Saturday, February 20, 2010

dumb bitches

dumb bitches.... fuck. I have no idea why i'm always mad now but it's just the littlest things that build up and BOOM, headshot. I was smooth, until you started cracking my heart bit by bit, and it went downhill from there. Sigh.. It feels like that everytime i pull a wrong move, i move back to square one and start all over again, as if i'm the only one to put in effort into making things work and being the bigger one to step it up and shit. For all you home dawgs that know what i'm talking about, than you feeelll mee.... But i guess this is how guys roll, we gotta be the bigger one to take initiative into things and make things workout, after all we are human and we all make mistakes, regardless of how perfect we are. If we can make it through the bumps and dents on this journey, than we can probably take over the world too.

I'm so stupid.

This was a complete mess up, but baby i hope ya ain't fed up.




Leon is out.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

I miss you.

誰會為愛人 不惜一切 
而我或太傻 愛你願放棄一切
朋友亦叫我控制 
說放膽愛別失勢 
我不想給歪理來蒙蔽
容我愛你深不見底

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

doing the 1,2,3 hit, throwing a twista spit.

So my buddy and i were throwing down a few rhymes late at night, cause we couldn't sleep. FUcking girls... anyhow, these beats are all original and they're kinda sloppy but whatever it's almost 4am.


ENJOY..

LEON ---
im fresh on my game and i got them dimes on my hand
when girl when you came around i dont know why you do this
to me and all your ex boyfriends you've had....
perhap that was jsut the past
i dont know why you gotta do this because what we doing now is a mother fucking BLAST
i love you girl
im afraid to tell you that
i know you're kinda fat
ya know it too
i know it three
but we keep it on the downlow
nothing more than joe blow

ERIC's gay warm up verse ----

homeboy, i know you havin a rough time
but its aight, spit out your feelings with those sick rhymes
dont let a girl control how you feel
cuz in the end you're still you, so just be real


LEON HIT IT UP --
please dawg..... you look like a frog dressing up all in greeen, fucking rocking those Jay beans?
let me tell yout his one more time, justin beiber aint homo.
i love him, hes cute, hes sexy, i tell him that every singlet ime.
when fucking iyaz shouted "that girl like a dime they say"
it made me think of you...
after tonight, i thought we were through...
you know what?
i just wanna hack a butt
i am soo mother fucking STRESSED
BECAUSE SHE GOT ME SOO POSSESSED

ERIC is up --
damn girl why you got me so sprung,
making me go off key while singing them songs.
i be mad confused about you,
are you feeling the same way as i do?
its like when chingys singing "one call away"
im here by my phone waiting for you night and day.
now lets get to the point of the story,
tell me youre down, dont say youre sorry.

LEONN's TURN --
HI girl, you got a nice bum... Tell me where you from?
I'm from CUN NADA
Got me saying OH WEE AAHHHHHH
doing that kung fu shit..
and now i'm doing the 1,2,3, hit.... throwing down a twista spit.
I know i ain't fast like him.
YOu know me, im just the average jim
tryna write a song or two
going to the corner store to buy a bubble gum chew.

ERICCCCCCC STEP UP YOUR GAME --

alright lets get down to the game,
after whats happened, i dont feel the same.
you already know ya man aint treating you right,
why you gotta suffer, u know ill bring the light.
baby, its all bout trust and love,
we can be love birds just like doves.
i know it takes time for your wounds to heal,
but trust me my feelings for you is too fuckin real.
your steez got me thinkin bout you twenty four seven,
is it my fault that i want to be in heaven


wow look at this motherfucker with his lovey dovey shit yo, not a G for sure.

LEON WID THE CUTE COME BACK --

Hey boi, why you gotta talk like that?
Look at the girl, her chest like an airplane landing flat.
Always about the love and the dove...
YOu know what? You dont have to always do the push and the shove.
REAL TALK HOMES, I HOPE YOU DONT CHOKE
Lets be happy boi, go drink some coke.
No mang, i ain't talking about the drug.
sometimes you just look like a thug.
Hold up, wait, i think i'm dating a chug.
MAH BAD, FOR REAL MANG,
I THINK SHE GOT A WANG

Man i think i can be the next jin or traphik....not.

ERIC, what a fag.. --

aite boi u ready for my diss?
be prepared so dont get pissed
i know you be steppin ya game up now,
coppin premes n jays n makin ppl go wow.
but naw, that aint right.. in order for it work,
steez is required, so dont be a dork.
talkin bout gettin ripped all the time,
but all i hear all day is your whine.
its done now boi, i aint got nothin to say no more.
waiting for ur come back is makin my ass sore.

Leon -

Hi, my name is leon.
i laugh at you when you rocking those neons.
Yeah boi, you always listen to me whine and with nothing more than a dime or two
with that girl, hoping we would make it through,
Right now you're telling me cop those ROYAL ONES
i blaze up a joint, and im hella DONES
YOU GOT ME GOING LMAO, ROFLCOPTERS, JUST FOR SHIT AND GIGGLES, IT WAS KINDA FUN.
Back to the story homes, always making me feel like shit, you're kinda lame.
always thinking you got game,
I'll be laughing at you when you getting played.
AND i'll give you the smirk when i be gettin' laid.

Oh shit, kinda personal now.

