lolwut?

So what i heard was entirely true. The worse feeling is what your friends are telling you and then it becomes reality.
The worse feeling is that you don't realize that you're getting played until the very end.

Nigga, please?




"She tells me she wants to be a raindrop. She doesn’t mind falling, as long as she’s not alone. And raindrops, are never alone. She always has a new story to tell me. Today it’s about being a raindrop. I wish I could of been there, because stories aren’t always enough and words, could only go so far. This is me. Sometimes I wonder if she’s still talking to me or if I’m just.. Eavesdropping. Use to be everyday, sometimes for hours, sometimes for minutes. Healthy relationships are based on communications. But her words, however sweet, so real, sound so distant? Now they float past me, effortlessly, as if.. They were meant for someone else."

So I definitely paid my dues. I feel that by giving my dad money when times are tough made a difference in all sorts of ways. And no I don't feel sad about it at all, this means that I won't be buying my supreme in the next few months.

Sigh, why do things have to be so rough right now? I wish i could just go off to Afghanistan and leave all the problems back at home.

broken hearts.

Take a few minutes and watch this video. Absolutely amazing.

wow

Talk about degrading. It's funny how some people can be so degrading, and the easist way to do that is by getting all slutty with guys. I knnow you girls wanna have fun and shit but have some self respect for yourself. Seriously. Don't degrade yourself when you can do much better, it's harder for guys who actually care for you to respect you in a deeper way. Think hard about what you did girl, its gross.

So tell me who you're seeing now. Tell me that you're doing okay. Tell me that you haven't gone back to your old ways. Tell me you're doing well and hopefully we'll see or bump into each other sometime soon.

Keep doing your thing.

"If you're incapable of loving someone, you're gonna grow old and be an old man with no one to love." - Audrina

I hate my life right now.

Dear Mom and Dad,

Sorry Mom and Dad, but i chose not to go to school this semester because i really wanted some time off to think about the shit i need to do in my life. I want to finish basic training for army so i'm going away for a month, i want to explore and learn more about life. But why the fuck did you have to cut off my cellphone line? Just because i'm not going to school? It's not a legitimate reason, and i know i'm wasting some time right now by not going to school, but i have no motivation or concentration to do continue right now, so i'm going to postpone it to next semester. You won't understand how i feel right now, but i fucking hate your guts, you're always like this to me. I fucking hate you so much, if i see you even at the mall, don't say hi to me because you don't deserve to be called my mother. You're not understanding at all, you turn all the people on my side against me. First you kick me out and we barely even see each other anymore, now you're turning everyone against me making it seem like i'm the one that's doing all the wrongs. You can take everything i have but, one thing you can't take away is my pride. Remember you're my step mother, you're not the who gave me birth and i used to look up to you but i finally realized that you're one manipulative bitch. And you really wanna know why i hate coming home everyday now? It's because my grandparents always bitch at me every night that i come home, and that every night i can't sleep, i blame you. You're the one that gives them another reason to bitch at me for nothing. Hate me or love me, i don't care, let me know when you finally understand how i feel for once.

Your son,
Leon.