Hey Bitches

Alright. Let's get it started in here.
So i'm not going to army camp in july. I am absolutely pisssleddd off that it's cancelled.
There goes all my setbacks. Yanno, i'm at boiling point right now because all this time i thought i was 100% on the course, but instead they cancel the whole friggin' thing. Not cool. Could of gottten another job by now, could of probably sign up for summer school, could of done a lot of other shit. FUCK MY LIFE.

Another thing to bring up is, the amount of times you call me in a day. Holy fuck, first off are you fucking gay? No homo dude, you're cool and all sometimes but you're so fucking annoying, you're not my girlfriend so stop fucking calling me, and no i'm not bored like you homo. I really think i should get the "unlimited incoming" calls for my phone now. You're pathetic man, i hope you're reading this too because you really should stop calling.. Bitchnizz get out.

I am mad sauce.


I like these.. you're soo sexy



LOOK AT EM'. I finally brought em' home after locker clean out. THey've been in my locker since forever. I can finally rock em soon.


Sometimes i think you're the only light to the darkness in my life....
=)



You gotta eat this shit man. It's soo damn good.

Im Out for now.

PS. ANd yes stop calling me i hate you so fucking much for calling me every single day. SOmetimes i question myself if i'm gay because i entertain you for picking up and talking for long hours. I hate my life. You know who you are, you fucking jackass..

So This is IT?

You heard me. THIS IS IT! I feel like i'm repeating myself all over again, but i have to write it anyway, just for the heck of it!

So yes, school's done. No more 7:30am wake ups(Hopefully), no more skipping out on service and leadership12. LOL. MAn what a blast highschool was. It's kinda surprising how i thought so many of you would go to university but it turns out that all night craming session for that one test just didnt cut it. So a majority of us are going to langara. This is a good thing i'd say because, i'll see a lot of you guys again. And for the rest who are going to university hopefully i'll you guys too.
KIT. KEEP IN TOUCH =). Oh yeah sorry about the "WHAT TIME IS IT? IT'S LUNCH TIME" my organizing skills was horrible, i didn't put enough time into it, but whatever it's over with so i'm glad we all had fun and laughs. Well all in all, today felt like a day, where i will probably never see some of you again. Sighs........ excluding the time where we'll be all writing our english provincials because what are the chances of us talking? Probably 0.


Omfg..... will you marry me?


This just made my day.




AWWW SO CUTE LA.


This is just priceless












Stussy party was decent considering the free drinks that we got. You can't complain about free stuff. Hopefully there will be another party like this again. SO down for it.


For now this is i can think of, more to write when i gather more thoughts!--

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I just thought of something. I find it kinda lame if you're planning to work after highschool. Like would you really wanna make that extra money just to buy your designer purse. You say you will go back to school that following semester or even year after, but on the reality side, will you really have that motivation to do so? The question will most likely be no. I'm not tryna point fingers but this is just my opinion. But yes, say you make 12/hr an hour at some retail place as manager, hahaha. 12/hr? how much is that? I'm estimating like what 20 a year after taxes? Pretty sad if you ask me? So gather up your education before thinking about that designer purse again. Of course you can always use ur student loan to buy that shit or ask your daddie or mommie. YAnno the deal.

PIECE IT OUT

" If i could go back and make it happen fast, don't you know i would Baby if i could. "

First off watch that. I find this song really meaningful for some odd reason. Should of done this for solo - over -artist instead. You may think it's just umbrella, but if you listen carefully this verison just sounds different from all the above, it's just that much better.

All aside, TOMORROW IS THE LAST AND FINAL DAY of school. And than it's gonna be all testing after, which i'm sure some of you don't even care anymore. Hopefully ya'll live up to your standards and make that dream come true. For me, highschool's been a journey. Like she said " What is highschool without drama?" That's soo damn true, what is it without that drama, that bitch fighting, that fist fighting and all that jazz to go along with it.
You people better find me when you guys plan shits or i'll be mad sauce at you. And for some of you guys, see you in 10.*Guys remember to submit your reunion letter *


Had some fun today with the bestfriends, who've helped me with my "gal" problems. Thanks!
You 2 have been great, and obviously keep in touch, isn't that like obvious? Plus i'm bestfriend #1, so i ain't going nowhere. Oh yeah but for the summer i'll be gone, get someone to replace me temporarily but of course i know they can't ever take my spot, because i'm better =).






The rollercoaster ride is coming to an end, now i'm off to the next ride.

Sigh...

"Took an oath imma stick it out to the end."

