Don't you just hate it?

Wouldn't you hate it if this girl you were pursuing all of a sudden blocks you on msn, ignores your text and most obviously ignores the phone calls. And than you find out 1 month later of no talk, that she's getting together with this other guy. I know some of ya'll experience this sometime of your life. The fact that i went to J2's private sale, entirely ruined my mood. I don't know why i feel this way, but i feel sad. I hate to admit this to everyone that reads this "boring" blog of mine, but dayumm...... Back on track. Sigh, if sometimes you'd make an effort to call, to message, to text, i'd probably be happiest boy on earth. Everytime i look at my phone, you disappoint me. I don't understand why i always end up in disappointment whenever i encounter these type of situations. It's probably human nature. The girls you assume you can get with, you don't really dig her, but you have an idea that she's into you. You try to like her, and than when she lays her eyes off you and goes pursue someone else, you actually fall for her. I don't understand this concept very much, but it's true, it happens and it sucks.

Rewind. Actually let's not say she blocked you, let's say she ignores you. She goes to her extreme and tries her hardest to not talk to you maybe. Just maybe. And lets say that she doesn't want to talk to you, but at heart, you feel that she still has that click with you, and you still want to get to know her a little better, but she makes all these lame ass excuses. Yeah, you could say she uses "school is eating up my life." LAME! After all it's an excuse, who could blame her? What else would she say? I wouldn't expect her to say " I'm trying my hardest to ignore you." Actually i've gotten that once, HAHAHA. Just once, it was great, i knew what she was tryna do and she was bad at it. But she was a weird one, the one that was kinda shy and never spoke out. So why do girls try to ignore guys? I don't belive we are actually that annoying, i don't believe we're that obsessive either, maybe we're just tooo "into" the game. At this point, we've probably already gave ourselves away, she knows your intentions. She knows that you're the predator and that she's the prey. Great. Now what? Possibly panic and "QQ". Yeah "QQ" and make situations worse, makes her hate you even more. Ya'll can disagree with me, but this is my POV. Now that she kinda "hates" you, she'll probably block you. Sigh.......... good game.

Now help me and give me a shot at love. Please?


This nigguh is out

You were there...maybe ..just maybe

So lately, i've been having a lot mixed emotions. I don't know if it has to do with school affecting the way that i act around these people. Or was it just you that has always been on my mind, maybe not just you but a few others as well. It's sad that i can't focus primarily on school, and i'm doing really bad in my classes. For some of you that probably have known me for a few years now, i'm sure that my emotions don't really show naturally. I guess i'm not good with showing it either. Tonight was a night that got me thinking again. During my 5km run, i was wondering what the fuck do i want to do with my life again. Gotta get my priorities straight and live up to my goals. And of course midterms are coming up really soon, as a matter of fact one of my Midterm is the day after my birthday. How fun? When i think about "you" you're that girl who understands me and knows what i'm tryna interpret. Thanks for being that person, however i think it's time to start slowing down. We're slowly entering friendzone which i do not want. The ultimate question is, do i really like you?
Yeah you're cute, you have a nice smile, you have that long sexy hair, i'm likin' the way you movin' but heck do i really like you for who you are? This time i think i wanna take one step closer and perhaps one step deeper into figuring this out. Sometimes i really hate the fact that you're sooooooo occupied with life.



Finally got my jeans in. I'm loving these! IMPERIAL DUKES Blk sz32, if you were wondering.
I'll keep updating with the evolution of these jeans as time goes by.


That's all i can think of on the top of my head.
Peace!

what a day.

SO its time for a blog update again!

So lately i've been up to absolutely nothing, my tests are finally over, can't wait for my midterms. I don't even know what to write for my term papers yet, i have one for phil and one for crim. SOMEONE HELP ME THINK OF A REALLY GOOD CRIM TOPIC. This bullshit is due beginning of next month, this is jack shit.

