"We've been together now and girl it's been awhile
Ain't seen that smile on your face
Tell me what could it be, cause I know that it ain't me
Could something be in the way
I feel like losin' it
Straight up callin' it quits.. I wish I can, but I can't
Cause something's telling me without you I won't be half the man that I was... "

SIgh.

Sigh.. why did i have to found out.. i knew it all along.

I don't know how i should feel right now. Sad? Mad? Frustrated? Upset? Content? Happy? Grateful? Regretful? Disappointed?

There's so many things running through my head, i can't sleep, i see the inner goods in you, but yet you still broke that very last hope in me. I don't know what to even say or who to speak to. Friends are there to look out for you, to tell you what's going on, honestly i feel really betrayed.

You always see a way to break me free from my cage, a cage that is so strong that only your love can break through. This cage is a complete disaster until the very end, no one can see how it will it end up, but hopefully we'll see only the positive attributes of it. This cage may completely tear you up, or can make you a stronger, a better person. We all pay a price for the lessons we learn, whether its through spending money, seeing the differences between fake and real and/or experiencing everything without a whisper through the lips of a friend. All in all remember this, "You can loose money chasing bitches but you can't loose bitches chasing money."

I've completely learn this life felt lesson through the hard way, time to start thinking ahead and make better decisions. First off, figure out what you want, then chase those goals and dreams.


Private cheng is out.