I hate my life right now.

Dear Mom and Dad,

Sorry Mom and Dad, but i chose not to go to school this semester because i really wanted some time off to think about the shit i need to do in my life. I want to finish basic training for army so i'm going away for a month, i want to explore and learn more about life. But why the fuck did you have to cut off my cellphone line? Just because i'm not going to school? It's not a legitimate reason, and i know i'm wasting some time right now by not going to school, but i have no motivation or concentration to do continue right now, so i'm going to postpone it to next semester. You won't understand how i feel right now, but i fucking hate your guts, you're always like this to me. I fucking hate you so much, if i see you even at the mall, don't say hi to me because you don't deserve to be called my mother. You're not understanding at all, you turn all the people on my side against me. First you kick me out and we barely even see each other anymore, now you're turning everyone against me making it seem like i'm the one that's doing all the wrongs. You can take everything i have but, one thing you can't take away is my pride. Remember you're my step mother, you're not the who gave me birth and i used to look up to you but i finally realized that you're one manipulative bitch. And you really wanna know why i hate coming home everyday now? It's because my grandparents always bitch at me every night that i come home, and that every night i can't sleep, i blame you. You're the one that gives them another reason to bitch at me for nothing. Hate me or love me, i don't care, let me know when you finally understand how i feel for once.

Your son,
Leon.

=)

"It takes a lot to love someone, but it takes a lot more to love yourself; and sometimes loving yourself is better than relying on someone else to love you back the way you want, the way you deserve to be loved back." - anonymous



Amen to that. Sometimes you're truly better off on your own, doing the things you like, and the things you want without any restrictions or limitations. A life made simple once again. I'm lovin' it.