"Took an oath imma stick it out to the end."

Holy shit. I have so much i want to say, but i'll try to keep it at a minimum.
Words can't express how i feel right now. It's like the world is turning, well it is but guess what? Tomorrow will be the last "full day" and the last day 2 ever. WoW. I really hate this part.
I remember some of you thought i was fucked up or however you want to describe me with ugly words, i don't give. I just am who i am, yanno? It can't be more simple than that. I learned to not give a flying ___ about what people think and say about me.
Yeah i remember every year i'd get into fist fights and all you noobs would be like wow man stop fighting and all those lame ass lectures. They did really shape me for who i am today.
And i remember telling you guys how much i'm into this girl or that girl, in the end you know the results already. HA! In regards to the yearbook comments, LOL! "Go get a girlfriend." AHAHAH I laugh!
You know that saying, " you don't know what you've got until it's gone?" Damn man, i really know what i have now. As gay as it sounds, you people were true to me and that's all i needed from you people. Nothing more, nothing less, it's just enough.

Looking forward to the " What time is it? It's Lunch time" facebook event on wednesday, some of you people i'll probably NEVER EVER see in my life time again.












Lunch Buddies, it's almost time to say good bye. The road is almost coming to an end. Let it be the best "lunch time" ever tomorrow.



Holy shit, i've never had something so good. It's not something spectacular at all, in fact it's pretty simple. But it felt like the best shit i've had. Sometimes i never knew even the cheapest, easiest home made shit could taste like the best food in the whole wide world. And the answer is because you're not eating it alone. You're eating it with your family.



I just can't explain..
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And for you. I can't explain either. It just that feeling." OH WAT A FEEELING.. THANKS FOR BELIEVING... " HAHA! It's just that feeling, a feeling i can't explain either. Your presence fills my heart up, when the tank is low. I don't know where i stand right now, and i don't care either whethere it'd be first place or last, it doesn't matter anymore "cause i ain't like that."
Hopefully we'll chill soon, i've got lotsa story telling to tell and lots to catch up on.

Peace

"It's you and me, we're moving at the speed of light.."

Tomorrow will be the last monday ever and ever for my highschool days. Shit it just feels soo weird, as much as i hate to complain like a girl, but i can't just get over the point that we're graduating. I remember last year looking up to the grade 12's when i was in grade 11, it was kinda hard to see the grade 12's leave. Some might go to school to pursue their dreams, others might just stick around go find an $8 an hour job for their rest of their life, i mean $9 an hour** maybe $10 if you're lucky. Whatever makes no difference. Sometimes i wish i was white, they have it the easy way out, yanno? Being asian, more specifically chinese is pretty darn lame. Our chinese parents only care about university and nothing else. I hate this. After all i'm pretty "white wash" don't you think? =P

This weekend was pretty wasted, but it was pretty chilling. I actually save money from not eating out so often. And currently i don't even know if i'll be going to training camp this july, cause those people aren't sure if there's a course running. FUCKING LAME. Fucking last minute, if i don't go to training camp i'll probably go to summer school + work a parttime job.
I HATE THIS SHIT.


"it's you and me, we're moving at the speed of light!"



It's too soon, this isn't cool anymore.


And only if you were there to sit with me on the bench... LOL



It's cheap but it gets the job done!

That was quite a show

Alrighties. So I finally got my yearbook. This year feels really different from last year. Yanno?
That feeling that you won't see those people anymore, and maybe forever. It's too depresssing thinking about that shit already. 3 more days. 3 more fucking days until its really, and finally over. And for the exams, i don't give a flying fuck anymore. Probably bombed my chemistry final. It's kinda gay, i'm out of vancouver in 3weeks. I hate this part right now.

In regards to school marks, is there a reason to try anymore?

















Enjoy.

I'm in love once again

Alright guy's. If you guys don't know Micaela Reyes, you better go get yourself a check up.

I have feelings that she's gonna make it big. ANd she's only 16. Fell inlove with her voice(yeah shes attractive too) when i was searching up youtube covers. Errrr thats about it for now.
I can't believe she accepted me a friend HAHA.. Stalker much?

I have a crush on her already <33333 too bad she lives in Ontario. What a bummer!




