sorry for the love abscence.

So lately, i've been pretty "emotional" as one would put it. To be honest, i can't help myself but to vent out to anyone that would actually listen, thanks ya'll for there to help me out. When things go downhill, you know there's something wrong, and you try to fix it, and you know that communication isn't always the best tool, what do you do? You ignore it, completely pretend it never happened, it has worked in a few cases. Another question for all you lovers out there, "What if you're falling in love with the wrong person?" It's certain when you know that a person actually feels for you and you know when a person doesn't appreciate the things you do, but yet you try so hard to make everything workout. Another individual has told me that love is always present, its just that there was too much or too little love going around. Love should never hurt, and "when things aren't just the same break it off." And when you know things aren't going the way you want it to be, than what's the point? Don't dig yourself such a big hole, you might not be able to crawl back out later on. Us, guys, just want some good mclovin'. Love is not easy, nothing is ever easy, everything is hard before they become easy. I'm such a loser, knowing things may never be the same, knowing that i was the happiest boy on earth when everything was going the right way, and thinking that you would be there for me whenever shit was bad. But things don't go as planned, some would put it as "let things flow."
For better or for worse, i'm down for whatever to make shit good again. Let's make every minute count. I could certainly remember all the days from the top of my head that we hung out and had the best time of my life, i don't know about you but it was fucking amazing. You're cool, but sometimes i wish you could understand me better. We lack communication at times, and when we assume things, it's never good and again, i'm down for whatever to make shit good again. So love more and hate less, because the world doesn't need anymore haterade than it already does. I bet that you'll be a whole lot happier, loving, rather than hatin'. For those that don't really know me well enough, i'm the typical kinda guy, " Hey bitch, go make me a sandwich." Jokes. But i'm just an average joe, looking for some love because love is in need. (edit: holy fuck that sounded so cheesey.)When you know in the end that nothing really works out, find a new person that will love you even more, and will treat you the way you deserve to be treated. I'm all in it for the love, it's a gamble but its hella worth a shot. We all want to love and be loved in return, girls please make it easier for us. Don't give up because she may be the apple to your pie and remember no matter if we get hurt in the end, the memories are worth it.

This is for the fellas out there that read my blog and laugh at me because i sound like a whining child.

Peace and Love homie.