Saturday, June 6, 2009

That was quite a show

Alrighties. So I finally got my yearbook. This year feels really different from last year. Yanno?
That feeling that you won't see those people anymore, and maybe forever. It's too depresssing thinking about that shit already. 3 more days. 3 more fucking days until its really, and finally over. And for the exams, i don't give a flying fuck anymore. Probably bombed my chemistry final. It's kinda gay, i'm out of vancouver in 3weeks. I hate this part right now.

In regards to school marks, is there a reason to try anymore?

















Enjoy.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

I'm in love once again


Alright guy's. If you guys don't know Micaela Reyes, you better go get yourself a check up.

I have feelings that she's gonna make it big. ANd she's only 16. Fell inlove with her voice(yeah shes attractive too) when i was searching up youtube covers. Errrr thats about it for now.
I can't believe she accepted me a friend HAHA.. Stalker much?

I have a crush on her already <33333 too bad she lives in Ontario. What a bummer!




EDITTT--
So i've recently concluded that, shopping is the only thing that brings me happiness in my life right now. You know that saying " Money can't buy happiness." Yah not to a certain extent, but for me it does. I'm pretty satisfied with everything right now, i have almost everything i want. Only the money in the bank is going MIA. You can always make that money back anyway, so i ain't worried. Call me materialistic, i don't give a fly.

Can you imagine school next fall? I mean you won't be seeing the same people you've seen for the past 5 years. It's a change. It feels like it's almost complete, that one moment that you were always waiting for. It's just here now, awaiting for itself to end and close it's doors.
"It's a feeling i can't explain."
Tomorrow will be Thrusday. And it will be the last Thrusday of highschool, forever.
Damn, i know college is gonna suck ballz already. I hear it's gonna be harder to earn marks especially if i want to transfer and it's gonna suck more because it's even harder to make friends.
It's almost the end of the road for me, which way do i turn? Left or right? Can i please make a u-turn instead?

This suxs balls.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Just Friends



This is what i feel like right now.

Remember what i said earlier? Perhaps you don't really anymore, but to get to the point.
"Just friends even if it doesn't work out." Man why does every nice guy end up in the friendzone? I mean we're just the average joe tryna get what we want, but in a nicer way.

I had to get this off my chest.

EDIT EDIT




Piz.

Monday, June 1, 2009

And she will be loved.


" I don't mind spending everyday, out on your corner in the pouring rain......"


Hey. What's UP?
So lately i've been pretty stressed out due to the fact that school's almost over and that tests are piling up by the minute as we speak. Err, soo i just found out i failed my chemistry test. What a great way to finish off the year eh? Eh, for one thing i know i can't blame anyone but for myself. Sometime's i wish i didn't meet you. I'll admit it, you're attractive and all, and you drew all my attention away from school. Kinda regret it now. It ain't worth it after all. Nothing but a waste of time. "Cause the truth hurts...."

This week, i have about 4 tests. 2 being history, 1 being chemistry and the other ENGLISH <3. The only course i think i'm doing well in is ENGLISH. WootWoot.

I can't wait until the weekend, even though if i have nothing to do, but to message everyone on my msn list and tell them i'm bored. Loser ville eh? Yeah pretty much, but whatever. For the past few weeks it's always been just doing whatever randomly with the most random people. Never would i thought of chilling with people that i disliked. I guess you just have to get used to it and accept people for who they really are whether you hate their guts and want to smash the livin' hell outta them. "Sometimes you really have to bite your tongue."

On the other hand..
Who's down to take fit pictures this weekend?
Who's down to go for ice cream at dq this weekend?
Who's down for nightmarket this weekend?


