what a ride.

I don't know if all ya'll nigguhs out there feel this, but when a person tries to make an effort to talk to you, regardless if its a couples relationship, friendship, whatever, and you make a huge effort to talk to them about things and work it out and they just blow you off and say they don't want to talk about it right now or whenever, doesn't that shit just piss you off?

Man, talk about it, i'm frustrated, i'm mad, i'm angry, i'm not happy with how things are going right now. You know, i let you do your thing and i do my own but when we spend time its hella dope and it's quite something to remember. I don't know why we always just end off conversations with the wrong attitudes, where is the love? I don't mean the negative things that i say sometimes, more specifically, i do some name callings or other random shit, but the thing is you probably won't understand. However, if this is the end, than thanks for everything, because i actually tried my bestest to make it all work out and ish, but if you're not giving me a chance to do so than i can't do anything about it. I wish things would work out, because i know your the most downass bitch and i'd be the jerk to be down wid ya the whole way through this roller coaster ride. Tell me, there's a way around the ups and downs and that we'll make it till the end.

End rant.

Irrational much?

I've noticed a huge gap, a hidden gap that i didn't see in you, until recently. I'm not a person to talk too much junk about another person but, damn sometimes you think and do things without reasoning. The things that you do, sometimes make me mad, i don't know if this goes for others as well, but it's so lopped sided and irrational. So next time you decide to pull some jackmove or whatever you want to call it, think about it twice and think about how you affect others.
On my behalf, i always give myself too many reasons to reason, and i think that's where i always end up fucking myself over. Yeah, i put on that jerk-front and when you think about it, i'm actually the nice guy who tries to put everything back together. It's like a puzzle, everything step that you take will be crucial, and it turns out to be a big picture. I'm here tryna put the pieces back in place and tryna make this the "perfect" picture.
And again, think twice, because there might not be a "thrice."

ZIP IT.
So Olympic Break is almost over and i've realized that i haven't done anything. Fuck... this is such a fail, this weekend better turn out good, i have high hopes! PLEASE DON'T LET ME DOWN!

Out.

Toonie Tuesdays

So today was pretty swell, kicked it with pegasus again. Hitted up Richmond to do some sexytime shopping there, i didn't cop anything, nothing really caught my eye. And today when i got home my grandpa was going berserk because i came home late and that pegasus came over to chill for a little bit, i have no idea why he would get mad over that but eh. So if he says anything again, i just pull some crazy "leon tactics" on him, "MANG, DO YOU WANT A GRAND GRAND SON OR NOT?" Just for mah defense, if yah get what i'm tryna say.


I'll let some of the pictures do the talking. =)

I forgot, it was just you and i.

I could recall when i was talking to a brother that lives in australia, so i was asking him how he was and what he's been up to with his girl. He replies "There's no more us, only me." That kinda shocked me for a bit, although we don't talk very often i instantly felt a sting. Yanno, that feeling when you know somethings gone bad from something really good and i've been great stories with him and his girl. Kinda sad if ya asked me, but life goes on and like all you people say, "Live life to the fullest."

So this past weekend was pretty chill like every other weekend, february was definitely one of the better months of 2010. Although, there's only about a week left in this olympic break, time flew by way too quickly and i can barely remember the things i did already. Damn, sometimes i wish i could spend more time with you, but as the days goes by you seem to be getting busier with your life. Sigh.

enjoy the pictures

dumb bitches

dumb bitches.... fuck. I have no idea why i'm always mad now but it's just the littlest things that build up and BOOM, headshot. I was smooth, until you started cracking my heart bit by bit, and it went downhill from there. Sigh.. It feels like that everytime i pull a wrong move, i move back to square one and start all over again, as if i'm the only one to put in effort into making things work and being the bigger one to step it up and shit. For all you home dawgs that know what i'm talking about, than you feeelll mee.... But i guess this is how guys roll, we gotta be the bigger one to take initiative into things and make things workout, after all we are human and we all make mistakes, regardless of how perfect we are. If we can make it through the bumps and dents on this journey, than we can probably take over the world too.

I'm so stupid.

This was a complete mess up, but baby i hope ya ain't fed up.




Leon is out.

I miss you.

誰會為愛人 不惜一切　
而我或太傻　愛你願放棄一切
朋友亦叫我控制　
說放膽愛別失勢　
我不想給歪理來蒙蔽
容我愛你深不見底

doing the 1,2,3 hit, throwing a twista spit.

So my buddy and i were throwing down a few rhymes late at night, cause we couldn't sleep. FUcking girls... anyhow, these beats are all original and they're kinda sloppy but whatever it's almost 4am.


ENJOY..

