Wish me luck.

Alright, so i got my upass back, yay. Attempting to get my Bank Card back tomorrow, with my passport only, HOPEFULLY i get it. And if i get it by tomorrow, new haircuts. Yay!
So that last few days has been pretty repetitive, wake up play counterstrike source, and than do some lame shit such as maybe study or maybe attempt to read or maybe workout. Nonetheless, i can't wait until wednesday is over, but fuck i don't really have a weekend, my weekend is occupied with work work work, friday saturday and sunday. So i've been deciding to get some new stuff lately, and i can't figure out what i really want right now, so i might just save my monies and keep looking for the "one." In the mean time, i'll make due with what i have.
AND again, wish me luck.

Fuck, who would of thought that a person that you trusted, and told all your secrets too, and even if you intended to friendzone her for whatever reasons could be gone for a few weeks. This is ultimate gayness right here, so you aren't that steezy after all and you're not that cute, okay i take that back you're "kinda" cute and your somewhat "steezy," sometimes cheesey. But it's all good, because you're just a friend right? Who am i to say all this bullshit, when i'm just a friend?
For fuck sakes, come home soon, we needa talk.

So recently, i've been also seeing a lot of random people. The ones that maybe were the "hi and bye" kinda deal, we are now sorta friends. It's weird. It really is. I guess this is where the "real" world begins, you see where your so-called "friends" are right now and than you see your hi and bye kinda friends that are somewhat your friends now, you compare the two, it ain't that much of a difference. Because some tell me " fuck the past, but don't fuck with the present." I think that is kinda self-explanatory, and yes i am still in my phase to finding out who's really "there" for me. As homo as that sounds, i am not fucking homo and no offense to the homos out there.
All in all, i find it really weird how it all works out, someone that was totally the opposite of what you would call "friend" in highschool, is now the your new hang out, its just something new and something i don't see or hear everyday.

Oh yeah, i apologize once again for those who have experienced my burst of anger, been cranky all day, lack of sleep + loosing my wallet = Angry Cheng.