Eric, you nigguh... --

alright, lets get back to where we left off.
what were we talkin bout, mr know it all prof?
im still deciding what to cop,
cement 4s or royal 1s, MAN im glad i got a JOB!
its all good, as long as you stay fresh and fly
girls be coming up to you and call you cutie pie

Aite aite, so you wanna play it with the personal shit eh? SHOTS FIRED..

LEON gon' finish this foo off.. -

Yes i got a girl, she's my world...
yes i stay fly, and she commented on my facebook,
Calling me A CUTIE PIE,
I don't care if you have all the game,
always out there looking for the fame,
All i need is a chick,
she might hop on my dick.
ALL you be on hopping is on the mozzarella stickz.
please son, no come backs,
yes you do look kinda black,
go brush your teeth boi, look at that plague,
yo boi, you smell, you fishy,
cause you be getting silly.
Now go back to bed,
CAUSE YOU BE GETTING FEDD.

eric sucks balls --
whats with all the smack talk?
you talk the talk, but u dont walk the walk.
u tryna hop on my dick? naww you aint ready,
know why? cause im FRESHER THAN A NEWBORN BABY
now this guy is talkin smack again, tellin me to redo?
i dont think so bruh, however your life should consider an undo.
i dont even know what im sayin,
but its all good, as long as i hear you cryin.

weak sauce...

i think we know who the winner is....

Leon.. aite gonna finish this foo OFF --

step your game up son
no seeds on the bun.
going up to mcdonalds or maybe the chuckie cheesey
listening to some ffucking WEEZZY F BABY
EH WAIT, WHERE YOU GOING, YOO ASS IS HURTTIN..'
shit, i forgot, you're about to get jerkin'
hold up
son, cant get no girl, because she aint yo world.
i'll show you the 1,2,3....
maybe the four... if you give it more.
Yeah right, bro, all you be dating is a motherfucking WHORE.

AND TO END IT OFF...

yeah boi she gave me the birthday sex..
all you be getting is a cute birthday text.
Loook at this mess,
don't bring it up you don't have to confess
you know the rest, cause im the mother fucking BEST!
aite aite here's some help, go to lavalife and write the abc TEST.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

fuck it.

I know i'm not the greatest kid in the world and i try to make my dad proud once in a while.
There was never a day like that since the divorce, why did we end up like this with such remorse.
I thought we could never see tomorrow, there's nothing left but sorrow.
I remember the times back when we had a great bond, now you're always talking about what you're not fond of.
Please don't give me that shit, if you do why don't you just throw me in the pit.
Fuck you too, i hate you times three, i have nothing left to to say at four.

Monday, February 15, 2010

Fire.

So things have been running through my head recently, and it revolves around my spendings. I've mentioned this before but i think i am overspending on a lot of things, but i haven't had any regrets so far. Everything's going great lately, and i can't wait till friday, because we're probably gonna go to deadmau5's concert which is fucking sick. To be honest, i don't think i'm going because i'm a hardcore fan of deadmau5's, it's because i'm a fan of the hype that revolves a certain event or release. I'm sure many of you people are going because of the "hyped" up environment and crowd, not really because of his work that he puts out. Anyhow, i need some portable chairs and my Nintendo DS lite, hope to see some of you shit faces there.

Here are a few new pickups, don't ask where i got em' and how much, because i won't tell you, all you have to know is that, it burned a hole in my pocket.






Dopeness.

So valentine day was dope. I hope everything went well for all of you single guys out there, that's still tryna get the girl. It's quite surprising when you hear a brother with a twisted love story, a story that you would never think that could be so surreal. It kinda sucks to hear that he's not with a girl whom he thought he had a chance with, and it sucks even more when you find out that she's going out with another guy within our circle of friends. This is mad twisted, when they say "you snooze, you loose," you gotta listen to them. You can't blame anyone but yourself for your own mistakes...

ON a brighter note, i gotta cut down on spendings, i've been overspending on a lot of things, mostly on food though and random shit that i buy which i don't really need. I sometimes hate it when i have money, and i feel invincible when i have a chunk of money in my bank account. I'll be laughing when i pay off my student loan.

Anyhow, valentine was dope as mentioned above, and i'm glad she liked the card i gave her. Let's be real, i think you're fucking awesome, and i think i'm kinda awesome too, damn we have so much in common. LOL

"i loved how reading that card 5 mins ago even though i was so tired made me smile so big ♥ .."



Wishlist
- Supreme red/red box logo pullover
- Supreme OG white/red box logo tee
- Supreme LV blk/blk box logo tee
- Supreme mickie mouse pullover
- Supreme hanes pocket tee
- Jordan 5 fire reds
- Dickies Grey or Blk chinos w/ 1inch taper from Albert's Tailoring
- Supreme Oxford longsleeve
- Levi's Vintage Clothing 1947' Saddleman
- Skulls 5010xx 6x6
- Nice fitted V-necks
- Some sexy beach beaterssss, perhaps supreme.
- Chicago Bulls Michael Jordan 23 jersey

Wishlist COMPLETE

Done.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

feeling up a whole lot.

The past few months has been awesome to an extent that i can't really explain. I'm sure you all know this feeling. Thanks for giving me a reason to believe. Thanks for believing in me. Thanks for being awesome with a bit of 'steezy swaggar'. Thanks for those 'mature discussions'. I am fucking thankful, even though it's not thanksgiving anymore.Thanks, thanks for everything, b.


You the best.

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