LEON ---
im fresh on my game and i got them dimes on my hand
when girl when you came around i dont know why you do this
to me and all your ex boyfriends you've had....
perhap that was jsut the past
i dont know why you gotta do this because what we doing now is a mother fucking BLAST
i love you girl
im afraid to tell you that
i know you're kinda fat
ya know it too
i know it three
but we keep it on the downlow
nothing more than joe blow

ERIC's gay warm up verse ----

homeboy, i know you havin a rough time
but its aight, spit out your feelings with those sick rhymes
dont let a girl control how you feel
cuz in the end you're still you, so just be real


LEON HIT IT UP --
please dawg..... you look like a frog dressing up all in greeen, fucking rocking those Jay beans?
let me tell yout his one more time, justin beiber aint homo.
i love him, hes cute, hes sexy, i tell him that every singlet ime.
when fucking iyaz shouted "that girl like a dime they say"
it made me think of you...
after tonight, i thought we were through...
you know what?
i just wanna hack a butt
i am soo mother fucking STRESSED
BECAUSE SHE GOT ME SOO POSSESSED

ERIC is up --
damn girl why you got me so sprung,
making me go off key while singing them songs.
i be mad confused about you,
are you feeling the same way as i do?
its like when chingys singing "one call away"
im here by my phone waiting for you night and day.
now lets get to the point of the story,
tell me youre down, dont say youre sorry.

LEONN's TURN --
HI girl, you got a nice bum... Tell me where you from?
I'm from CUN NADA
Got me saying OH WEE AAHHHHHH
doing that kung fu shit..
and now i'm doing the 1,2,3, hit.... throwing down a twista spit.
I know i ain't fast like him.
YOu know me, im just the average jim
tryna write a song or two
going to the corner store to buy a bubble gum chew.

ERICCCCCCC STEP UP YOUR GAME --

alright lets get down to the game,
after whats happened, i dont feel the same.
you already know ya man aint treating you right,
why you gotta suffer, u know ill bring the light.
baby, its all bout trust and love,
we can be love birds just like doves.
i know it takes time for your wounds to heal,
but trust me my feelings for you is too fuckin real.
your steez got me thinkin bout you twenty four seven,
is it my fault that i want to be in heaven


wow look at this motherfucker with his lovey dovey shit yo, not a G for sure.

LEON WID THE CUTE COME BACK --

Hey boi, why you gotta talk like that?
Look at the girl, her chest like an airplane landing flat.
Always about the love and the dove...
YOu know what? You dont have to always do the push and the shove.
REAL TALK HOMES, I HOPE YOU DONT CHOKE
Lets be happy boi, go drink some coke.
No mang, i ain't talking about the drug.
sometimes you just look like a thug.
Hold up, wait, i think i'm dating a chug.
MAH BAD, FOR REAL MANG,
I THINK SHE GOT A WANG

Man i think i can be the next jin or traphik....not.

ERIC, what a fag.. --

aite boi u ready for my diss?
be prepared so dont get pissed
i know you be steppin ya game up now,
coppin premes n jays n makin ppl go wow.
but naw, that aint right.. in order for it work,
steez is required, so dont be a dork.
talkin bout gettin ripped all the time,
but all i hear all day is your whine.
its done now boi, i aint got nothin to say no more.
waiting for ur come back is makin my ass sore.

Leon -

Hi, my name is leon.
i laugh at you when you rocking those neons.
Yeah boi, you always listen to me whine and with nothing more than a dime or two
with that girl, hoping we would make it through,
Right now you're telling me cop those ROYAL ONES
i blaze up a joint, and im hella DONES
YOU GOT ME GOING LMAO, ROFLCOPTERS, JUST FOR SHIT AND GIGGLES, IT WAS KINDA FUN.
Back to the story homes, always making me feel like shit, you're kinda lame.
always thinking you got game,
I'll be laughing at you when you getting played.
AND i'll give you the smirk when i be gettin' laid.

Oh shit, kinda personal now.

Eric, you nigguh... --

alright, lets get back to where we left off.
what were we talkin bout, mr know it all prof?
im still deciding what to cop,
cement 4s or royal 1s, MAN im glad i got a JOB!
its all good, as long as you stay fresh and fly
girls be coming up to you and call you cutie pie

Aite aite, so you wanna play it with the personal shit eh? SHOTS FIRED..

