Alrighties...So today was grad breakfast. Was pretty fun, and you cant go wrong with $2, for the food you got. The best part of this breakfast was that we got our Grade8 Letters, HOWEVER LOL.... mine was a grade9 letter. I have no idea where my grade8 letter went but i'm positive i submitted it, not sure why i wrote a grade9 letter? It's hilarious, because my grammar was super intensely choppy, incomplete sentences everywhere, half the shit didnt even make sense. It's okay because i understood 100% what i wrote LOL, and it brings back those memories. Reminiscing the ol' times baby..
Sigh... the letter reminded me a lot, how i use to get decent grades, compared to my "two inch across the border" marks. Comes grade10 and thats when i became in denial, i thought i could pick myself up and bring those grades back up, turns out to be a disappointment.
Damn this year went by soooo quick. I remember back in grade8 i was thinking "damn, i'll be outta here in 5more years and then it's done!" Yeah, those days are come to an end.... I know after i graduate i can't use those lame YOYO MAMA SOOO FATT jokes anymore, and every so often listen to my ipod in class.
Funny how half the write up was about a girl whom i had a crush on. It goes by the lines of some corny shit: " Oh, she gives me all the happiness in the world..." LOL AHAHAH....
All in all, i can only say one thing, Disappointment. I never met personal expectations nor did i meet any expectations from my parents. Girls.. Hahahah.... I've failed even harder in this categorie! I can never seal the deal. And thinking upon my situtation, i've been pretty much the "nice guy" or what you can call a "step-over". Got ditched numerous times, a few no shows and many unreplied texts. I learned this the hard way, which was the good way.
Experiencing this, helped me realized everything i was doing was idiotic.
I wish i had game.....
I wish i could step up my game, but i don't even know how to do that anymore, i've been defeated too many times.
Currently i feel like tides are low.... and nothing can stop you from what you're doing. But whatever, this time i really tried. If it doesn't work, i can't do anything but to say "next". I loved every minute, every second of it and i won't regret this.
Even something so simple we failed on..... i dont know what went wrong.
"I miss you" (By Jason Chan) reminds me of you, but only to a certain extent. =P LOL.
Haven't met you that long, but it feels like i've known you forever, girl...
I remember i wrote this back in November:
I WANNA TAKE IT SLOW......
Baby, why you movin' so fast
perhaps that was just the past
i've been at home missing you
the boys over there was dissing me
girl you're always out and drinking
that just got me thinking
why you at parties
i wish i could call you my shortiee..
but girl imma stay strong
i hope i didn't get this wrong
when we getting into fights
i knew you were right
i just wanna know you're that fine
its something about you that i can't define.
...Classic....
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TOMORROW! Tomorrow, i'm finally going back to ARMY night, missed out 3 weeks of attendance. And mcdonalds finally going back to chilll been months.. Kinda miss theese places. Mcdonalds has really become my second home, ironic enough to say because i barely work.
Saturday, aprils' bday dinner, dont even know what to get her yet... Shet. And i need to go Tie Shopping at LeChateau.
Who's down?! =D
Rain in Spain,
Peace in the Middle East.
