Do you remember?

Do you remember? When we met? That summer.

GUILT TRIP

Guilt trip. Fuck. I Feel so guilty. GUILTY OUT OF MY ASSS =(


Sigh.......................... sigh i feel so bad.

I regret everything i did over this past weekend. I hate myself when i have to raise my voice at another person, it's so unnecessary, but when your anger fuels up you just have to let it go. The aftermath is the worse part, trying to tell a person you're extremely for whatever you did and most importantly why you did it. Whatever, there's no turning back now, all i can try to do is fix up the broken patches.


"Baby how you do that, make a grown man cry?"


Man i've been having such a bad week, someone please lighten me up.

FUCK

edit----

Time is key. Do it up big.

Just an average day

I hate how it is. I hate how we always lie to each other when we tell each other that we're not mad. Obviously there's something you're mad about but you won't tell me what it is. No matter how many times i tell you that i'm sorry, it seems like it's a replay of same problems that run through over and over again. It currently hurts to know that you're always being like this, and that we're always fucking around, not making any progress. Fuck our average daily lives. Is this a sign of closure? Hopefully not.


fml.

"When someone loves you they should be able to stop their childish behaviors and be serious with you."

.. watch it, you'll be amazed at how great it is to be living life, think on the brighter side of the spectrum. You'll enjoy life way more.

I'm fine, but i always wonder how you're doing. Words cannot express how much i miss you.

I never knew it could turn out this way

I never knew i could feel so low in life before, almost degraded if you will. I knew it would be a good day, i thought that someone could make my day again, but it turns out that a beautiful day like this could turn out to be so frustrating. I don't mean to whine and bitch about the things i hate in life, but when things go down like this, it upsets me, especially when you're feelin' a bit disrespected in a way. I'm usually a happy guy, but when little things like this just pisses me off, i feel really disrespected. I sometimes wonder how a person thinks, their words should obviously match their actions, but i feel that none of that is going the right way. I try to hide my emotions as much as i can, because i believe that one person's action could affect everyone else. The point is, let yourself be, and when you feel that others aren't appreciating you and your presence then fuck them, they're not worth your time and effort. Or lets put it this way, i've been having a really bad day, i hate my fucking manager.

For those who think i complain too much, i suggest you put this blog on a website block. A blog is a way of expression your own opinions and feelings, so if you don't like it simply don't come back reading my shit again.

Last but not least, thanks for those who enjoy reading my shit.

haters, fuck you

edit -- Which ever one of you fuckers that decided to click "bored" for their reaction, go fuck yourself.

You're a dime plus 99.

I've realized quite a bit lately, but most importantly i've realized that people aren't always going to be there for you. People made their promises, and these promises are never to be seen again probably in the next few months or even years. I hate to say this but, it sucks fucking monkey balls. Just when you need a friend to talk to you, it seems like nothing is going the way you want it to be. I wish that i didn't have to grow, grow apart from people that mattered to me the most.
I miss this that feelin' already, the feelin' of being that friend or whatever you wanted to name it. That person that you could always relate to, it almost seems non-existent nowadays.

I really wanna see how things will turn out in the next few months. Please let it be good.

Imcomplete thoughts again...

So today was really boring, i woke up at 7ish, got to school late for about 15minutes. Sleep through the whole class, and when i got off class at 1030, i went home to sleep again and didn't wake up until 330, and my manager asked me if i could start at 3 instead of 6. So i kinda fucked up and came to work 1.5hr late. But damn that uber nap was nuts!, i never knew that a nap could be that good, felt so energetic for work. Anyhow, life's been pretty good lately, and i'm starting to get my groove on again. Everything seems better when you look at it on the bright side. We only got one life to live, so make it good, and don't fuck up. Let's not get mad over silly things, because it s a major buzzkill and it ruins the mood. =)

So we're just about half way through April, and it already seems like summer is around the corner, i have a few more days of school and than finals which is gonna pretty slack as usual. Been drinking every week for the last 3 weeks. S'all good, just keep going with the flow and everything will be okay. Like she said, "Don't worry."



About time i get a picture wid you Kathleenie =D

What up, Summer2010?
More pictures to come.