LEON gon' finish this foo off.. -

Yes i got a girl, she's my world...
yes i stay fly, and she commented on my facebook,
Calling me A CUTIE PIE,
I don't care if you have all the game,
always out there looking for the fame,
All i need is a chick,
she might hop on my dick.
ALL you be on hopping is on the mozzarella stickz.
please son, no come backs,
yes you do look kinda black,
go brush your teeth boi, look at that plague,
yo boi, you smell, you fishy,
cause you be getting silly.
Now go back to bed,
CAUSE YOU BE GETTING FEDD.

eric sucks balls --
whats with all the smack talk?
you talk the talk, but u dont walk the walk.
u tryna hop on my dick? naww you aint ready,
know why? cause im FRESHER THAN A NEWBORN BABY
now this guy is talkin smack again, tellin me to redo?
i dont think so bruh, however your life should consider an undo.
i dont even know what im sayin,
but its all good, as long as i hear you cryin.

weak sauce...

i think we know who the winner is....

Leon.. aite gonna finish this foo OFF --

step your game up son
no seeds on the bun.
going up to mcdonalds or maybe the chuckie cheesey
listening to some ffucking WEEZZY F BABY
EH WAIT, WHERE YOU GOING, YOO ASS IS HURTTIN..'
shit, i forgot, you're about to get jerkin'
hold up
son, cant get no girl, because she aint yo world.
i'll show you the 1,2,3....
maybe the four... if you give it more.
Yeah right, bro, all you be dating is a motherfucking WHORE.

AND TO END IT OFF...

yeah boi she gave me the birthday sex..
all you be getting is a cute birthday text.
Loook at this mess,
don't bring it up you don't have to confess
you know the rest, cause im the mother fucking BEST!
aite aite here's some help, go to lavalife and write the abc TEST.

fuck it.

I know i'm not the greatest kid in the world and i try to make my dad proud once in a while.
There was never a day like that since the divorce, why did we end up like this with such remorse.
I thought we could never see tomorrow, there's nothing left but sorrow.
I remember the times back when we had a great bond, now you're always talking about what you're not fond of.
Please don't give me that shit, if you do why don't you just throw me in the pit.
Fuck you too, i hate you times three, i have nothing left to to say at four.

Fire.

So things have been running through my head recently, and it revolves around my spendings. I've mentioned this before but i think i am overspending on a lot of things, but i haven't had any regrets so far. Everything's going great lately, and i can't wait till friday, because we're probably gonna go to deadmau5's concert which is fucking sick. To be honest, i don't think i'm going because i'm a hardcore fan of deadmau5's, it's because i'm a fan of the hype that revolves a certain event or release. I'm sure many of you people are going because of the "hyped" up environment and crowd, not really because of his work that he puts out. Anyhow, i need some portable chairs and my Nintendo DS lite, hope to see some of you shit faces there.

Here are a few new pickups, don't ask where i got em' and how much, because i won't tell you, all you have to know is that, it burned a hole in my pocket.

Dopeness.

So valentine day was dope. I hope everything went well for all of you single guys out there, that's still tryna get the girl. It's quite surprising when you hear a brother with a twisted love story, a story that you would never think that could be so surreal. It kinda sucks to hear that he's not with a girl whom he thought he had a chance with, and it sucks even more when you find out that she's going out with another guy within our circle of friends. This is mad twisted, when they say "you snooze, you loose," you gotta listen to them. You can't blame anyone but yourself for your own mistakes...

ON a brighter note, i gotta cut down on spendings, i've been overspending on a lot of things, mostly on food though and random shit that i buy which i don't really need. I sometimes hate it when i have money, and i feel invincible when i have a chunk of money in my bank account. I'll be laughing when i pay off my student loan.

Anyhow, valentine was dope as mentioned above, and i'm glad she liked the card i gave her. Let's be real, i think you're fucking awesome, and i think i'm kinda awesome too, damn we have so much in common. LOL

"i loved how reading that card 5 mins ago even though i was so tired made me smile so big ♥ .."

Wishlist
- Supreme red/red box logo pullover
- Supreme OG white/red box logo tee
- Supreme LV blk/blk box logo tee
- Supreme mickie mouse pullover
- Supreme hanes pocket tee
- Jordan 5 fire reds
- Dickies Grey or Blk chinos w/ 1inch taper from Albert's Tailoring
- Supreme Oxford longsleeve
- Levi's Vintage Clothing 1947' Saddleman
- Skulls 5010xx 6x6
- Nice fitted V-necks
- Some sexy beach beaterssss, perhaps supreme.
- Chicago Bulls Michael Jordan 23 jersey

Wishlist COMPLETE

Done.

feeling up a whole lot.

The past few months has been awesome to an extent that i can't really explain. I'm sure you all know this feeling. Thanks for giving me a reason to believe. Thanks for believing in me. Thanks for being awesome with a bit of 'steezy swaggar'. Thanks for those 'mature discussions'. I am fucking thankful, even though it's not thanksgiving anymore.Thanks, thanks for everything, b.


