T'is the season to be jolly

T'is the season to be jolly.
I am pretty satisfied with how life is going right now, no more emo shit but lately i've been pmsing A LOT. So sorry for those who've experience this extreme. My " I don't give a fuck" attitude is getting out of hand, so i'd like to say "sorry" again. HAHA!


HAHA, wednesday just fucking around, and i won't be going back to army for another month, STAND DOWN =DD...
Tomorrow's the formal dinner, can't wait to drink and have fun.


This is the ugliest house door i've ever seen, yes i know red is the "lucky" color, but dayum.. WHY SO SERIOUS?


Huskies are soo cool, i want a big dog now.


12/4/08.... What does this really mean?


t'is the time to guess the street!
Looks soo pretty i had to take a picture....


Dayum lookin' fly again, as usual....
JUST PLAYIN'
The mirror was really cool but i couldnt get the full image of it.


I've never seen a skytrain station @ granville @ 7pm, so empty.... friday too


My lovely tshirts i got from the wings and horn sale!
Im going again for more tomorrow =)


My favorite, unforunately i didn't bother tyring on the tshirt and it fits really small..
im going to try to look for another one with the exact same design!
I LOVE MY HOOKER =)


My Tiger Fleece, unfortunately i didnt get a chance to get the grey one, i should of gotten it last time i went to the sale, but too bad i didn't have enough cash for everything......
i regret it, but brown is just as good!
STill Satisfied!

I bought some take out for my grandparents..
For some reason, i feel really happy that i did so. This is the process of maturing? Finally... =D HAHA...


These were on sale at london drugs $17.99, hell too cheap, so i bought one..
i'll be back for more, they taste soo yummy.
i'll be looking sexy in the summer time girls =)
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I've been spending a lot lately but, whatever's, as long as i'm happy.
I've learned that you can always find money, but you can't always find happiness..

Happy early greetings!!
This Kid is OUTz.

Coldest Winter

This gon' be the coldest winter... everr
I thought about it long and hard, remaining persistent isn't even working.
I don't know why im so paranoid. I wish i could say " BABY DONT WORRY ABOUT IT!"
I worrying about the wrong things, but this is how i am. Anyhow i cant change the reality anymore.
This isnt working out, maybe if i just let loose things will be better.
Looking and searching for those better days........ sighhhh
A simple mind accomodates a simple lifestyle, this is what i need the most.
You made it too complicated.

On the Bright side!
WINTER BREAK is coming around the corner!!!
I cant wait to shop for presents and shop for myself and reward myself with the biggest present ever ;). We'll have to wait until boxing day!!
What are you guys up to this WINTER?

I wish i could keep you longer..

THis is on my wishlist, im going to try to get it on friday at the Wings and Horns sale.
THis is EYE CANDY RIGHT HERE!!!!

I have a big dilemma right now, DRop math completely or drop math and take it online?
Sigh.....

AND, i've been getting a bunch of noose bleeds lately, no its not because i watch too much porno.
The weather is changing and the heat in my house is not humid enough.



this shit is the best.......... go get some at your local supermarket today...

So i was picking up garbage for environment club( i need service hours) and i found some MONIES... 1.75.. haha someone dropped their bus fare?


SO sad.................. the picture explains it all...


This sucks to say, but i wish i could keep you much longer, even though you weren't classified as mine.
I wish i could just stop by and maybe say hi?
I wish i could just stop by and maybe lay by your side...
I've been hearing.... "that hoe aint worth keeping.."

I GOTT MAHH MONIES

SOoo...


This post is featuring my PORKCHOP......
HAHAHAAH,
Baby...
you're soo tender
you're soo chewy
you're soo mouth watering
you're soo..... goooodddddd


how you like the flannel? I love it. goes soo well with everything.


soo this was my second cake of the week.......... soo dayum good i had to go for 3rds.


So today, i went to downtown for ALIFE..... and bought a few tee's....
Guess the street =)


That's right bitches...
married to the mob... hotnessss



Got this at the Wings and Horns, im soo dayum satisfied, im going back to get the tiger fleece hoodie this coming weekend......
ROARRRR i WANT YOU.

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Sigh, you really piss me off now.......
I don't know what you want from me?
Just please tell me you don't give a shit anymore, so i can also say the same.
The moment you still talk to me i still feel there's hope.
I've had enough of your bullshit..
You come to me whenever you need/want too
When i want the same in return, you're never there
so fuck this shit.
I've put wayy too much effort to try to make it work...
Sooooo when you want to talk to me when you're sad, think about what you've done.
sigh..
My head is saying " fuck this" but in my heart you're still there, i dont know why it's stilll floating around after all this bullshit you gave me.......
is this worth it?
Why did i choose to get stepped over anyway...?