For now, let the studying begin.
Peace.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

I believe in Boredism

I'll let the pictures do the talking, just went to starbucks for a pit stop, more to come, more to satisfy...





















































A little word from ME:
So currently i've been thinking a lot. First of all i would like to talk about NBA. I am pretty pissed off that Orlando won against Cleveland, it's just ridiculous. I was banking on a Cleveland vs Laker showdown. Guess that didn't happen.
So school's out in 2weeks. This year went by way too quickly, i wish time would just slow the fuck down. It feels like everyone's in a rush while i'm the only one taking my time. I guess that's not how it works anymore. I kinda regret not chilin' with the lunch buddy as much as i did last year. This year was a pretty lame, so much drama, and everyone's getting fed up with each other. I mean if you hate someone might as well just tell them straight up instead of staring em down all day long. Like they all say "Only the Strong survive." So live up to your standards and just say what you mean.

As for graduation, i think all of you are thinking the same thing, that one bittersweet moment where you and your friends may never talk or see each other again. Not so much friends in that sense but more like acquaintances. Yanno, the Hi and What's up how you doing kinda thing in the hallway when you see them every tuesday and thrusday right after lunch. Damn i really think that i won't be talking to the lunach buddies after highschool anymore. Feels like we barely even talk other then when we're eating lunch together, rarely talk on msn or even through the phone anymore, even worse we barely hang out anymore. I could remember that time when we'd always go out for bubble tea at bubble world or honolulu cafe right after school but now all you mofos are always working or too busy. Too busy to even pick up a goddamn phone. Again, maybe see you around?

And for army camp this summer, ya'll better hope i don't come home early. If i come home early and ask you to come out to chill, you'll probably know what happened.... (fyi if you didnt know, it means that i failedd to complete training)

This is all i can think of right now, more to come, more to satisfy.



Done.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Nigguh SHiet.


Currently just cooling down from intense study for chemistry. Fuck i really hate this chapter. Never gonna touch chemistry in my life again. After all chemistry fucked up my average, great going.

And yeah, i'm thinking of making some Vlog's now because i find that whatever i write is soo freaking repetitive, i need to spice things up a bit. So i'm going to find how to record videos and upload them. If they go well i might upload to youtube.
Thinking about what to sing for Solo-Over-Artist for Choir-ism. 36/7X. So i'l probably be singing on tuesday. These are the songs i have in mind right now, Forever, Leavin', No One Tattoo Where is the love remix by Boyceavenue, and With You.
HELP ME OUT GUYZ

And right now it's 12;55am as i'm writing this entry. I should be sleeping right now but i think i'm going to skip first block again, just angers me when i think about what i got for 2nd term. Err' one's sooo tired lately i can only wait until june 13th =D... Woot Woot, SKu'z out but intense studying again. Only if smart people didn't exist, that would make my life much easier, but on the other hand what would technology be without them?

And back on track with the life of leon, how boring does that sound..? If you're just wondering i'll give you a few updates.
School - you know the deal already, it's soo damn repetitive everyday wake up at 7.30 or atleast i try to, if not skip first block and wake up at 9.30 and get to class by 10.15. And thennnnn go to class, eat lunch with the lunch buddies and than go home. At home watch tv, surf net, attempt to do homework and than eat dinner watch more tv or go out to mcdix and find some snacks. Maybe workout 2-3times a week if i'm feeling energetic.
Speaking of lunch buddies, i wonder how that will be when we part ways and head to university. Will we ever speak of lunch buddies again? Will we even eat lunch like the way we do now? It's all questions that i don't have the answer to, frankly i don't really want to know either because it won't matter anymore or soon it enough it won't. Everyone's gonna do their own shit, get a sexy job, drive their ferrari's and buy the 2million homes. Heck where will i stand? Maybe on the top of the mountain? HA!