You the best.

Private Cheng OUTSIDE MUDAFUCKA

So uhm, fuck my life.

Okay today, i wore my fire red 3's out and i come home and cleaned the, and i found out that they cracked around the heal. FUCK, not satisfied with how Jordan's construct their shoes nowadays. I remember when i rock jordan 6's when i was a toddler, too bad i gave those away, they were OG 6's too.

Anyhow, went to school today and did my usual shit, and than went to do some gay shit with mae and lourdez at downtown. I picked up some vans authentic for $10, probably wear these as beaters. Thinking of steezy fits for the next few days, fuck i hate how some things don't go so well together, even though if the colors work well, proportionate is the key when it comes to swag. If one piece is baggier than the other, it'll look sloppy, and you will result in some Leon Swagteam Cheng bashin' and obviously some "neg rep." Lastly, do not overmatch with colors please, yes we understand that some flipinos go crazy with the whole color scheme thing, it looks tacky and it looks stupid sometimes, don't do it, keep it clean. I'm gonna try to make my jordans work with my wardrobe, as some would say, "make [do] with what you have."

Uncalled for.

So today i found out that i have my criminology - intro to policing midterm tomorrow morning, quite funny eh? I guess most of this stuff should be review, however i plan on not getting too many hours of sleep tonight, gonna try to ace the midterm like i did on the first test. If i do, i'll be on a roll.
Asides from this, i really have nothing to talk about, and i'm quite excited about the olympic break, i have 2 weeks off, and i can do whatever the fuck i want. I'll most likely get back in shape and start working out, "NO BULLSHIT REPS."

Anyway this kinda made my day, "He's smooth and you have stubbles." HAHHA, you probably won't understand it, it's an inside joke. But dam, i find it quite funny.

It takes days, weeks, months and possibly years to build trust, but it takes only a second to break it. This is why i'm gonna be truthful to myself and towards you and yo family. "It's about us, it's about trust babe..."

Out.

Oh man, what a day.

So currently i've found happiness, and nothing ain't gonna stop me from getting back into my emo phase again. I've realized that the most stupidest things bring me down, and it affects everyone around me. I'll admit it, i'm sort of a drama king now that i think about it, but i'll try to improve on things i'm bad at, such as beating kim jong at hang man and budokai, beating monikha easily at budokai without even trying, and many more to come. These few weeks has been really chill so to speak, but as the days progress i feel like there's something missing every single day, i don't know what it is, i'm bound to find out. However, i'm already happy with what i have and what i need, and like she said, "there's no need to worry, baby i'm right here with you." And again, i'm getting my groove back and getting on top of the game, i don't know if that's a good thing right now but it has to be done. Shits on the next level.

Enough of this, so here's the breakdown of my day:
- went to meet up with monica aka ms.heeet to go shopping around robson and gastown, good cops for both of us, satisfied to the max, SO WHO SAID MONEY CAN'T BUY HAPPINESS? Well for me it can!
- after shopping, went to go chill with andrew, m'allfuckas gonna be copping em' supra skytops or whatever you call them, just cause lupe fiasco and lil wayne wore em. Nigguhz please, don't be bitin' son!
- After dat, went to go drink some BABBLE TEE with andrew's co-worker, shits mad hilarious! HAHA! "Hey Gloria, Andrew you see the white guy behind you, he's not gonna get a 2nd date." LMAO AHHAHAHA. Fist pumped.
That's it for now... Can't wait till valentine because it's also chinese new years, so you know what that means... PAY DAY LOL

And here are some pictures from yesterday.....

If you asked me, i couldn't do it..

A day when we all thought everything was fine, so mindless, so thoughtless, and so stress-free. I wish i could have more days like this. I'm lovin' it. Thanks for those that have been making this week a great time for me. No names need to be mention cause you know who you are. ;)
Pick a shirt, rock the jay, and ready to roll.

p.s. Where are you boo, i'm looking for you. Haha, that rhymes!

She got that good good..

Today my day went really well. So damn satisfied. Went to school as usual, and than met up with pegasus and walked her to work and then after that i went home to chill for a bit, and then went back out to pick up some babies.....

Jordan Fire Red 3's. Muahah, and don't try asking me how much i got em for cause i won't tell you. Way too cheap. HEHEHE and yes they're 100% legit.

Wishlist is approximately 60% complete.
More to come:
- m65 jacket
- ma-1 jacket
- supreme pullover
- supreme tshirts
- chicago bulls michael jordan 23 jersey
- more lens for my camera
- swagteam photoshoot
- cop a girlfriend

PLZZZZZZ nigguh, swagteam on the fly.





Swag Out.