Don't you just hate it?

Wouldn't you hate it if this girl you were pursuing all of a sudden blocks you on msn, ignores your text and most obviously ignores the phone calls. And than you find out 1 month later of no talk, that she's getting together with this other guy. I know some of ya'll experience this sometime of your life. The fact that i went to J2's private sale, entirely ruined my mood. I don't know why i feel this way, but i feel sad. I hate to admit this to everyone that reads this "boring" blog of mine, but dayumm...... Back on track. Sigh, if sometimes you'd make an effort to call, to message, to text, i'd probably be happiest boy on earth. Everytime i look at my phone, you disappoint me. I don't understand why i always end up in disappointment whenever i encounter these type of situations. It's probably human nature. The girls you assume you can get with, you don't really dig her, but you have an idea that she's into you. You try to like her, and than when she lays her eyes off you and goes pursue someone else, you actually fall for her. I don't understand this concept very much, but it's true, it happens and it sucks.

Rewind. Actually let's not say she blocked you, let's say she ignores you. She goes to her extreme and tries her hardest to not talk to you maybe. Just maybe. And lets say that she doesn't want to talk to you, but at heart, you feel that she still has that click with you, and you still want to get to know her a little better, but she makes all these lame ass excuses. Yeah, you could say she uses "school is eating up my life." LAME! After all it's an excuse, who could blame her? What else would she say? I wouldn't expect her to say " I'm trying my hardest to ignore you." Actually i've gotten that once, HAHAHA. Just once, it was great, i knew what she was tryna do and she was bad at it. But she was a weird one, the one that was kinda shy and never spoke out. So why do girls try to ignore guys? I don't belive we are actually that annoying, i don't believe we're that obsessive either, maybe we're just tooo "into" the game. At this point, we've probably already gave ourselves away, she knows your intentions. She knows that you're the predator and that she's the prey. Great. Now what? Possibly panic and "QQ". Yeah "QQ" and make situations worse, makes her hate you even more. Ya'll can disagree with me, but this is my POV. Now that she kinda "hates" you, she'll probably block you. Sigh.......... good game.

Now help me and give me a shot at love. Please?


This nigguh is out

You were there...maybe ..just maybe

So lately, i've been having a lot mixed emotions. I don't know if it has to do with school affecting the way that i act around these people. Or was it just you that has always been on my mind, maybe not just you but a few others as well. It's sad that i can't focus primarily on school, and i'm doing really bad in my classes. For some of you that probably have known me for a few years now, i'm sure that my emotions don't really show naturally. I guess i'm not good with showing it either. Tonight was a night that got me thinking again. During my 5km run, i was wondering what the fuck do i want to do with my life again. Gotta get my priorities straight and live up to my goals. And of course midterms are coming up really soon, as a matter of fact one of my Midterm is the day after my birthday. How fun? When i think about "you" you're that girl who understands me and knows what i'm tryna interpret. Thanks for being that person, however i think it's time to start slowing down. We're slowly entering friendzone which i do not want. The ultimate question is, do i really like you?
Yeah you're cute, you have a nice smile, you have that long sexy hair, i'm likin' the way you movin' but heck do i really like you for who you are? This time i think i wanna take one step closer and perhaps one step deeper into figuring this out. Sometimes i really hate the fact that you're sooooooo occupied with life.



Finally got my jeans in. I'm loving these! IMPERIAL DUKES Blk sz32, if you were wondering.
I'll keep updating with the evolution of these jeans as time goes by.


That's all i can think of on the top of my head.
Peace!