Holy shit. I have so much i want to say, but i'll try to keep it at a minimum.
Words can't express how i feel right now. It's like the world is turning, well it is but guess what? Tomorrow will be the last "full day" and the last day 2 ever. WoW. I really hate this part.
I remember some of you thought i was fucked up or however you want to describe me with ugly words, i don't give. I just am who i am, yanno? It can't be more simple than that. I learned to not give a flying ___ about what people think and say about me.
Yeah i remember every year i'd get into fist fights and all you noobs would be like wow man stop fighting and all those lame ass lectures. They did really shape me for who i am today.
And i remember telling you guys how much i'm into this girl or that girl, in the end you know the results already. HA! In regards to the yearbook comments, LOL! "Go get a girlfriend." AHAHAH I laugh!
You know that saying, " you don't know what you've got until it's gone?" Damn man, i really know what i have now. As gay as it sounds, you people were true to me and that's all i needed from you people. Nothing more, nothing less, it's just enough.

Looking forward to the " What time is it? It's Lunch time" facebook event on wednesday, some of you people i'll probably NEVER EVER see in my life time again.












Lunch Buddies, it's almost time to say good bye. The road is almost coming to an end. Let it be the best "lunch time" ever tomorrow.



Holy shit, i've never had something so good. It's not something spectacular at all, in fact it's pretty simple. But it felt like the best shit i've had. Sometimes i never knew even the cheapest, easiest home made shit could taste like the best food in the whole wide world. And the answer is because you're not eating it alone. You're eating it with your family.



I just can't explain..
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And for you. I can't explain either. It just that feeling." OH WAT A FEEELING.. THANKS FOR BELIEVING... " HAHA! It's just that feeling, a feeling i can't explain either. Your presence fills my heart up, when the tank is low. I don't know where i stand right now, and i don't care either whethere it'd be first place or last, it doesn't matter anymore "cause i ain't like that."
Hopefully we'll chill soon, i've got lotsa story telling to tell and lots to catch up on.

Peace

"It's you and me, we're moving at the speed of light.."

Tomorrow will be the last monday ever and ever for my highschool days. Shit it just feels soo weird, as much as i hate to complain like a girl, but i can't just get over the point that we're graduating. I remember last year looking up to the grade 12's when i was in grade 11, it was kinda hard to see the grade 12's leave. Some might go to school to pursue their dreams, others might just stick around go find an $8 an hour job for their rest of their life, i mean $9 an hour** maybe $10 if you're lucky. Whatever makes no difference. Sometimes i wish i was white, they have it the easy way out, yanno? Being asian, more specifically chinese is pretty darn lame. Our chinese parents only care about university and nothing else. I hate this. After all i'm pretty "white wash" don't you think? =P

This weekend was pretty wasted, but it was pretty chilling. I actually save money from not eating out so often. And currently i don't even know if i'll be going to training camp this july, cause those people aren't sure if there's a course running. FUCKING LAME. Fucking last minute, if i don't go to training camp i'll probably go to summer school + work a parttime job.
I HATE THIS SHIT.


"it's you and me, we're moving at the speed of light!"



It's too soon, this isn't cool anymore.


And only if you were there to sit with me on the bench... LOL



It's cheap but it gets the job done!

That was quite a show

Alrighties. So I finally got my yearbook. This year feels really different from last year. Yanno?
That feeling that you won't see those people anymore, and maybe forever. It's too depresssing thinking about that shit already. 3 more days. 3 more fucking days until its really, and finally over. And for the exams, i don't give a flying fuck anymore. Probably bombed my chemistry final. It's kinda gay, i'm out of vancouver in 3weeks. I hate this part right now.

In regards to school marks, is there a reason to try anymore?

















Enjoy.

I'm in love once again

Alright guy's. If you guys don't know Micaela Reyes, you better go get yourself a check up.

I have feelings that she's gonna make it big. ANd she's only 16. Fell inlove with her voice(yeah shes attractive too) when i was searching up youtube covers. Errrr thats about it for now.
I can't believe she accepted me a friend HAHA.. Stalker much?

I have a crush on her already <33333 too bad she lives in Ontario. What a bummer!




EDITTT--
So i've recently concluded that, shopping is the only thing that brings me happiness in my life right now. You know that saying " Money can't buy happiness." Yah not to a certain extent, but for me it does. I'm pretty satisfied with everything right now, i have almost everything i want. Only the money in the bank is going MIA. You can always make that money back anyway, so i ain't worried. Call me materialistic, i don't give a fly.

Can you imagine school next fall? I mean you won't be seeing the same people you've seen for the past 5 years. It's a change. It feels like it's almost complete, that one moment that you were always waiting for. It's just here now, awaiting for itself to end and close it's doors.
"It's a feeling i can't explain."
Tomorrow will be Thrusday. And it will be the last Thrusday of highschool, forever.
Damn, i know college is gonna suck ballz already. I hear it's gonna be harder to earn marks especially if i want to transfer and it's gonna suck more because it's even harder to make friends.
It's almost the end of the road for me, which way do i turn? Left or right? Can i please make a u-turn instead?

This suxs balls.