Love - Quite honestly, nothing much really. Just chilling, and "browsing." And you know that line " There's plenty of fish in the sea" it's soo cliche but that's what im doing right now, and i'm search for "her." How about you introduce a few and we'll mingle, perhaps jingle? LOL!
You know after all those disappointments, it wasn't that bad after all, because all in all it has made me a stronger person, it's given me the fire and the attitude of not to just look for that "her" but to dive deep and to see if i'm loosing my dignity and pride just to be with that special "her." I mean, so many people are there just throwing their love life out their, it's soo "available." You know, like one day's its benny falling inlove with jessica, and then benny finds out that jessica is cheating and so on, it just doesn't feel right anymore. AND exclude all those exceptions such as "omfg jessica was my first" or or " she was the finest thing ever to me".
Holy and facebook, hahaha, not to mention a few names, but damn. Freeeek, like just stick with that "guy" and just chill yanno, and stop updating your fking relationship status, friday it's "Johnny LEE" and then on monday it's "Bobby Yeung" yeah you know what and then the next friday it's gonna be fking " Harry Wang" ????? I'm thinking "ATTENTION WHORE" ALERT ALERT.... ANd then when i ask you " WHY THE FUCK DO YOU KEEP CHANGING IT?" Don't give me the answer "We're just playing around." What do you think love's a joke now? Might as well go tell your little brother a riddle that you got off the internet.. Yeah you fuckers, holy@#!@!!! Facebookers with like 231231232131232131312(literally) pictures kinda tick me off to, why not just go make a freaking online album(photobucket or flickr, fyi) so that not everyone has to seee it, your thinking "DONT CLICK ON HER ALBUM THAN!" Well my response to that would be " why not just stop taking pictures soo often of yourself" CAUSE YOU FULL OF IT.... Plus, do we really need to see 20 out of 30 pictures of your face with the infamous honger pose with another few of those random ones..Nigguh shet.

If you feel me, than you got the message. *yes this is freaking bias*


Sorry for the rant but i had to speak up and speak the truth. No offense to anyone in particular, and i mean it =).

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Around the Corner.

Alrighties guys it's time i blog about my life again.

SO lately i've been just chilling out and relaxing, and livin' life to the fullest.




However here's the thing, for the whole chapter of Chemistry12, i didn't pay attention. GOod game Good game, and barely did the homework. I hate falling behind and than the next thing you know there's a fucking test on thrusday. Now i gots to cram. You're probably wondering what the hell i'm doing here. My answer would be that i'm just "chilling" again and relaxing before i go back to some more cramming session. Fuck, i wish i didn't get myself into this "mess" it was just like the same ol' "summer lover" thing again, however this ended much quicker. It was like i became soo occupied with whatever i was doing, i had no intention to study and work hard anymore. So much for university, langara it is?

Maybe the easy way out is the best way out.

Final's are coming around the corner. Sigh, soo much for the Friday jammin' and the Saturday kickin'. For the next 2-3weeks it's gonna be intense studying, atleast i hope so.

Soooo ya'll take it easy and rest lots, don't over study, just study and if you fail at least you know you tried, right? For me, i've been sleeping in EVERYDAY now.. LOL, it's becoming a habit, skipping first blocks for day 1(Leadership) and day2 (Service). YOu can consider them boring courses. Heck i can't even sleep earlier than 1am now, such a bad habit to get into. If i sleep too early it feels like that i'm missing out on a lot of things.

For you, i hope you're sleeping tight and dont let the bed bugs won't bite. Maybe put on a jacket or two at night cause it gets soo damn friggin' cold during the night. I've come to realization that i've had my blog for nearly a year. A big freakingg year. Yanno? It's like Obama's celebration for being president for one year, except it just my blog. I went through most of my post within this "1 year" and some of them i don't even remember blogging about. Funny eh? More interesting shit to come, and more fly pictures. Suggestions, ideas, criticism are also welcome, just keep the criticism to a minimum. THANKZ nigz.

Edit-
So recently i've been reading up some articles and looking through forums for random stuff. I've noticed that people are pretty greedy. Say i'd offer someone 30 dollars for a tshirt on ebay, but he wants 33 and he's dead firm on 33, i'd say that would be a jack move. I would say girls are the same, not mentioning any names and pointing out fingers but i'm speaking as a whole. Girls are fking greedy. Why you may ask...? Alrighties, so girl's they'll always aim for what they want, if they can't get it, they'll do whatever they can to achieve it. Actually everyone is greedy not just girls. Sorry Gal's, but i had to use you as my example. I hope that made sense LOL..


BLEH!

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