That should be me.

You know i'm gonna be there whenever, so please stop letting the little things get to you.
Just remember what i promised you, because i never told a lie. But know that, i'll be "that guy" to lend you my shoulder whenever you need it the most, i'll be there.

THAT SHOULD BE ME HOLDING YOUR HAND, THAT SHOULD BE ME MAKING YOU LAUGH, THAT SHOULD BE ME THIS IS SO SAD, THAT SHOULD BE ME THAT SHOULD BE ME, THAT SHOULD BE ME FEELING YOUR KISS, THAT SHOULD BE ME BUYING YOU GIFTS, THIS IS SO WRONG I CANT GO ON TILL YOU BELIEVE THAT SHOULD BE MEEEEE....

The past few nights have been pretty dope, meeting new people and just laughing at the most random shit, to be honest there was very little drama. Aside from that, i've been drinking the past 2 days, and getting shitfaced. I love this feeling, just letting myself loose, chilling and relaxing. I kinda fucked up here and there, but i'm on the road to redemption. I hate myself for letting myself do that, i didn't mean to and i would have never thought it would be like that. Sometimes, when you fuck up, you can't go back and relive those moments where you made a mistake on. You'd have to make up for those mistakes... I made a mistake last night, and i regret every single bit of it. We all make mistakes here and there, and sometimes other mistakes are worse than other, but this doesn't give me an excuse to make a mistake like that. It will never happen again. I'm sorry, how can i make it up to you?