EDITTT--
So i've recently concluded that, shopping is the only thing that brings me happiness in my life right now. You know that saying " Money can't buy happiness." Yah not to a certain extent, but for me it does. I'm pretty satisfied with everything right now, i have almost everything i want. Only the money in the bank is going MIA. You can always make that money back anyway, so i ain't worried. Call me materialistic, i don't give a fly.

Can you imagine school next fall? I mean you won't be seeing the same people you've seen for the past 5 years. It's a change. It feels like it's almost complete, that one moment that you were always waiting for. It's just here now, awaiting for itself to end and close it's doors.
"It's a feeling i can't explain."
Tomorrow will be Thrusday. And it will be the last Thrusday of highschool, forever.
Damn, i know college is gonna suck ballz already. I hear it's gonna be harder to earn marks especially if i want to transfer and it's gonna suck more because it's even harder to make friends.
It's almost the end of the road for me, which way do i turn? Left or right? Can i please make a u-turn instead?

This suxs balls.

Just Friends

This is what i feel like right now.

Remember what i said earlier? Perhaps you don't really anymore, but to get to the point.
"Just friends even if it doesn't work out." Man why does every nice guy end up in the friendzone? I mean we're just the average joe tryna get what we want, but in a nicer way.

I had to get this off my chest.

EDIT EDIT




Piz.

And she will be loved.

" I don't mind spending everyday, out on your corner in the pouring rain......"


Hey. What's UP?
So lately i've been pretty stressed out due to the fact that school's almost over and that tests are piling up by the minute as we speak. Err, soo i just found out i failed my chemistry test. What a great way to finish off the year eh? Eh, for one thing i know i can't blame anyone but for myself. Sometime's i wish i didn't meet you. I'll admit it, you're attractive and all, and you drew all my attention away from school. Kinda regret it now. It ain't worth it after all. Nothing but a waste of time. "Cause the truth hurts...."

This week, i have about 4 tests. 2 being history, 1 being chemistry and the other ENGLISH <3. The only course i think i'm doing well in is ENGLISH. WootWoot.

I can't wait until the weekend, even though if i have nothing to do, but to message everyone on my msn list and tell them i'm bored. Loser ville eh? Yeah pretty much, but whatever. For the past few weeks it's always been just doing whatever randomly with the most random people. Never would i thought of chilling with people that i disliked. I guess you just have to get used to it and accept people for who they really are whether you hate their guts and want to smash the livin' hell outta them. "Sometimes you really have to bite your tongue."

On the other hand..
Who's down to take fit pictures this weekend?
Who's down to go for ice cream at dq this weekend?
Who's down for nightmarket this weekend?


For now, let the studying begin.
Peace.

I believe in Boredism

I'll let the pictures do the talking, just went to starbucks for a pit stop, more to come, more to satisfy...





















































A little word from ME:
So currently i've been thinking a lot. First of all i would like to talk about NBA. I am pretty pissed off that Orlando won against Cleveland, it's just ridiculous. I was banking on a Cleveland vs Laker showdown. Guess that didn't happen.
So school's out in 2weeks. This year went by way too quickly, i wish time would just slow the fuck down. It feels like everyone's in a rush while i'm the only one taking my time. I guess that's not how it works anymore. I kinda regret not chilin' with the lunch buddy as much as i did last year. This year was a pretty lame, so much drama, and everyone's getting fed up with each other. I mean if you hate someone might as well just tell them straight up instead of staring em down all day long. Like they all say "Only the Strong survive." So live up to your standards and just say what you mean.

As for graduation, i think all of you are thinking the same thing, that one bittersweet moment where you and your friends may never talk or see each other again. Not so much friends in that sense but more like acquaintances. Yanno, the Hi and What's up how you doing kinda thing in the hallway when you see them every tuesday and thrusday right after lunch. Damn i really think that i won't be talking to the lunach buddies after highschool anymore. Feels like we barely even talk other then when we're eating lunch together, rarely talk on msn or even through the phone anymore, even worse we barely hang out anymore. I could remember that time when we'd always go out for bubble tea at bubble world or honolulu cafe right after school but now all you mofos are always working or too busy. Too busy to even pick up a goddamn phone. Again, maybe see you around?

And for army camp this summer, ya'll better hope i don't come home early. If i come home early and ask you to come out to chill, you'll probably know what happened.... (fyi if you didnt know, it means that i failedd to complete training)

This is all i can think of right now, more to come, more to satisfy.



Done.