Same shit. Just another day.

Keep livin' a dream, but refuse to live a lie. I want to get my life back on track. How could this life that was made so simple become so hard to live in? I'm not going to lie, i've been feeling like crying the past few days, but i couldn't. I don't know why i can't because i feel really heartless lately, no emotions, no feelings....
"Pain is inevitable, suffering is a choice." I chose to suffer. I hate staying at home, i hate coming home even if it was really late. Ever since i moved away from my family, and started living with my grandparents again, it wasn't the same. I get too deep in my thoughts when i sit at home, with nothing to do. I miss the way things used to be back at 'home'. I miss 'home.' I miss my 'sisters.' I miss my 'dog.' I miss my 'parents.'




If he loves you girl he'll be there

Where are you now? When i need you the the most. Why don't do you take my hand, i wanna be close. Talk my hand and walk with me. Where are you now?