FML

Fuck words can't describe how bunk school is right now. It's pretty shit-holed. Yanno it's like a feeling where you can't make friends. FUCK.... great way to start school, everyone looked unwelcoming as well. In my first class(criminology) there was probably about 20-25 guys and 3girls. How sad is that, and one of the girls was from my biology 11 class and another guy is from my eng8 class. Sadness.
Hopefully tomorrow is a better day.

Who's down to be my new lunch better? PLEASE I NEED NEW BUDDIES la.

SUMMER I WANT YOU BACK SO BAD...

Is she the one?

To be honest, i didn't mean to be cocky or anything but i couldn't help that thinking i was good at the game, or was it her that was good at the game. I knew things were proceeding a little too quick, wayyy too quick. I remember last time that this happened, everything went wrong.
One sentence to describe it, "I'm NOT feelin' it." At least, not until she proves herself to be a keeper.

I can't wait for school to start tomorrow, back to my old routine. Summer 09, holyshit what a blast, didn't hang out with some people that i thought i was going to, but nonetheless it's all good. Summer 09 actually felt busier than the school year. Hopefully i'll do well in my studies, a fresh start is always good. Catch ya'll later, gotta get some rest for tomorrow.


PEACE,
PTE CHENG OUT

i'm the man, she's the girl...

Soo today was a pretty good night, this whole week has been fun for me. WOrking at pne, tuttimelon, partying it up with the co-workers, going to seattle to pick up some slick kicks. Whatta week.
So, i'll let the pictures do some talking.


















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P.S. i like you michelle.

Bye.

SHe's damn sexy and i like her

So today, i pretty much hooked up with a random chick at PNE. Amazing eh?
It's funny, i was soo noob and i kept asking for advice before. Now i'm actually making this happen, its too fun, and i can't stop, i'm meeting new people everyday, whether its just names or even numbers.
To be honest she's not the typical type i would go for, but damn, she just came onto me which even was better, so i just played "my game." And she fell for it!

Best days i've had so far this year.... damn girrrrrrrrr movies with her tomorrow!

More pics. to come.

I got a feeeling....

I got a feeeling tonight's gonna be a good, good night.

Indeed it was, regardless of what happened earlier in the afternoon.
So this whole "gaming" thing is going pretty well for me, i've made lotsa progress since the last time i've actually talked to a girl that i didn't know. ANd i went for my langara upass and student id, didn't make a lot of small talks with people but i will on wednesday when we have our orientation!
Went to Metro today with andrew, went into J2 and damn there was this fine ass chick. I knew she did some sort of modelling thats why she got hired soo quickly by J2 anyway.
So it all went down, i approached her and made a few small talks here and there. IT was like bam, "i got this shit." Overall i got the "facebook-close," next time i'm determined to get a "number-close." It's cool, we made a deal, if i teach her cantonese, she'll go to the movies with me.
HAHA win-win situation for me.

However in another situation, i find it a "lose-lose" situation for me.
I don't know what i'm doing wrong but why you gots to be such a bitch, feels like it's round 2. For fuck sakes, lets replay this and bring it back to round 1. Fuck this. Done.


And today tryna look fly, maybe first time trying throughout the whole summer.

Fuck everytime i get outside of my backyard there's that creepyass lady named amy that keeps eavesdropping on whatever the fuck we do. It's scary, she spies on us too, LITERALLY. I believe she got dumped by her husband and its only her and her dog living in that house. And she was looking out the windows(as always) and seeing what i was doing............. freaks the shit outta me.


CAN'T SEE ME. Oh yeah and i got a haircut, gotta keep that dope fresh stylinz'.

Best of lucks,
Private cheng is out.

On an educated guess, you thought you won, but you lost girl.

Dear dairy,

It's funny how guys could fight and have beef with each other throughout high school. On a single night everything would be all good again after graduating. I guess the only solution to this is drinking with each other. Yesterday was a night, where everyone and everything was just laid back, nothing to worry about. I wish there were more days like these. Hopefully they'll be a lot more of these once i start college.

I'm pretty happy that she invited me to go to a party with her and pne, however i didn't really bother so i denied both invites. Nonetheless, i know she will never go out with me in on serious date, i think i might be too immature for her and she might be too old and high maintenance for me. Sometimes things just don't work out for whatever reasons. I believe friendzone is as far as i go. The end is the start to a new beginning, so why not leave a good impression regardless of what the result is. She's cool and i'm kinda cool too, lets just leave it like this.

--edit
After 3good games of basketball, i finally realize that losing 3 games in a roll was pretty disappointing. I thought i had it all along, but every close clinch second i loose the game.
What i'm tryna say is, everytime i think i have a grasp of something, i always let it slip away because i don't hold onto it tight enough. Something i gotta work on.... sigh


Cheers,
Private Cheng.

this isn't right, but who cares anyway?

Damn, for work i'm kinda ticked off at the fact that i'm getting no shifts with her whatsoever. So it'll be like impossible to see her. Damn, and fml!
Today i got a text in the morning asking if i wanted to work 1-5.30, without even thinking i said yes because i remembered she said she would work today. So than just about 1.5hr before work starts, my manager tells me that it's actually 7-closing instead. SO FUCK THAT SHIT.

Working at PNE, is hella fun, well it was fun for a bit and than it got really repetitive, but why am i complaining again? My job is so easy that it's not even funny, i'm getting paid $94 a day i believe and $13 for lunch, so that's not bad for just standing around asking kids if they want an airforce tattoo and helping them up onto the trucks. And after i work i even got to go on some of the rides for free, how cool is that?!

September schedule for tuttimelon is pretty gay for me. I'm getting some of the shittiest shifts, the shifts i'm partnered up with will be hella boring.

Welps looking forward to Langara's orientation this coming wednesday. Looking forward to seeing some of you guys there!

edit--
Today's party was pretty cool. Thoguht it was gonna be bunk like last time, but damn more and more people showed up, ended up being a pretty GOOD night. Thanks ya'llz.
Anyhow, pretty excited for this coming week, visited her today at work, so it's all good. HAHA.

Piece.