Asshole move.

Honestly.
Let's talk business.

I'm sorry if i made you feel like the way you did.
It was entirely my fault. I'm an asshole and i admit it.
I hope i can make it up somehow. It's not just ice cream anymore..... I know it's gotta be more than that.

Thanks to those who've helped me out, much appreciated in giving advice.

Peace.

Let the BEAT rock.

SIgh... If it was me.. i would never wanna let you go...
"Baby the questions you ask me... sooo crazy......"

Lately i've been acting up *again* for who knows how many times.
Sorry to those who've experienced this once again......


I bought my prom ticket la... For once i'm actually stoked. I'm excited again. It's been awhile that i've been excited for something. ACtually looking forward to it.
TIE SHOPPING HERE I COME =DDDDDDD

AND GIRLL PLEASE?
I hate it to say this but, it ain't working out, at least not right now. Pretty much every song on my playlist reminds me of you. I hate this feeling and I hate how you're being so selfish and self-centered, you really need to take it slow and easy because i ain't going to travel at your speed.
See you around.

Sighzorz.

Peace losa's.
Cheng-ah's OUT.

YOU ARE MY WEATHERRR GIRLLLLL

"Girl you brought the storm, you were doing me wrong..."

HAHAHA corny ass line..... but Weather girl is such a good song. Go download that!!


My charmander is 50% done. I gotta coat it now...
He has EYES! At last.. =D



Anyhow!
Today was fcked up for me. COMPLETELY.
Im not saying this V-neck tshirt is super expensive, but what pisses me off is:
You rock this tee like twice and then you fucking dirty it. Not to mention it got on my fking headphones as well FUCK.
Yeah bleach right? fuck that shit.. i'm about to throw this piece of shit out .....


And holy fucking shit.
Went to work out at Killarney because KATTT ditched me... meanie..... but wahtevers
So i go in and "try" to pay, but the receptionist goes "YOu need orientation and you have to get your parent signature" So i borrow Billy's bike and rush home and then i just fake all the signature." And while i was riding on the bike i scraped my leg from the back.
So i get back to the community center and that bitchasss lady's like oh the supervisor at the gym is on her break now. SO WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF?
Fastforward.. i jsut ignored her and walked into the gym and someone just gave me their " green armband" so i could works out.........

THe end.
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I'm going to respect the decisions you've made......but please keep your promises.
Through this experience i've learned a valuable LIFE lesson. To take control of yourself.
This is exactly what i'll do. You rushed it, i tried to take it slow, i guess it wasn't what you wanted.
Enough said, i don't want to whine like a little girl anymore.

edits-
I'm soo confused.. i don't know where i went wrong.
Watduh HELL?

Superhumannnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Damn this song is STUCK IN MY HEAD.

"Weak.. i have been crying and crying for weeeeeeeekssss... T_T"

I don't really know anymore. I'm tryna make this work.

I flipped a coin today. Heads to just "fuck it" and tails to just keep pushing and holding on.
I landed on tails.... I guess im going to keep trying. I was telling myself maybe this isn't my game after all, but some have told me to keep trying. I hope this isn't false hope that im getting here. I don't want to be disappointed anymore, and i won't be this time.
All this time i didn't want to go to fast............ because i know i'll make mistakes...
hope you understand what i mean.
I'm not good at expressing myself..........

I'm determined..... atleast this time i really am.

This is driving me nuts right now...... i hope you know what i'm really trying to say. I really want this message to deliver.

Matured or Maturing?

Alrighties...So today was grad breakfast. Was pretty fun, and you cant go wrong with $2, for the food you got. The best part of this breakfast was that we got our Grade8 Letters, HOWEVER LOL.... mine was a grade9 letter. I have no idea where my grade8 letter went but i'm positive i submitted it, not sure why i wrote a grade9 letter? It's hilarious, because my grammar was super intensely choppy, incomplete sentences everywhere, half the shit didnt even make sense. It's okay because i understood 100% what i wrote LOL, and it brings back those memories. Reminiscing the ol' times baby..

Sigh... the letter reminded me a lot, how i use to get decent grades, compared to my "two inch across the border" marks. Comes grade10 and thats when i became in denial, i thought i could pick myself up and bring those grades back up, turns out to be a disappointment.

Damn this year went by soooo quick. I remember back in grade8 i was thinking "damn, i'll be outta here in 5more years and then it's done!" Yeah, those days are come to an end.... I know after i graduate i can't use those lame YOYO MAMA SOOO FATT jokes anymore, and every so often listen to my ipod in class.

Funny how half the write up was about a girl whom i had a crush on. It goes by the lines of some corny shit: " Oh, she gives me all the happiness in the world..." LOL AHAHAH....