=D

This week was pretty fun, im glad i got all the test out of the way, and math is going to be dropped!
SOO.. Today i started my day with some excitement, at YOUTH POLITIKS!
HAHA REPPING KILLARNEY =DDDD, so fun, a few cute girls here and there.
Well the workshops were kind of boring, but it was worth missing a day of school!


And for lunch this is what i had!
A&W, the conference was held at the plaza 500 hotel, and they gave everyone $15 giftcards for their lunch..... soooo here was my lunch!!!


and dinner at the Vancouver public library... thingieeee
whatever, it was pretty good..................
Ditched the dinner thing at 7.30 when it was suppose to end at 9.30 to go to another party...
hahaha


OH MAHH GODDD SOO TASTYFUL.


talking about "bang for the buck?" hahah the other tables kept giving us food.. soo "REFILLS" ^_^ V


=DDDDDDDD CURRY LAA


gummy bear in a cup of water =D


yeahh happy bday ya'll 3....

anyhoww...... soo tired at the moment =(
I'm still wondering where did i go wrong?
I'm sure i didn't do anything wrong.
Whateverzzz, if you don't wanna make it work it's fine with me.
And thanks for leading me on before.
"YOU PUT ON QUITE A SHOW,
REALLY HAD ME GOING.....
BUT IT'S OVER NOW..."

Sigh..... and is it really over now?
I don't know what the future has in store for us, but i hope it's not over... just yet.
All the little things you do just makes me what to forget about this.
"What am i suppose to do when it's all a lie...?!"
I'm already sure that you're somewhat lying to me to avoid me, but whatever this is the process to "GTFO" me in an easier way?
Let the fantasizing begin....

Math, you didnt treat me well

Math, you didn't treat me well.
All this time, i've been reading you, and studying you.
All the time i've been going in for help just to learn more about you.
All this time you've failed me.
All this time, i've been trying to score you.
All this time, you failed me x2.
How could you do this to me?

I officially have to "drop" you now.

Alrighty guys! I am officially dropping math, dont' have to take the stress anymore.
Lately soo many tests, LPI tmr + Choir Concert, gonna be fun. Seee some cute chicks hopefully.
THE CHOIR BOY IS IN THE HAUSS?

Anyhow i have to give a shoutouts to my man SAMUEL. He's the CHEF.
Happy birthday!
I remember i met you in grade9, started chilling, going to metro to play that gay and lame game called "MT" HAHAHA! It was fun while it lasted. Anyhow, when we gonna hit up the arcades again?
I realized that as we all grew, there was a wall between all of us.
Whatevers enough said, you are cool, lets chill on friday. LOLOL HAHAHAHAH

horrible picture, but who the fuck gives.
No homo.
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Shiets, haven't talk to you for a while now.
Seems as if you don't really care anymore.
That's fine, i expected it from you anyway.
You're always saying your too busy, and all that jazz.
"Back then we were in school, that was your favorite excuse..."
One more thing, if you dont wanna talk to me, just tell me straight up.
PUHLEASE GIRLLLL?


Sexy Awesomeness's OUT.

Thank You

... All i want to say is Thank you
我知我有做錯 但係袮仍然愛我
成日都原諒我 我唯有講聲多謝
You've made an impact in my life.
This is why i wanna say, Thank You.


Friday night, at the dinner, it was hella fun. I learned how to serve wine.. Finally?!

Saturday

Hmm getting ready for the day, looking sharp.... HAHA
Chilled with jenn jenn, cause she was feeling a lil emo.


Shiet.................. i havent had this in about 2 weeks now......
I finally got some mcdix-ing.


Look at that Grease... HOLYSHIT.


Omfg my BEE BEE(dog) needs a new friend.


HAHA it matches eh? Lovely...


Dinner @ Han Ju HotPot, pretty good... KIMchee STYLE ... =D


Picked these up.. im satisfied =)


Happy birthday grandmaa! =)
Thanks for looking after me...


"I met you in the summer time, i fell in love
Everything was beautiful between us.."

Sigh... will time solve the problem between us?
What went wrongggggggggg....??

Have you had those days where you just think too much and can never go to sleep?
Been too many of these days that i just sit here and think of the dumbest shit possible.
Winter's coming, will this be the coldest year?
Sigh..

--EDIT 2:03am
Shit i still cant sleeeeep .... why the hell can i not sleep?!
anyhow

It's funny.
I was once told that the nice guy never wins.
I was also told that, once the girl comes back to the nice guy, he wont be that "nice guy" anymore.
Nice guys, in the end, never win and never get what they want.
The nice boys always end up getting owned and stepped on.
Eventually comes the heartbreak.........
From now on I AM THE MEAN GUY.
Once you realize you're getting dumped/owned in return by the guys you chose over this nice guy.
Sure those guys have more money, better looking, better dressed, more testerone, etc...........
So when you ask this question again " Where are all the nice guys?"
You will know the answer..
you didn't choose to reciprocate.