Although it's saturday my weekend is almost coming to an end. Sunday's gonna be work for me, an d a little bit of reading. Hung out with Angel pretty much the whole week. She's cool, haha thanks for talking to me after 12321312312 years.
Nightmarket, was pretty whack today. It felt like gr10 all over again, drama. Aren't "hang-outs" suppose to be fun and free-spirited(is that even a word?)? However it wasn't the case today, i don't understand why some people get upset so easily. If you can't take a joke, might as well sit at home and watch some family guy. One word, WEAKSAUCE. And it's sad to see that night market being so quiet today, one of the unusual weeks for nightmarket to be quiet, but i wouldn't blame people for not coming on such a cold night.

Friday, was a little better actually. It was actually pretty fun. Hung out with angel again, and a few of her cute girlfriends. Went to Downtown and then English bay to sit around. Shortly everyone left because they're so fucking "lg" and had curfews at 4pm. Jokes aside. But yeah they're pretty cool. Met up with joe and crew at metro for some all YA'LL can eat.
And i'm never touching grass again, worse experience with that shit. Threw up after eating mcdix. I ended up sitting in the washroom for 45mins, before going back outside. Not cool, not cool.
I sometimes question myself, why do i not have a fucking car....?

So winter's around the corner. Summer loverrrrr where have you beeeeen?? =(((

When i think about the past, i remember it was all a blast.

Fun week overall.
Let's do it up again next week.




Hey ya ladies.

















Look at this homo.



She's pretty cool. She's from slovakia, and came 1month ago to Canada.


Homo x2
















GOLD. THIS IS GOLD..
HAHAHA


And yeeee.. gotta look good for thee ladies.

Peace.

it's over.. =(

So after listening to the song "it's over" by jesse mccartney, it reminds me of high school. I hate to admit this but high school was actually not that bad, considering when i was still in high school i thought it was a shit hole. Now i look at Langara, it's even worse. Probably one of the biggest shit holes around town. I regret for not trying harder in high school.

So after going through my old grad pictures, it's funny how none of us really make an effort to have a get together. I haven't seen some of you "nigguhs" for months. As gay as that sounds, you nigguhs are mean! Ya'll probably forgot about me already... sigh. I thought i left a lasting impression for ya;ll, but the way it turned out, guess not. Whatever, i don't blame you all for your busy asss lives, even though i'm slackng a lot right now, there's a shit load of work to be done.
S'all good.

Fast forward. So, i'm actually anticipating tomorrow's outing. Something that's actually planned out. I haven't planned any outings in so damn friggin' long, it brings back those high school memories again. Every friday we'd all know what we would be doing. I MISSS BUBBLE WORLD !!!! Anyhow, life's kinda getting better again.
I need to get on my groove and work on my move.

23 days until my birthday, what should i even do? sigh....... i hate planning stufffff. fuck it.


This kid is out.
Peace

you know i could use somebody...?

I can't believe jason mraz is coming tomorrow, but too bad i'm not going la. Sigh.... i have work plus i don't really feel like spending money on a concert right now.

I'm attracted to her.... but damnnnnn, i hope this isn't happening. I'm loosing my touch agian.. sighh.. words can't explain this feeling. Girl, if you want me, just tell me, please don't waste my time anymore.


Peace, gotta go studyyy for Criminology again.

Question- WHAT IS JURISPRUDENCE?
- What is common law?

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Edit, Fuck.
Why do i always find myself associating with girls that have boyfriends already? I feel like a homewrecker in the process right now.

if your game is on, gimme a call, boo..

So currently i should be hardcoring for my criminology test tomorrow. Shit, why am i blogging instead of studying?!?!? Whatever, kind of sick of this shit already, it's soo damn repetitive!!! Well at least criminology isn't that hard compared to sciences or math. Haha, i win.

Last night's hotel jammin' was pretty fun actually, glad to see some of the people again, and met a few here and there too. But damn too much smokin' for the last few weeks, not good not good.

Anyhow, with school taking up most of my time, there's really nothing to do but to study every day now, since midterms are soo close. Damnit...

Hmm, i wanna see how the next few weeks will turn out to be. I smell a bit of drama risin' again.

p.s. if your game is still on, gimme a call boo.

=D

I need a little more lovin'

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