"We've been together now and girl it's been awhile
Ain't seen that smile on your face
Tell me what could it be, cause I know that it ain't me
Could something be in the way
I feel like losin' it
Straight up callin' it quits.. I wish I can, but I can't
Cause something's telling me without you I won't be half the man that I was... "

SIgh.

Sigh.. why did i have to found out.. i knew it all along.

I don't know how i should feel right now. Sad? Mad? Frustrated? Upset? Content? Happy? Grateful? Regretful? Disappointed?

There's so many things running through my head, i can't sleep, i see the inner goods in you, but yet you still broke that very last hope in me. I don't know what to even say or who to speak to. Friends are there to look out for you, to tell you what's going on, honestly i feel really betrayed.

You always see a way to break me free from my cage, a cage that is so strong that only your love can break through. This cage is a complete disaster until the very end, no one can see how it will it end up, but hopefully we'll see only the positive attributes of it. This cage may completely tear you up, or can make you a stronger, a better person. We all pay a price for the lessons we learn, whether its through spending money, seeing the differences between fake and real and/or experiencing everything without a whisper through the lips of a friend. All in all remember this, "You can loose money chasing bitches but you can't loose bitches chasing money."

I've completely learn this life felt lesson through the hard way, time to start thinking ahead and make better decisions. First off, figure out what you want, then chase those goals and dreams.


Private cheng is out.

shorty's love is like a pyramid

"Like a pyramid, lemme show you...that i love you so much, that we gon' get thru. Even when there's storm, i will never go, imma be the one to keep you safe."

Today was a complete day, even though it started out as bunk, the night got better.
Went to Metro to chill wid kevin and kathleen for a bit and then met up peeps to go to lena's karaoke party. Hahah it got pretty good till the end, when people started getting tipsy and drunk. I swear, no one sings when you're sober. It's a rule. LOL. Liquor on the other hand, clears up everything. I had a good night. Let's hope that everything will be better again. Are we just friends or can we ever be more then that?

Straight up

Remember how hard it was to move on from "that girl"? That girl, that you thought you would marry at one point in your life, that one girl that you thought could make "crazy babies" with. That girl that dropped your world and crushed your heart without even thinking it through, she had that power to do everything you could think of. Maybe things might get better as things progress, only time will tell. Remember that i'm only one call away, having to tell you that you never call me up to even tell me how you're doing.

"Don't worry about a thing" is something i never want to hear from you, I don't want to hear that bullshit over and over again.

That girl..

We belong together.

"When you left i lost a part of me, it's still so hard to believe."

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"Just say what you mean and mean what you say. Don’t expect someone to read your mind and don’t play games with heads or hearts. Don’t tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out; half truths are no better then lies. Don’t be cold to someone you care about; indifference hurts more than angry words."