it was like .....

I could remember the day that she walked out the door, and left me for good, telling me to be better kid, to listen to what adults had to say. It was like when she left i couldn't cry, i didn't know how to cry. Although we haven't known each other for a long time, it was like the world had ate a piece of me, more specifically, my heart. I felt heartless for the longest time in the world. Each day asking myself what had gone wrong, and how to ease this pain that i couldn't even feel anymore. I knew that she was gone forever, but i didn't dare to ask anyone, until one day i gained enough courage and asked. One responded, "she's not gonna be here with us anymore, she's gone." I looked at the sky and asked myself, "why was i soo unfortunate...."
Nobody could see the pain i was in because i didn't cry nor did i talk, i was in my own world for the longest time and lastly i never asked about her.

To this day, i still question myself, wondering what could of happened if she stayed in my life. I just want to let her know i miss her a shit loads. Come back into my life please. It's been soooo long that i've seen you around.

Most of you won't understand what i'm trying to say but if you do, you'll probably know how i feel. Relate.

Private Cheng out.