All in all, i can only say one thing, Disappointment. I never met personal expectations nor did i meet any expectations from my parents. Girls.. Hahahah.... I've failed even harder in this categorie! I can never seal the deal. And thinking upon my situtation, i've been pretty much the "nice guy" or what you can call a "step-over". Got ditched numerous times, a few no shows and many unreplied texts. I learned this the hard way, which was the good way.
Experiencing this, helped me realized everything i was doing was idiotic.
I wish i had game.....
I wish i could step up my game, but i don't even know how to do that anymore, i've been defeated too many times.

Currently i feel like tides are low.... and nothing can stop you from what you're doing. But whatever, this time i really tried. If it doesn't work, i can't do anything but to say "next". I loved every minute, every second of it and i won't regret this.

Even something so simple we failed on..... i dont know what went wrong.

"I miss you" (By Jason Chan) reminds me of you, but only to a certain extent. =P LOL.
Haven't met you that long, but it feels like i've known you forever, girl...

I remember i wrote this back in November:

I WANNA TAKE IT SLOW......
Baby, why you movin' so fast
perhaps that was just the past
i've been at home missing you
the boys over there was dissing me
girl you're always out and drinking
that just got me thinking
why you at parties
i wish i could call you my shortiee..
but girl imma stay strong
i hope i didn't get this wrong
when we getting into fights
i knew you were right
i just wanna know you're that fine
its something about you that i can't define.

...Classic....

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TOMORROW! Tomorrow, i'm finally going back to ARMY night, missed out 3 weeks of attendance. And mcdonalds finally going back to chilll been months.. Kinda miss theese places. Mcdonalds has really become my second home, ironic enough to say because i barely work.

Saturday, aprils' bday dinner, dont even know what to get her yet... Shet. And i need to go Tie Shopping at LeChateau.
Who's down?! =D


Rain in Spain,
Peace in the Middle East.

Sometimes...

Sometimes i wish i knew what you were thinking.........
Sometimes i wish things were easier........
Sometimes i wish i could be in the same league .....
Sometimes i wish i didnt blow my chances
Sometimes i wish i took more risk
Sometimes i wish i didn't have to think twiceee
Sometimes i wish i could be pwnage...
Sometimes i wish i was better at Dota, i still suck
Sometimes i wish i wasn't a noob
Sometimes i wish i was better with them chickz
Sometimes i wish i had better jokes LOLOL
Sometimes i wish i can just level up and be a pro sauce.


Sometimes.......

"How Do you Sleep?"

"Heel my heart... heallll my pain..."

I really want to show you i'm not like any other kid out there, i want to be different i want to stand out. And i will...
If things dont go the way i(we) want it to, then i guess we weren't ment to be. It's okay LA... ^_^ V

Changed the picture, it really reflects upon my situation. Charmander will evole at level 16. I hope i level up too.... sigh.

Sigh, i've had my phone for about 2 years now, and within these 2 years i've taken probably close to 1500 pictures with it. Now my memory card is full. Peace.
A few that i really liked:

HAHA i missed my hair when it was actually "long"...
sigh...


AHAHA BEE BEE has a new Gangsta jacket....
sigh.. i remember the days that he was still a puppy...


After nearly 2 years im still sticking around mcdonalds, and yes i still work there.
Sometimes it gets really really boring, but when im working with people within my age range i found it really chill and fun. HAHA throwing food at each other in the back ^_^ V


This was about a year ago LOLOL HAHA!
beeing Ghetto.


I just like this pose, i dont know why =P



Shet boy, i miss this hair cut so much. One of my favorites.
I regret joining the army now. I have to maintain a short hair style..


Oh Jeez AHHA JXW and I pimping it out with our shades! LOLOL
FUNNIES!


Grad write up, sigh...... i still remember what i wrote clearly.... YOu'll seee what i wrote when we get our year book.


Sexy Leon HAHAHA ^_^ V.... funny

Obviously press "OK".
Don't think twice about that either.
K thx.


My beloved cousin, whom i grew up with......
HAHA... back in grade 2 when i lived with her i used to always get into fights with her =P LOL


SLow Down... sometimes i wish things can just slow down. It's going too fast lately.


Damn, i really enjoy just fucking around at coffee shops with wifi, or anywhere with free wifi in general. It's a new hobbie just chilling, whether it's with a friend or even by myself.
When im by myself i usually reflect on my day and just chill and surf the net.


Holy shit. Next time i come back i better not loose my ipod again, and i better own up the slopes! ROARRRRRR


Fuck........ my sister(she's 1 year younger) passed and i failed. such a good day for me..


muahaha baby bother forced to take pics pics.


Yesterday found this at some anime store. HAHAA guess what this is. =)


HOLYSHIT UGGS ARE SOO COMFY.
SHIET BOY. It's like "i'm stepping on my dog while walking.."
LOLOL "Are uggs made out of sheep fur?" LOL AHAHAHHAHA
;)


Dayum.... what a picture filled post........

Enjoy.

Lc21 out.