these are the seasons.

Save me from this fight because i'm loosing. Miserably. No matter how many times i overlook this situation i keep going back to where i started from, and no matter how many times my friends tell me to "fuck it" i can't get over the fact that it all happened. This is so hurting, for reals.

They told me that Money Over Bitches, i told them that Bitches Over Money

I wish we could bring it back to those times where it would be "dope every time we kicked it."

Hurting.

UP and Away

This weekend has been pretty satisfying. Just bumming around and hanging out with some different people. It's been a while since all this shit happened and it seems like i can't describe a single word about what really happened. It happened way too fast, almost as if it was a blur. Feelin like it's almost closure, but yet you want to hold on to everything. Wondering how everything went wrong and reminiscing on the "what ifs, should and could have's." Let me know what you really want in this, i'm tired of just being that person that's always left hanging.

I hate myself.


Pictures over the weekend. Enjoy =)

ai..

I wanna live a stress-free life with nothing on my head and nothing to worry about.

Wanna show me how?

And fuck you, to all those haters and fakers out there. I finally saw your true color, you're fake as fuck, just like how you rock fake kicks too. Fake shit.



"I laugh at them because they're all the same, they laugh at me because i'm different."

April 22th

happy birthday... april 22, 2010.
I miss you dearly. I wish you were here, i can't explain how much i miss and need you in my life right now....
Hope you're doing well up there.

I need to go on a break and think shit through. DEEPLY. The reason i'm still around is because i believe. I believed every word you told me. Am i hearing a lie right now? I don't know. You start to stop giving 2 shits about things, when you know others don't care. Effort wasted.

Gonna be M.I.A very soon, pte cheng is officially going away for training from july 5th - july 30.
You guys know the deal, send me mails with candy in it, write long text messages, and leave me a message. =)

Fuck what you heard.

You Learn To Love Someone When You Find Out What Makes Them Laugh; But You Can Never Truly Love Someone Until You Find Out What Makes Them Cry.


Not taking shit from anyone anymore, i can't stand your shit. After days, weeks, months, years in a shit hole, i've finally found my way to get back up on my feet. I believe i am a changed man. Time to start giving a shit about life and push all the bullshit aside.

Do you remember?

Do you remember? When we met? That summer.