I'm just waiting for World War 3 to happen anytime now...

I need me a SWISHERRR

WASSUP VANCITY?

That I DONT GIVE A FUCK lifestyle....

Keep doing you, and keep it real guys.

GOOD BYE MS.STARFISH

Title says it all, good by ms.starfish. SO this starfish is outta my life. I think i've been told that i can do better about a million times now, there's no doubt to that. She wasn't that good looking anyway. It's so pointless trying to apologize and fix things when the receiving end, doesn't bother putting effort into it. Whatever she's full of bullshit. I don't need a little "princess" in my life.

COOOL

SO i heard...

So i heard you were a slut. I almost believe it now.

You were a waste of my time.


Bye.

Worth my time

If i think you're worth my time, i'll talk to you. Other then that, i have nothing else to say. Let's just hope that you're one of those people that is actually worth my time.

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Today, i looked in the mirror and i saw a guy that's aging quite quickly. I hate to say this but i feel like i'm aging faster then i thought i would. You can't define someone's age by asking how old they really are, you define their age by their life experience and knowledge. Quite ironic eh? Yeah i'm 19, but i feel like i've grown up too quickly, i'm no longer as immature as i used to be. Seeing the changes recently, i've realized that i should go on a hiatus from everyone. I want to figure out what i'm really all about, to chase my dreams, to get that paper and see what life has to offer. No girls, no parties, k i lied, maybe a few, but trying to stay away from that scene. I'm debating whether i should drop out of school for a year and get back to it later on, it's a huge risk, but what's life without taking a risk? All my life, i did things to make people happy, to satisfy them, what i wore everyday to school, how i looked and what i say. It's complete bullshit. I'm not saying that i was fake before, what i meant was i should do things that make myself happy. My parents aren't going to be very happy, when i tell them this, hopefully i'll have enough courage to tell them everything that's going on. Com'on, they're chinese, they're the typical asian parents that you would see everywhere. "We want you to see you succeed, but before all that shit, get a degree first and then we can talk."
I hate it. I wish i was white.

For now, i'll do me, i'll do everything i possibly can but don't blame me one day if i do fail. That bittersweet thought has come to a conclusion, i'm out of here.

PIZZZZZ OUT

I get lonely too.

You tell me you love me, you tell me you mean it, but there's something holding you back from getting to me. I appreciate all the things you've done for me, but is it really about your ex? I'm going to be real with you. I like you a lot too, and maybe i didn't mean all the "ilu" that i tell yeah, but deep down, i sometimes just don't know how to express my feelings. Everything's going well, but yet there's something holding you back from me. How am i suppose to feel right now? Is it supposed to mind fuck me?

I'll give you all the space you'll ever need, just know that i'll be there when you need me the most.


Leon.

What happens in that bedroom stays in the bedroom.

Hoping onto that party scene.

And you bitches better come out for my bday.

Nuff said.