I never knew it could turn out this way

I never knew i could feel so low in life before, almost degraded if you will. I knew it would be a good day, i thought that someone could make my day again, but it turns out that a beautiful day like this could turn out to be so frustrating. I don't mean to whine and bitch about the things i hate in life, but when things go down like this, it upsets me, especially when you're feelin' a bit disrespected in a way. I'm usually a happy guy, but when little things like this just pisses me off, i feel really disrespected. I sometimes wonder how a person thinks, their words should obviously match their actions, but i feel that none of that is going the right way. I try to hide my emotions as much as i can, because i believe that one person's action could affect everyone else. The point is, let yourself be, and when you feel that others aren't appreciating you and your presence then fuck them, they're not worth your time and effort. Or lets put it this way, i've been having a really bad day, i hate my fucking manager.

For those who think i complain too much, i suggest you put this blog on a website block. A blog is a way of expression your own opinions and feelings, so if you don't like it simply don't come back reading my shit again.

Last but not least, thanks for those who enjoy reading my shit.

haters, fuck you

edit -- Which ever one of you fuckers that decided to click "bored" for their reaction, go fuck yourself.

You're a dime plus 99.

I've realized quite a bit lately, but most importantly i've realized that people aren't always going to be there for you. People made their promises, and these promises are never to be seen again probably in the next few months or even years. I hate to say this but, it sucks fucking monkey balls. Just when you need a friend to talk to you, it seems like nothing is going the way you want it to be. I wish that i didn't have to grow, grow apart from people that mattered to me the most.
I miss this that feelin' already, the feelin' of being that friend or whatever you wanted to name it. That person that you could always relate to, it almost seems non-existent nowadays.

I really wanna see how things will turn out in the next few months. Please let it be good.