22/30 on my first test with minimal effort of studying. And now onto the bad news, i have another test tomorrow and it's gonna be hardcore, kinda scared because i don't understand the textbook at all. I hate school. I hate life. I hate girls. I hate this game. It always seems like that i'm the one to always approach and never will i get the same in return, maybe this is a hint for all the good things to close in and to let the bad things come out. This time i know i was true to myself and that i tried, i'm not disappointed, i just regret doing all those things that made me loook like a fool. Hopefully one day you can be the one to pick me back up on my feet, i'll be betting on that day will come. You might just realize that i was there for you, but you never needed my help, keep in mind you always have first dibs to my shoulders, regardless of any situation. Please, just let me know if i'm wasting my time because the time is ticking and everytime i seem to talk to you, you put on that front that everything is fine. Deep down, i see a really nice girl that had her heart broken, as much as i tried to mend it, you always refuse to let me help you. Don't take me wrong, you're amazing, one day i'd like to make you my wife, but if you're with another guy i'll understand. Remember all the good times we've had, because it might not be the same again, for better or for worse. I'm sorry for being a jerk.






Sweeter than the sweetest girl i've seen.

Enough said. If you asked me, i'm stressed out to the max right now.

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