You never seem to realize.

I'm quite happy about the fact that i got 22/30 on my first test with minimal effort of studying. And now onto the bad news, i have another test tomorrow and it's gonna be hardcore, kinda scared because i don't understand the textbook at all. I hate school. I hate life. I hate girls. I hate this game. It always seems like that i'm the one to always approach and never will i get the same in return, maybe this is a hint for all the good things to close in and to let the bad things come out. This time i know i was true to myself and that i tried, i'm not disappointed, i just regret doing all those things that made me loook like a fool. Hopefully one day you can be the one to pick me back up on my feet, i'll be betting on that day will come. You might just realize that i was there for you, but you never needed my help, keep in mind you always have first dibs to my shoulders, regardless of any situation. Please, just let me know if i'm wasting my time because the time is ticking and everytime i seem to talk to you, you put on that front that everything is fine. Deep down, i see a really nice girl that had her heart broken, as much as i tried to mend it, you always refuse to let me help you. Don't take me wrong, you're amazing, one day i'd like to make you my wife, but if you're with another guy i'll understand. Remember all the good times we've had, because it might not be the same again, for better or for worse. I'm sorry for being a jerk.






Sweeter than the sweetest girl i've seen.

Enough said. If you asked me, i'm stressed out to the max right now.